Daily Draw 01-05-2015

Daily Draw 01-05-2015

Small Lenormand

26 Book – secret, knowledge, information, hidden, literature, book

Knowledge or piece of information that might come in handy. Need to read up on something, or delve deeper into a matter as I don’t know enough about it just yet. Something hidden or secretive. Something that requires to be handled discretely.

Great Lenormand

Ace of Spades – questionable behavior/morals, perversion, excess, escapade; secret relations.

Something might irk me today as being of questionable nature. Something or someone who might be acting inappropriately – hopefully not I myself. Someone or something that is being secretive or raises an eyebrow or two.

Skat

King of Clubs – man of/with authority, public figure, authority, knowledge

A man of/with authority or in a public standing of some sort might play a role today for me. Being in a position of authority. Seeking knowledge or gaining further knowledge in a matter.

Kipper

28 Expectation – expectation, desire, longing, waiting

Waiting for something or someone. I know hubby’s been waiting on a delivery of several items he purchased before New Years, so, that might be it. Otherwise, looking forward to something, or anticipating something or someone.

Zigeuner

Sweetheart – woman, lover, female querent

I might need to take better care of myself than what I have been doing. Hadn’t felt well for three days.

Tarot

Queen of Grails * (Queen of Cups)

Emotionally upset or imbalanced, moody, aggravated, uncaring or over-bearing. Too close to the water. Lacking compassion and sympathy for something or someone. Might not feel very sympathetic towards something or someone today. My compassion might be at a low point. Not really caring about something or someone – feeling detached and disinterested, emotionally uninvested.

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Daily Draw 01-04-2015

Bad weather & didn’t feel good

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Daily Draw 01-03-2015

Small Lenormand

28 Gentleman – man, male questioner, husband, lover

Hubby or another man being or becoming focus/important today.

ð Not sure, hubby woke up earlier than necessarily. Wanted to download something for him but weather got so bad I had to give up on that idea.

Great Lenormand

8 of Diamonds – job, profession, task, proposition/suggestion

Might have a specific task or chore that requires my attention today or that I ought to tackle. Might receive a suggestion/proposition of some sort, or maybe make one.

ð Not sure. Had a technician from AT&T come and fix the phone line. Wanted to download a couple of things from YouTube for the hubby but that got canned when weather went FUBAR on me.

Skat

8 of Hearts * – disinterest, disconnection

Feeling emotionally detached or disinterested, overall “blah” and slightly irritable. Someone that might act nonchalant towards me.

ð Night shift always makes me feel “blah”. Couldn’t really get into much yesterday like I usually do.

Kipper

10 Journey – trip, journey, movement, change, departure

A trip or journey – none planned for today as hubby’s going back to work, so, unless in my mind not happening. Maybe considering changes.

ð Had to go with the flow of the day – or, better, with the flow of the weather. Terrible weather, limited me on what I could do in terms of online things. So I focused on the house and reading.

Zigeuner

Ecclesiastic – religion, belief, faith, spirituality

Faith might get tested today, or something requires some faith in order to get done. Looking within for answers and/or direction.

ð Felt rather solitary and solemn. Not necessarily depressed, but not exactly too happy and sunshiney either. Talked to my mom, and it didn’t improve my mood.

Tarot

Empress

Fertility, growth, fruition. Feeling creative and/or considering becoming creative in some ways. Female matters might be of importance for me today – taking care of myself, or making sure I’m ok.

ð Creative, not that I can think of. Just tried to make the best of my day with the limitations I was having imposed on my by the bad weather so most of my online activities were pretty much a no go. Talked to my mom which was so so. Her calls aren’t often what I’d call “brightening the mood” as she keeps talking about bad things that happened in the past, or some stuff that’s still going on. Like with my uncle. He started being distant when I was a teen, and yeah, he always struck me a bit boorish and rough, but I never figured him to be such a terrible jerk as he turned into the past few years. In a way, it’s a good thing I’m living that far away from him.

Daily Draw 01-03-2015

Daily Draw 01-03-2015

Small Lenormand

28 Gentleman – man, male questioner, husband, lover

Hubby or another man being or becoming focus/important today.

Great Lenormand

8 of Diamonds – job, profession, task, proposition/suggestion

Might have a specific task or chore that requires my attention today or that I ought to tackle. Might receive a suggestion/proposition of some sort, or maybe make one.

Skat

8 of Hearts * – disinterest, disconnection

Feeling emotionally detached or disinterested, overall “blah” and slightly irritable. Someone that might act nonchalant towards me.

Kipper

10 Journey – trip, journey, movement, change, departure

A trip or journey – none planned for today as hubby’s going back to work, so, unless in my mind not happening. Maybe considering changes.

Zigeuner

Ecclesiastic – religion, belief, faith, spirituality

Faith might get tested today, or something requires some faith in order to get done. Looking within for answers and/or direction.

Tarot

Empress

Fertility, growth, fruition. Feeling creative and/or considering becoming creative in some ways. Female matters might be of importance for me today – taking care of myself, or making sure I’m ok.

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Daily Draw 01-02-2015

Small Lenormand

25 Ring – relationship, circle, cycle, club/group, repetition

Either a relationship or group of people that plays a role today. Or feeling a bit like stuck in a rut.

ð Not entirely sure. Had a decent time online with a guild. Had a pretty good day with hubby except for a minor issue when we forgot to get the phone card for his mom, and I ran into problems doing it online.

Great Lenormand

Gentleman

Hubby might have something in particular today coming up, or he might need some extra attention.

ð He seemed to be in a bit of an irritated mood. Overall he was acting ok, but we hit a couple of road bumps, and he started to get snappy again at me.

Skat

7 of Clubs – illusion, tears, frustration

Might get frustrated and/or let-down by something or someone today. Need to try to remain down to earth and realistic, not let others irritate and/or frustrate me too easily, or get discouraged too quickly.

ð Thinking, this is the stupid phone card he wanted/needed to get for his mom. She had some kind of unexpected expenses and can’t afford to get more minutes for her Straight Talk. Forgot to get it at the store, so he was thinking of getting it online. But, when I tried, there was a problem with the payment not going through or something. Tried to contact the Live Support, but they couldn’t help me and I really did not feel like talking to them on the phone. Just irritating. Plus he was getting snappy with me because of it, so that didn’t help.

Kipper

29 Prison – confinement, prison, limitations, hindrances

Might be facing limitations and restrictions today of some sort. Being limited in what I can do, or should do. Might have to exercise restraint for the better.

ð Budget is tight this go around. Since he went on vacation, and no overtime, his paycheck this time wasn’t very large. Just glad I kept some from the last one to help out with this bill cycle or I might’ve been in a bind. So, overall, we’ll be rather limited on what we can afford to do – which is somewhat frustrating, but, oh well.

Zigeuner

Jealousy – jealousy, envy, conflict

Being jealous of someone else or someone else might be envying me something. What anyone would envy me, I don’t know. Overall, an air of unease and friction/tension.

ð Don’t think I was jealous of anyone. If someone else was of me, I don’t know of it.

Tarot

Ace of Knives * (Ace of Swords)

Confusion and/or misunderstanding. Inability to see or perceive something or someone clearly or objectively. I might have problems remaining objective and/or logical in a matter. Unable to find an answer or solution to a problem. I might feel rather confused and uncertain.

ð Just felt somewhat irritated and frustrated yesterday. Especially when I made the payment for the Straight Talk card, to refill his mom’s phone, and the payment status stated “incomplete”. I have no clue. Live Support didn’t/couldn’t help. Hubby’s temper was flaring up, just a mess. Feeling over tired with him going back to night shift, and it’s not improving my mood nor thinking process.

Daily Draw 08-25-2014

Daily Draw 08-25-2014

Lenormand: 31 Sun & 10 Scythe & 4 House

Clarity, warmth, optimism, strength, vigor, success. Danger, cut, harvest, trouble, harshness. House, home, self, body, roots, origin. Unexpected problems in/around the house or myself. Attempt to regain inner balance and stability. Being aware of potential problems/dangers in/around the house (accident possibility).

Great Lenormand: Jack of Hearts & King of Hearts & 5 of Hearts

Young man; friendly, joyful, melancholic; aid/support. Meditation, reflection, withdrawal, time-out. Audience, diplomacy. It might be a day where I feel somewhat low in the emotional/spiritual department, feeling withdrawn and a tad blue. I might need to get off my butt and start interacting with others to lighten the mood. Thinking matters through carefully will bring the inspiration I need to figure out how/where/who can help me. I might receive a nice gesture today, a compliment or otherwise a pleasant experience – as well as might extent it towards someone else. Finding happiness and inner balance again. Answers/help I seek can be found in the exchange with others.

Skat: 8 of Diamonds & 7 of Clubs * & 8 of Clubs

Talk, chit-chat, positive change; money. One-sided affair/feelings/love, sadness. Weakness, illness, problems. A conversation that might cause me to feel rather sad and depressed – other party might not feel that way, but it’s likely going to strike a nerve with me. Not wanting to talk/share problems with others, keeping it to myself.

Tarot: Lord of Grails (King of Cups)

Compassion, tolerance, caring, understanding; healing. Either I’ll be coming across/interacting with a person who has these qualities, or I might have to get in touch with those qualities myself today. Being more tolerant and compassionate towards others (and myself), and trying to understanding others/something. Trying to re-balance emotions and not get swallowed by them.

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Daily Draw 08-24-2014

Lenormand: 29 Lady & 8 Coffin

Female querent, wife, lover, woman. End, death, transformation, impass/stagnation, pause/standstill, scare, illness. Great, I sure hope that I won’t fall ill today. Not caring too much for a scare of unpleasant surprise either. Feeling stuck and/or unable to move forward with a project. Maybe having to give something up as it’s going nowhere.

ð Well, hubby was in one of his moods today. When we drove to town to pick up a few things, he expressed his disillusionment and frustration over some matters. It’s nothing new, and I don’t really know what to tell him. The things that get to him and make him feel depressed and unhappy take time to remedy and straighten out. I just don’t know of any quick ‘one fix’ cure, unfortunately. But, it made me feel rather depressed and down in the dumps myself.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Spades & Lady

Loss, theft, sneakiness, deceipt. Either, someone is trying to rip me off in some ways, or do I feel I am being less than honest with someone? A lingering issue, an issue I’m not fully aware of or do not wish to acknowledge. Energy or something else being ‘leeched’ or slow erosion/diminishing of something.

ð Probably the feeling that my peace and happiness is being ‘robbed’ from me and hubby alike by some things that we have to deal with. Most of those are mistakes we made in the past and are still working on fixing. They’re fixable, that’s one good thing, however, they take time to get straightened, and hubby is not a very patient person and gets depressed when things don’t (seem to) move along as quickly as he wants them to.

Skat: 8 of Diamonds & 9 of Diamonds

Talks, events, positive change; money. Sudden, unexpected, quick; money/finances. An unexpected talk or a conversation that leads to a sudden change. Short/brief talks/chats, superficial talks, chit-chat.

ð For once, our talk in the morning. Though, it was more of a monolog on his end. I just don’t know what else to tell him any more about those issues that I hadn’t already told him a gazillion times before. Most of it is just being patient and being smart, and staying patient and smart till it’s fixed. Otherwise, had two more nice little chats in the evening with one of my buddies and another player I met playing who seems pretty nice.

Tarot: Empress

Growth, abundance, fertility, creativity, feminine matters, gentleness, caring. Might be in a mood to get creative in some form or fashion. Need to be more caring and/or tending to something/someone in a more nurturing way (including myself).

ð Wasn’t feeling very creative. But very worried about hubby’s bad mood. I hate when he gets depressed. I know how that can turn out if he gets too deep into that mood of his. And, I’d rather not go through that again. Trying to figure out how I can help him and support him, but, I’m out of ideas. I try to be re-assuring and supportive, patient and caring … but at times, I feel utterly drained and depleted trying to get him cheered up again. Partially that’s due to me hating not being able to be of more support and assistance. I guess, regrets is the best word to describe it. I hate feeling more like a burden than a help. I know he assured me I’m not a burden in the past, but, I guess it’s one of my issues I can’t shake feeling that way.

Daily Draw 08-25-2014

Daily Draw 08-25-2014

Lenormand: 31 Sun & 10 Scythe & 4 House

Clarity, warmth, optimism, strength, vigor, success. Danger, cut, harvest, trouble, harshness. House, home, self, body, roots, origin. Unexpected problems in/around the house or myself. Attempt to regain inner balance and stability. Being aware of potential problems/dangers in/around the house (accident possibility).

Great Lenormand: Jack of Hearts & King of Hearts & 5 of Hearts

Young man; friendly, joyful, melancholic; aid/support. Meditation, reflection, withdrawal, time-out. Audience, diplomacy. It might be a day where I feel somewhat low in the emotional/spiritual department, feeling withdrawn and a tad blue. I might need to get off my butt and start interacting with others to lighten the mood. Thinking matters through carefully will bring the inspiration I need to figure out how/where/who can help me. I might receive a nice gesture today, a compliment or otherwise a pleasant experience – as well as might extent it towards someone else. Finding happiness and inner balance again. Answers/help I seek can be found in the exchange with others.

Skat: 8 of Diamonds & 7 of Clubs * & 8 of Clubs

Talk, chit-chat, positive change; money. One-sided affair/feelings/love, sadness. Weakness, illness, problems. A conversation that might cause me to feel rather sad and depressed – other party might not feel that way, but it’s likely going to strike a nerve with me. Not wanting to talk/share problems with others, keeping it to myself.

Tarot: Lord of Grails (King of Cups)

Compassion, tolerance, caring, understanding; healing. Either I’ll be coming across/interacting with a person who has these qualities, or I might have to get in touch with those qualities myself today. Being more tolerant and compassionate towards others (and myself), and trying to understanding others/something. Trying to re-balance emotions and not get swallowed by them.

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Daily Draw 08-24-2014

Lenormand: 29 Lady & 8 Coffin

Female querent, wife, lover, woman. End, death, transformation, impass/stagnation, pause/standstill, scare, illness. Great, I sure hope that I won’t fall ill today. Not caring too much for a scare of unpleasant surprise either. Feeling stuck and/or unable to move forward with a project. Maybe having to give something up as it’s going nowhere.

ð Well, hubby was in one of his moods today. When we drove to town to pick up a few things, he expressed his disillusionment and frustration over some matters. It’s nothing new, and I don’t really know what to tell him. The things that get to him and make him feel depressed and unhappy take time to remedy and straighten out. I just don’t know of any quick ‘one fix’ cure, unfortunately. But, it made me feel rather depressed and down in the dumps myself.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Spades & Lady

Loss, theft, sneakiness, deceipt. Either, someone is trying to rip me off in some ways, or do I feel I am being less than honest with someone? A lingering issue, an issue I’m not fully aware of or do not wish to acknowledge. Energy or something else being ‘leeched’ or slow erosion/diminishing of something.

ð Probably the feeling that my peace and happiness is being ‘robbed’ from me and hubby alike by some things that we have to deal with. Most of those are mistakes we made in the past and are still working on fixing. They’re fixable, that’s one good thing, however, they take time to get straightened, and hubby is not a very patient person and gets depressed when things don’t (seem to) move along as quickly as he wants them to.

Skat: 8 of Diamonds & 9 of Diamonds

Talks, events, positive change; money. Sudden, unexpected, quick; money/finances. An unexpected talk or a conversation that leads to a sudden change. Short/brief talks/chats, superficial talks, chit-chat.

ð For once, our talk in the morning. Though, it was more of a monolog on his end. I just don’t know what else to tell him any more about those issues that I hadn’t already told him a gazillion times before. Most of it is just being patient and being smart, and staying patient and smart till it’s fixed. Otherwise, had two more nice little chats in the evening with one of my buddies and another player I met playing who seems pretty nice.

Tarot: Empress

Growth, abundance, fertility, creativity, feminine matters, gentleness, caring. Might be in a mood to get creative in some form or fashion. Need to be more caring and/or tending to something/someone in a more nurturing way (including myself).

ð Wasn’t feeling very creative. But very worried about hubby’s bad mood. I hate when he gets depressed. I know how that can turn out if he gets too deep into that mood of his. And, I’d rather not go through that again. Trying to figure out how I can help him and support him, but, I’m out of ideas. I try to be re-assuring and supportive, patient and caring … but at times, I feel utterly drained and depleted trying to get him cheered up again. Partially that’s due to me hating not being able to be of more support and assistance. I guess, regrets is the best word to describe it. I hate feeling more like a burden than a help. I know he assured me I’m not a burden in the past, but, I guess it’s one of my issues I can’t shake feeling that way.

Daily Draw 08-24-2014

Daily Draw 08-24-2014

Lenormand: 29 Lady & 8 Coffin

Female querent, wife, lover, woman. End, death, transformation, impass/stagnation, pause/standstill, scare, illness. Great, I sure hope that I won’t fall ill today. Not caring too much for a scare of unpleasant surprise either. Feeling stuck and/or unable to move forward with a project. Maybe having to give something up as it’s going nowhere.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Spades & Lady

Loss, theft, sneakiness, deceipt. Either, someone is trying to rip me off in some ways, or do I feel I am being less than honest with someone? A lingering issue, an issue I’m not fully aware of or do not wish to acknowledge. Energy or something else being ‘leeched’ or slow erosion/diminishing of something.

Skat: 8 of Diamonds & 9 of Diamonds

Talks, events, positive change; money. Sudden, unexpected, quick; money/finances. An unexpected talk or a conversation that leads to a sudden change. Short/brief talks/chats, superficial talks, chit-chat.

Tarot: Empress

Growth, abundance, fertility, creativity, feminine matters, gentleness, caring. Might be in a mood to get creative in some form or fashion. Need to be more caring and/or tending to something/someone in a more nurturing way (including myself).

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Daily Draw 08-23-2014

Lenormand: 32 Moon & 34 Fish

Success, honor(s), acknowledgment, recognition, emotions, mood(s), night time. Money, finances, riches, abundance, wealth, plenty, subconscious, flowing, water/liquid/alcohol. Financial success? Not sure what that could be about … we’re not investing or anything like that. Flowing with the mood of the day. Staying in touch with my feelings and emotions/motivations.

ð No financial success, no. I did, however, go with the ‘flow’ of my moods, and ‘splurged’ a little bit in terms of bandwidth. Though my bandwidth is somewhat high and I’m a little antsy about what I do online, I did play two of my online games.

Great Lenormand: Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts

Trade, commerce, disguise, hidden agenda. Intuition, advice, finger pointing. I might want to take a piece of advice today that might not present itself in a straight forward manner, however. Information or advice coming in ‘odd’ or unusual ways. Also a good idea to keep my guard up to some degree as there might be some hidden agenda going on I’m not aware of with someone.

ð Got to talking with one of my online buddies. He started boasting about his quick leveling/questing and I replied he didn’t have to content with constant lag freezes during gameplay either. Following that, he had me do a couple of things to the PC settings in order to see if he couldn’t help me with the frame rate. Lo and behold, to my astonishment, and initial skepticism he’d be able to do anything to/for it, I discovered that apparently my antivirus program is the cause for most of my online lag issues! I would’ve never guessed … so I’m running an experiment installing a different free antivirus program to see how it holds up.

Skat: 10 of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Long journey/trip, foreign/abroad, longer distance/duration. News, information, idea, inspiration, document. A document dealing with something further away … letter/email from someone living further away. Or information that’s been ‘on the road’ for a longer period of time already and just now reaches me. Project I’ve been working on already for a while, and probably will continue to work on for a bit longer.

ð Thinking this is the realization that it was my antivirus that was causing most of my lag freezes in at least that one game I’m playing. Ever since I turned off some of them add-ons for it, I don’t have those lag freezes any longer. Sure, still have lag as such, but not those annoying freeze ups every few seconds that were driving me bonkers at times. Even websites load much faster now again, too.

Tarot: 2 of Scepters * (2 of Wands)

The reversed 2 of Wands could indicate missed or neglected chances/opportunities, something I don’t want to act on or fail to acknowledge as an option. Looking closer to home instead of further away? Answers might be right there in front of me, while I’m looking somewhere else. Indecision and inability to move forward with a project.

ð I admit, I was very reluctant and skeptical at first when my buddy told me to do a few things to my PC settings in order to see if he couldn’t help me get a more stable and better frame rate for my online game play. I almost didn’t follow through on it, and was tempted to just say *yeah, I tried, but didn’t work”. Especially concerning the anti-virus and turning it off entirely, or even parts of it. However, once I did, I was (unpleasantly) surprised that the lag freezes I was suffering from disappeared! Even websites load much faster again now, as well. Sure, still got a lag, that won’t totally go away being on Satellite Internet, but at least those dreaded lag freezes are gone. I downloaded a different free antivirus program, to see if it might help. Had good experiences with it in the past regarding protection, but hoping it might be a little bit less ‘heavy’ on my connection.