Daily Draw 01-08-2015

Daily Draw 01-08-2015

Small Lenormand

34 Fish – finances, money, subconscious, flow, liquid/alcohol, plenty

Money and/or financial situation might be a subject today. Going with the flow of events and how I and hubby are feeling.

Great Lenormand

2 of Spades – advice, secrets, acknowledging & learning from (life’s) lessons, change

It might be a good idea to heed someone’s advice or suggestion. Learning from a situation/mistake.

Skat

8 of Hearts * – disinterest, detachment, friendship rather than romance

In a given situation, I might feel rather emotionally detached or uninvolved. Something that doesn’t feel too important to me or that I don’t feel emotionally very invested in.

Kipper

8 Deceitful Person – deceit, lie, falsity, disguise, hidden agenda

Either I myself might not be utterly honest in a matter or someone else might not be telling me everything I feel I should/need to know. Something that has a hidden or questionable air about it. Not being aware of everything that’s going on.

Zigeuner

House – house, home, building, private/domestic environment

Matters in/around the house might become more important today or require attention. Domestic/private matters that call for attention. Feeling at home or rooted in a matter or situation.

Tarot

4 of Scepters * (4 of Wands)

Something unsettled or incomplete, feeling disappointed, lack of structure, instability. I might feel that something or someone is not jiving well with me today, feeling rather uneasy and restless. I might need to make sure that whatever I’m doing, I’m doing it slowly and with purpose, no rushing or lack of focus as it might cause tension and instability.

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Daily Draw 01-07-2015

Didn’t get a chance to draw, too busy

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Daily Draw 01-06-2015

Small Lenormand

8 Coffin – death, ending, standstill, pause, transformation

Something coming to an end or a standstill. Something that might be better ended or needs changing as it’s become detrimental and unhealthy. Letting go of something or someone. Putting something ‘behind’ me.

ð Got frustrated with lag, so I just quit online play, and played something offline.

Great Lenormand

Lady – female querent, woman, lover

Putting myself first or being careful not to get too egocentric in a matter. Something or someone that is very close/important to me on a very personal level. Soul searching and making sure I’m doing things for the right reason(s).

ð Not sure, felt a bit moody and frustrated with the Internet and the lag. Plus, past few days I’ve just not felt like playing online a lot.

Skat

8 of Spades – evening, visit, short trip/journey/duration/distance

Trips are not likely as hubby’s still working. Something that might last only a brief moment or is only for a short period of time important in some ways. A short-lived, brief/superficial matter. Something in/during the eventing.

ð Mostly played offline, took it easy most of the day. Nothing special in the evening other than chilling. Thought for a moment to go back online, but didn’t really feel like it, so I decided against it. Mother-in-law sent me another friend request on Facebook in the evening. Think she had to re-do it or something.

Kipper

9 Change – change, transformation

Something that is changing or going to change, whether I care for the change to take place or not, or something that I might need/want to change. Things that can’t keep on going the way they are. Need to re-think/re-consider something.

ð Past few days I’ve not felt much enthusiasm for online play. Doing a bit for a couple of hours, then log off and play an offline game. Feeling somewhat overtired, and lag spikes don’t make it better. And, frankly, sometimes, other players and their conduct just top off the frustration for me.

Zigeuner

Thought – thought, contemplation, introspection, patience

It might be a good idea to think matters through before acting. Something that requires some (more) consideration and contemplation. Not rushing into something without thinking it through first. Thinking before acting/talking.

ð Instead of getting too irritable with the online play that didn’t work well yesterday for some reason, kept having lag spikes, I decided to log off, and do something offline – played some offline, read some.

Tarot

World

Accomplishment, goal achieved, pinnacle, feeling whole/at peace, center of the ‘world’. Something that I deem important to me is being accomplished or attained. Feeling whole and centered within myself and life. Overall feeling of harmony and fulfillment. Things going well, reaching a pinnacle in a situation/matter.

ð Trying to figure out what to do with myself, and how to make the best out of things. Especially when my Internet was starting to show it’s butt again. Enjoy the online stuff, but at times, just not my thing when Internet acts up and other players get on my nerves. Trying to think of things to do to brighten hubby’s day. Found some inspirational pages on Facebook, I think I’ll be starting to post some of them that I like and hope he might find nice on his wall, and mother-in-laws.

Daily Draw 01-05-2015

Daily Draw 01-06-2015

Small Lenormand

8 Coffin – death, ending, standstill, pause, transformation

Something coming to an end or a standstill. Something that might be better ended or needs changing as it’s become detrimental and unhealthy. Letting go of something or someone. Putting something ‘behind’ me.

Great Lenormand

Lady – female querent, woman, lover

Putting myself first or being careful not to get too egocentric in a matter. Something or someone that is very close/important to me on a very personal level. Soul searching and making sure I’m doing things for the right reason(s).

Skat

8 of Spades – evening, visit, short trip/journey/duration/distance

Trips are not likely as hubby’s still working. Something that might last only a brief moment or is only for a short period of time important in some ways. A short-lived, brief/superficial matter. Something in/during the eventing.

Kipper

9 Change – change, transformation

Something that is changing or going to change, whether I care for the change to take place or not, or something that I might need/want to change. Things that can’t keep on going the way they are. Need to re-think/re-consider something.

Zigeuner

Thought – thought, contemplation, introspection, patience

It might be a good idea to think matters through before acting. Something that requires some (more) consideration and contemplation. Not rushing into something without thinking it through first. Thinking before acting/talking.

Tarot

World

Accomplishment, goal achieved, pinnacle, feeling whole/at peace, center of the ‘world’. Something that I deem important to me is being accomplished or attained. Feeling whole and centered within myself and life. Overall feeling of harmony and fulfillment. Things going well, reaching a pinnacle in a situation/matter.

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Daily Draw 01-05-2015

Small Lenormand

26 Book – secret, knowledge, information, hidden, literature, book

Knowledge or piece of information that might come in handy. Need to read up on something, or delve deeper into a matter as I don’t know enough about it just yet. Something hidden or secretive. Something that requires to be handled discretely.

ð Was approached by another player who made advances on me. I had to tell the poor boy it’s a no go. Also, hubby got his stuff in, but one item came with an additional item that lead him to think they messed the order up as he was confused why it was sent along. He already started balking and fussing over them having screwed out of money. I checked the product description, and sure enough, it stated that the item came with the additional items … so, they did fulfill the order correctly. Ought to say hubby had just woken up, so as he admits, he wasn’t thinking quite clearly and coherently either when he started fussing. Good thing I did check up on the order first before writing any emails that would’ve embarrassed the heck out of both of us.

Great Lenormand

Ace of Spades – questionable behavior/morals, perversion, excess, escapade; secret relations.

Something might irk me today as being of questionable nature. Something or someone who might be acting inappropriately – hopefully not I myself. Someone or something that is being secretive or raises an eyebrow or two.

ð Another player I’m in a guild in with made advances of sorts on me. Thought I could be his “girlfriend” or whatever in the game. Not only am I so not interested in that kind of stuff – not why I play games, guys – the poor boy could be literally my own son age-wise. Talking about awkward and then some. I logged off shortly after I had to tell him ‘no’, to check the mail. Didn’t log back in. It just felt too weird so I figured giving it a day ‘rest’ might do both of us good.

Skat

King of Clubs – man of/with authority, public figure, authority, knowledge

A man of/with authority or in a public standing of some sort might play a role today for me. Being in a position of authority. Seeking knowledge or gaining further knowledge in a matter.

ð Thinking, it was making sure that they did get the order right first, before going and emailing them. I’m glad I did double-check the information reading the product description or I would’ve felt rather stupid.

Kipper

28 Expectation – expectation, desire, longing, waiting

Waiting for something or someone. I know hubby’s been waiting on a delivery of several items he purchased before New Years, so, that might be it. Otherwise, looking forward to something, or anticipating something or someone.

ð Think it was mostly hubby really looking forward to his stuff.

Zigeuner

Sweetheart – woman, lover, female querent

I might need to take better care of myself than what I have been doing. Hadn’t felt well for three days.

ð Gave up trying to stay up past eleven-ish. Having the worst time with it. Start feeling seriously miserable, so, probably not gonna happen. Also, decided to not get irritated with some online stuff, logged off and played one of my offline games. Sometimes, that’s just the way to go for me.

Tarot

Queen of Grails * (Queen of Cups)

Emotionally upset or imbalanced, moody, aggravated, uncaring or over-bearing. Too close to the water. Lacking compassion and sympathy for something or someone. Might not feel very sympathetic towards something or someone today. My compassion might be at a low point. Not really caring about something or someone – feeling detached and disinterested, emotionally uninvested.

ð Felt emotionally overall ok, except for the weird incident between me and the other player when he was suggesting/hoping I might turn into his online girlfriend and had to shut him down … the other might be when hubby thought one of his orders had gotten messed up and he was missing something. Which then turned out, the order was fulfilled correctly – he had forgotten that the ‘extra’ was part of the deal he got yesterday, and not part of another order he had placed with the same seller on Amazon.

Weekly Draw 11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Weekly Draw

11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Small Lenormand

10 – 06 – 08

12 – 20 – 05

31 – 25 – 13

10 Scythe – 6 Clouds – 8 Coffin

Something confusing might arise as quickly as it vanished again. Unexpected problems and irritations may lead me to feel somewhat blue and down for a short while. Cutting through a confusing state in order to solve it quickly. Feeling mentally and emotionally somewhat worn out.

12 Birds – 20 Park – 5 Tree

Unrest and stress in relations to groups of people as well as health related matters that might cause some worry and anxiety. Gossip and talk in or with others that might be boring to me or of little to no interest. Feeling isolated and ‘not part’ of a group.

31 Sun – 25 Ring – 13

Happiness brought on by a relationship that brings me much joy. A new connection or relationship I form (friendship) might bring me quite a bit of happiness and laughter. Finding some light-hearted diversion by interacting with someone else.

10 – Scythe – 12 Birds – 31 Sun

Cutting out the gossip if/whenever possible. Not paying no attention to hearsay and/or gossip that I might be confronted with this coming week. Trying to stay focused and optimistic, even if smaller issues arise that might throw me off for a moment. Not letting smaller troubles/worries bring me down.

6 Clouds – 20 Park – 25 Ring

Feeling burdened or uncertain about my relationship or commitment to someone or a group of people. I might question my membership in at least one of my groups or feel somewhat ‘alienated’ in one of them. A commitment that I’m not sure how I feel about.

8 Coffin – 5 Tree – 13 Child

Health issues that fade/pass quickly. Initially feeling down about something, but it passes quickly. Finding something new to focus on in order to overcome a bout of boredom and a feel of lethargy. Something breathing a fresh air into a matter that I was to give up on.

10 Scythe – 20 Park – 13 Child

A surprising new connection or public matter arising. A matter related to a group of people that is being resolved positively and quickly.

31 – Sun – 20 Park – 8 Coffin

A matter I feel very ambivalent in. Something good might occur, but there’s something ‘bad’ following it or involved. Gaining clarity about how I truly feel in a particular matter, getting to the bottom of things even though the truth might not be quite as positive as I hoped for. Acknowledging the truth in a matter that might be a tad painful for me to admit. Coming to terms with an inevitable/necessary end in a matter.

10 Scythe – 8 Coffin – 31 Sun – 13 Child

Sudden or unexpected end might be shocking or hurtful at first, but creates room for something new and potentially ‘better’. I might have to call an end to something in order to feel more lighthearted and unburdened again. Something that’s been weighing me down or bothering me coming to an end.

12 Birds – 6 Clouds – 5 Tree – 25 Ring

Confusion and unrest/worries regarding a relationship might affect my health. Or, I’m worried about the ‘health’ of a relationship that I’m feeling unsure about. Questioning my involvement or commitment with/to something or someone that might be actually hampering or negatively influencing me. Gossip or talks that bring only confusion and anxiety in a matter that I’m already uncertain about.

20 Park – 10 Scythe: unexpected matter relating to groups of people or others, withdrawing from a group or public/cooping up

20 Park – 6 Clouds: A group is confusing me or I’m feeling uncertain and ambivalent about a group of people or someone else. Worries being addressed ‘publicly’, I might voice my confusion/anxiety about a matter.

20 Park – 8 Coffin: end of a membership, leaving a group, feeling very negatively about someone or something else.

20 Park – 12 Birds: gossip and small talk with others; anxiety caused by others.

20 Park – 5 Tree: health concerns, visiting a place that is health related or because of health related matters (buying equipment, supplements etc.).

20 Park – 31 Sun: happiness found in an outing or in nature; enjoying the outdoors to re-energize; public display of happiness

20 Park – 25 Ring: an official commitment or relationship; something or someone being made public that I’m connected to.

20 Park – 13 Child: a new connection with someone, meeting new people.

Quintessence: 22 – Roads

Might have to face a lot of choices and decisions this coming week. Opportunities arise that I have to figure out whether to follow up on them, or pass.

Weekly Draw 11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Weekly Draw

11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Small Lenormand

10 – 06 – 08

12 – 20 – 05

31 – 25 – 13

10 Scythe – 6 Clouds – 8 Coffin

Something confusing might arise as quickly as it vanished again. Unexpected problems and irritations may lead me to feel somewhat blue and down for a short while. Cutting through a confusing state in order to solve it quickly. Feeling mentally and emotionally somewhat worn out.

12 Birds – 20 Park – 5 Tree

Unrest and stress in relations to groups of people as well as health related matters that might cause some worry and anxiety. Gossip and talk in or with others that might be boring to me or of little to no interest. Feeling isolated and ‘not part’ of a group.

31 Sun – 25 Ring – 13

Happiness brought on by a relationship that brings me much joy. A new connection or relationship I form (friendship) might bring me quite a bit of happiness and laughter. Finding some light-hearted diversion by interacting with someone else.

10 – Scythe – 12 Birds – 31 Sun

Cutting out the gossip if/whenever possible. Not paying no attention to hearsay and/or gossip that I might be confronted with this coming week. Trying to stay focused and optimistic, even if smaller issues arise that might throw me off for a moment. Not letting smaller troubles/worries bring me down.

6 Clouds – 20 Park – 25 Ring

Feeling burdened or uncertain about my relationship or commitment to someone or a group of people. I might question my membership in at least one of my groups or feel somewhat ‘alienated’ in one of them. A commitment that I’m not sure how I feel about.

8 Coffin – 5 Tree – 13 Child

Health issues that fade/pass quickly. Initially feeling down about something, but it passes quickly. Finding something new to focus on in order to overcome a bout of boredom and a feel of lethargy. Something breathing a fresh air into a matter that I was to give up on.

10 Scythe – 20 Park – 13 Child

A surprising new connection or public matter arising. A matter related to a group of people that is being resolved positively and quickly.

31 – Sun – 20 Park – 8 Coffin

A matter I feel very ambivalent in. Something good might occur, but there’s something ‘bad’ following it or involved. Gaining clarity about how I truly feel in a particular matter, getting to the bottom of things even though the truth might not be quite as positive as I hoped for. Acknowledging the truth in a matter that might be a tad painful for me to admit. Coming to terms with an inevitable/necessary end in a matter.

10 Scythe – 8 Coffin – 31 Sun – 13 Child

Sudden or unexpected end might be shocking or hurtful at first, but creates room for something new and potentially ‘better’. I might have to call an end to something in order to feel more lighthearted and unburdened again. Something that’s been weighing me down or bothering me coming to an end.

12 Birds – 6 Clouds – 5 Tree – 25 Ring

Confusion and unrest/worries regarding a relationship might affect my health. Or, I’m worried about the ‘health’ of a relationship that I’m feeling unsure about. Questioning my involvement or commitment with/to something or someone that might be actually hampering or negatively influencing me. Gossip or talks that bring only confusion and anxiety in a matter that I’m already uncertain about.

20 Park – 10 Scythe: unexpected matter relating to groups of people or others, withdrawing from a group or public/cooping up

20 Park – 6 Clouds: A group is confusing me or I’m feeling uncertain and ambivalent about a group of people or someone else. Worries being addressed ‘publicly’, I might voice my confusion/anxiety about a matter.

20 Park – 8 Coffin: end of a membership, leaving a group, feeling very negatively about someone or something else.

20 Park – 12 Birds: gossip and small talk with others; anxiety caused by others.

20 Park – 5 Tree: health concerns, visiting a place that is health related or because of health related matters (buying equipment, supplements etc.).

20 Park – 31 Sun: happiness found in an outing or in nature; enjoying the outdoors to re-energize; public display of happiness

20 Park – 25 Ring: an official commitment or relationship; something or someone being made public that I’m connected to.

20 Park – 13 Child: a new connection with someone, meeting new people.

Quintessence: 22 – Roads

Might have to face a lot of choices and decisions this coming week. Opportunities arise that I have to figure out whether to follow up on them, or pass.

Daily Draw 10-03-2014

Daily Draw 10-03-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 16 Stars & 33 Key

New insights or taking a fresh view on something brings not only clarity but a solution/resolution. Withdrawal in order to gain valuable/needed insight and clarity in a matter.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Spades & 10 of Diamonds & 3 of Clubs

A message or piece of information leads to planning an event that I’m not yet sure how it’ll turn out. Talks regarding a plan or upcoming project/event. More careful planning might be required for it to turn out well.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 7 of Clubs * & 9 of Clubs *

News, a piece of information or document creating friction and irritation as it heralds delays and obstacles that need to be overcome. Feeling blocked and limited in what I can accomplish in a given matter no matter how hard I try to figure out a way to get it done/make it happen.

Tarot: 6 of Knives (6 of Swords)

Focus, concentration, analysis, discovery, moving forward, communication. It might be a good idea today to focus on something, make sure I’m looking at every angle before I proceed or go for it. Also, it might be time to talk about my ideas/thoughts and see what others have to say/add. A need to move forward/onward in a matter.

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Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 8 Coffin

Stress that leaves towards the evening. Emotional distress that slowly goes away … or a deepening of emotional unrest and depressive mood. Feeling burdened and powerless.

ð Not sure what happened, but when I first woke up I felt ok, wanted to just relax for a few more minutes, fell asleep again just to wake up during a bad dream and felt horrible for the rest of the day until I took a nap in the evening after hubby left for work. Felt better, but then, when I tried laying down again, I couldn’t find no rest, kept waking up and the storms coming through didn’t help. Certainly one bad day followed by a bad night.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Clubs & King of Clubs & 7 of Spades

Seeking assistance in a matter. Having problems figuring out something despite help from others (or maybe that’s the problem, I’m trying to resolve something myself rather than ask for help).

ð Not sure, I just really thought I would feel better as I seriously need to get back into doing some stuff … but feeling like an utter zombie unable to focus, that’s not going to happen. Just don’t understand what caused this odd sleep issue during night time. Hubby proposed to go out tomorrow and left it up to me where we’ll go. Not sure yet.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & Ace of Spades * & 9 of Clubs

Bad news causing me to worry and stress out; though the worries are unfounded. News that initially upset but then after a moments thought and consideration are put into perspective.

ð No news as far as I recall. Just one weird, wacky day followed by an even worse night and not sure what the heck caused it.

Tarot: Judgment *

Feeling stuck, powerless, uninspired, desolate. I might feel somewhat desolate and depressed today, not knowing for sure what to do in a certain matter or as if I don’t have much choice in a matter and it’s pretty much being taken out of my hands. Something that might make me feel isolated and lonely.

ð Probably me waking up feeling seriously badly in the morning after I done fell asleep one more time, waking up with a start when I had a bad dream. Dragged myself through the day, took a nap which helped for a bit. Then, again, when laying down I couldn’t fall asleep, I kept waking up, not just due to the storms that kept coming through all night, but overall extremely restless. And no clue what brought it on. I just hope today will be better. If only I could figure out what’s upsetting me subconsciously so badly.

Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 8 Coffin

Stress that leaves towards the evening. Emotional distress that slowly goes away … or a deepening of emotional unrest and depressive mood. Feeling burdened and powerless.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Clubs & King of Clubs & 7 of Spades

Seeking assistance in a matter. Having problems figuring out something despite help from others (or maybe that’s the problem, I’m trying to resolve something myself rather than ask for help).

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & Ace of Spades * & 9 of Clubs

Bad news causing me to worry and stress out; though the worries are unfounded. News that initially upset but then after a moments thought and consideration are put into perspective.

Tarot: Judgment *

Feeling stuck, powerless, uninspired, desolate. I might feel somewhat desolate and depressed today, not knowing for sure what to do in a certain matter or as if I don’t have much choice in a matter and it’s pretty much being taken out of my hands. Something that might make me feel isolated and lonely.

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Daily Draw 10-01-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 25 Ring & 31 Sun

A stable relationship brings happiness. Finding much strength and feeling of security in a happy relationship.

ð Overall, felt pretty good. Miss hubby, with him working nights, we hadn’t gotten to see much of each other. Either I’m asleep when he comes home, or he’s asleep when I’m up … or he’s heading out the door to go to work.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Clubs & King of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Seeking respite after a time of struggle might help figure out what I need to do next. Taking a moment to consider my options in a matter, and how to best progress from here on out.

ð Made it a chill day. Plus, I ran an experiment to see how much bandwidth me playing some of my Kindle games is going to take up in order for me to figure out if I can play them or not. I know we upped the bandwidth, but I don’t want to suck it all up playing silly Kindle games. So I pretty much only played them, and nothing else online to see how it is going to affect the bandwidth.

Skat: Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Spades & Ace of Hearts

News or talks with another woman, possibly older, regarding a private or domestic matter. A relative calling or thoughts regarding a female relative. Communications/talks regarding a domestic/private matter that’s important to me.

ð No news or talks. Been wondering why I hadn’t heard from my mom yet again. Well, I didn’t realize, my charming kitten snatched the phone off the table *again*. Getting to damn tired of him doing that.

Tarot: 9 of Grails (9 of Cups)

Happiness, content, wish fulfilled/fulfillment, satisfaction, ecstatic. Might have reason to be happy and content today, feeling overall happy and satisfied with things, things going smooth. Or just simply the advice to focus on what makes me happy and acknowledge the good things in my life.

ð Felt overall happy and content, so, it fit. Start feeling better again as well.

Daily Draw 10-01-2014

Daily Draw 10-01-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 25 Ring & 31 Sun

A stable relationship brings happiness. Finding much strength and feeling of security in a happy relationship.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Clubs & King of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Seeking respite after a time of struggle might help figure out what I need to do next. Taking a moment to consider my options in a matter, and how to best progress from here on out.

Skat: Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Spades & Ace of Hearts

News or talks with another woman, possibly older, regarding a private or domestic matter. A relative calling or thoughts regarding a female relative. Communications/talks regarding a domestic/private matter that’s important to me.

Tarot: 9 of Grails (9 of Cups)

Happiness, content, wish fulfilled/fulfillment, satisfaction, ecstatic. Might have reason to be happy and content today, feeling overall happy and satisfied with things, things going smooth. Or just simply the advice to focus on what makes me happy and acknowledge the good things in my life.

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Daily Draw 09-30-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 8 Coffin & 32 Moon

Removing a burden that’s only weighing me down brings success and improvement. A project that is ending or needs to end as the chances of success are slim at the moment. Putting something on hold might be the better/best option.

ð I didn’t end anything, but I did put my online games on hold for another day since I wasn’t feeling quite up to it yet. Still feeling rather exhausted, so instead of getting too irritated over it I figured it be best to find something else to do. Not like they’re going anywhere, anyway.

Great Lenormand: 2 of Hearts & Jack of Spades & 7 of Clubs

Thinking matters through carefully, weighing my options, before taking on new tasks and/or challenges. Evaluating what needs to be done, and prioritizing my tasks might be a good idea.

ð Figured, one more day of rest, and hopefully today I’ll feel better so I can get into studying for my permit test coming up. Wanted to do it the previous week, but getting sick totally derailed me.

Skat: 9 of Hearts * & 8 of Clubs * & 9 of Spades *

Insecurities and frustrations getting the better of me today. I should be careful not to react out of irritation and/or carelessness as it might cause only more stress and upheaval. Making sure what I’m doing is what I want to do – I might act on impulse and in a moment of inconsideration / lack of focus.

ð Most of the irritation was rooted in me still being half sick and having my period on top. Not a good mix. So, I pretty much shut most things down except for playing an offline game and reading a book. Nothing too terribly taxing as my focus is still pretty shot.

Tarot: Prince of Skulls (Knight of Pentacles)

Slow progress, down to earth attitude, persistence, focus, concentration. It might be a good idea to take things in stride today and not rush into anything. Before making any decisions or acting.

ð Wanted to do more, but I know from experience in the past, if I try to push too hard it usually only backfires on me. I probably needed that day to recuperate, but I do hope that I’ll start feeling better again very soon so I can get back into a few things I’ve been wanting to do.

Daily Draw 09-30-2014

Daily Draw 09-30-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 8 Coffin & 32 Moon

Removing a burden that’s only weighing me down brings success and improvement. A project that is ending or needs to end as the chances of success are slim at the moment. Putting something on hold might be the better/best option.

Great Lenormand: 2 of Hearts & Jack of Spades & 7 of Clubs

Thinking matters through carefully, weighing my options, before taking on new tasks and/or challenges. Evaluating what needs to be done, and prioritizing my tasks might be a good idea.

Skat: 9 of Hearts * & 8 of Clubs * & 9 of Spades *

Insecurities and frustrations getting the better of me today. I should be careful not to react out of irritation and/or carelessness as it might cause only more stress and upheaval. Making sure what I’m doing is what I want to do – I might act on impulse and in a moment of inconsideration / lack of focus.

Tarot: Prince of Skulls (Knight of Pentacles)

Slow progress, down to earth attitude, persistence, focus, concentration. It might be a good idea to take things in stride today and not rush into anything. Before making any decisions or acting.

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Daily Draw 09-29-2014

Lenormand: 1 Rider & 30 Lily & 10 Scythe

News regarding family that either don’t arrive or cause a bit of a shock. Feeling rather inactive and unmotivated.

ð Felt utterly exhausted all day. On top of what I believe to be the flu, now I’m getting my period – double energy-whammy. Just great.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Spades & 10 of Clubs & 6 of Clubs

Bad news travels fast and needs to be digested for a while. An issue that requires me to remain alert and cautious in order to resolve it. Having to come up or make a compromise in a matter.

ð I had a few plans for yesterday, but I felt so drained and unfocused, I barely got anything done to speak of. Had to pretty much postpone most of what I had wanted to do.

Skat: 10 of Spades & 8 of Spades * & Jack of Clubs

Long-term issue might finally be resolved or terminated. A problem that keeps causing problems for a while.

ð Probably this flu now combined with my period … it’ll be a few more days before I get out of that mess.

Tarot: Daughter of Scepters (Page of Wands)

Feeling somewhat energetic and enthusiastic about something. An interesting proposal of some sort regarding a project or idea, or feeling like more seriously going after a matter (or at least putting energy into thinking about getting involved/started on something).

ð I was motivated, yes, but I could not muster any energy to speak of to follow through on it. So utterly frustrating. Took already enough just to do the bare minimum yesterday – make sure hubby had food for work etc.

Daily Draw 09-30-2014

Daily Draw 09-30-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 8 Coffin & 32 Moon

Removing a burden that’s only weighing me down brings success and improvement. A project that is ending or needs to end as the chances of success are slim at the moment. Putting something on hold might be the better/best option.

Great Lenormand: 2 of Hearts & Jack of Spades & 7 of Clubs

Thinking matters through carefully, weighing my options, before taking on new tasks and/or challenges. Evaluating what needs to be done, and prioritizing my tasks might be a good idea.

Skat: 9 of Hearts * & 8 of Clubs * & 9 of Spades *

Insecurities and frustrations getting the better of me today. I should be careful not to react out of irritation and/or carelessness as it might cause only more stress and upheaval. Making sure what I’m doing is what I want to do – I might act on impulse and in a moment of inconsideration / lack of focus.

Tarot: Prince of Skulls (Knight of Pentacles)

Slow progress, down to earth attitude, persistence, focus, concentration. It might be a good idea to take things in stride today and not rush into anything. Before making any decisions or acting.

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Daily Draw 09-29-2014

Lenormand: 1 Rider & 30 Lily & 10 Scythe

News regarding family that either don’t arrive or cause a bit of a shock. Feeling rather inactive and unmotivated.

ð Felt utterly exhausted all day. On top of what I believe to be the flu, now I’m getting my period – double energy-whammy. Just great.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Spades & 10 of Clubs & 6 of Clubs

Bad news travels fast and needs to be digested for a while. An issue that requires me to remain alert and cautious in order to resolve it. Having to come up or make a compromise in a matter.

ð I had a few plans for yesterday, but I felt so drained and unfocused, I barely got anything done to speak of. Had to pretty much postpone most of what I had wanted to do.

Skat: 10 of Spades & 8 of Spades * & Jack of Clubs

Long-term issue might finally be resolved or terminated. A problem that keeps causing problems for a while.

ð Probably this flu now combined with my period … it’ll be a few more days before I get out of that mess.

Tarot: Daughter of Scepters (Page of Wands)

Feeling somewhat energetic and enthusiastic about something. An interesting proposal of some sort regarding a project or idea, or feeling like more seriously going after a matter (or at least putting energy into thinking about getting involved/started on something).

ð I was motivated, yes, but I could not muster any energy to speak of to follow through on it. So utterly frustrating. Took already enough just to do the bare minimum yesterday – make sure hubby had food for work etc.

Daily Draw 09-24-2014

Daily Draw 09-24-2014

Lenormand: 11 Rods & 22 Roads & 30 Lily

Conflict, friction, discipline, punishment, clearing/cleaning, conversation. Choice, decision, alternative, merging/separating. Harmony/stress, family, purity, maturity. Having to make a difficult choice today which might cause some added stress. Conflicting choices present themselves and need more contemplation. Might have to put something on hold for a bit until I can figure out which is the best way to go.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Diamonds & 3 of Spades & Queen of Spades

Planning, organization, scheming/plotting. Fate, destiny, things beyond my control. Death, ending, loss, tragedy. Despite my best intentions and attempts, something might simply not be ‘meant’ to be today. Need to let go of something or just accept that it would be unwise and impossible to cling on to it. Accepting a loss or end – like one of my plans/ideas just simply not being realistic.

Skat: 9 of Hearts & 7 of Spades & King of Clubs

Disinterest, carelessness, uncaring, detachment. Conflict, argument, failure/mishap/loss. Older man, usually with higher education/knowledge, lawyer, doctor. I might have to deal with someone today that is rather cold and uncaring about a particular matter or that is showing me the cold shoulder and doesn’t care how it impacts me. Trying not to get wrapped up in some kind of drama.

Tarot: 2 of Grails * (2 of Cups)

Detachment, conflict/friction between two people,, distrust/discord. I might be feeling emotional drained and/or detached from a particular matter, not caring for it too much or how it goes. Potentially have to content with some friction with someone else, someone that might not like me too much or that I don’t much care for. Feeling slightly frustrated and emotionally upset/restless.

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Daily Draw 09-23-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 8 Coffin & 22 Roads

Stress, hectic, unrest, communication, gossip, talks, chit chat. Ending, transformation, death, stagnation, standstill. Choice, decision, alternative, merging / separating. Stress because of something ending or going away. Talks about ending something. Considering to go a different direction as the current path / method isn’t working.

ð We decided not to go to the DMV this Friday. Just go to the doc, let them check me out as I’m still wheezing and not feeling all too well yet, then pick up a few things, go home. Also, hubby decided he is not going to get any of the guns at the moment. He wants to put up the money to get the two female cats fixed, and then maybe put the rest up in savings.

Great Lenormand: 3 of Clubs & 5 of Spades & 9 of Hearts

Process, development, ‘in the making’; message; tasks. Deceit, cunning, trickery, endings, something unexpected/sudden. Success, fame, recognition, reward. Something that I’ve been working on for a while, despite dismal prospects, might actually turn out well in the end. Worrying about how something might turn out, especially as it doesn’t appear to be on good footing yet seems to have a chance of working out well after all.

ð Been doing mock DMV permit tests all throughout the day. I’m doing so-so, I’ve passed most at the first try, albeit often by just a smidgeon, but, heck, I take it no matter how close it is as long it’s a ‘pass’ I don’t care, to be honest. I’ve found some that are for Alabama, which makes me wonder if the one I did the other day was for another state as the questions were more on par with the manual I’ve been studying. I’ll be doing these mock tests and re-reading the manual till hubby goes back to day shift after this upcoming night shift cycle. If I’m not prepared by then, I don’t think I ever will be.

Skat: 10 of Spades & 8 of Spades * & Queen of Clubs

Long(er) trip/journey/duration/distance. Disappointment, let-down, home sick. Older woman, stepmother, mother, mother-in-law, aunt. A woman might let me down or disappoint me in some way – or a woman causing a disappointment in a project or matter I’ve been working on for a while.

ð Can’t think of any woman. Tried playing my game, but again, I’m just not feeling up to it. I’ve been experiencing some lag issues again yesterday as well, and, that combined with my reaction being off isn’t working out well. So, I logged off, and played something offline, doing mock DMV permit tests and reading.

Tarot: 8 of Knives * (8 of Swords)

Confusion, doubt, worrying too much, overly rigid thinking; wanting to break free but possible not being able to. I might feel confused or doubtful about something, not seeing any way out in a matter. There might be things I’d like to break free off but not sure how to accomplish such a thing.

ð I felt somewhat deflated after doing some mock DMV permit tests. I found I passed most on the first try, but barely. I mean, barely. There are still a lot of holes in my knowledge of the manual, and frankly, some of the questions I’m not sure I would think they are necessarily something I truly need to know regarding driving a car. But, oh well, can’t help it. A part of me is growing so seriously tired of re-reading the manual, trying to memorize the information therein, and now these mock tests. But, I’m trying everything I can think of in order to ensure I (hopefully) pass the actual permit test so we won’t have to come back and have me do it a second time before getting the permit so he can teach me how to actually drive the car.