Daily Draw 01-09-2015
Small Lenormand
21 Mountain – obstacle, hindrance, burden, slowing-down
Something might be cumbersome or difficult to get around, an obstacle I might not have counted on causing issues. Need or good idea to slow down.
Great Lenormand
Lady – female querent, lover, woman
I might need to put myself in the foreground or take a step back – a healthy measure of self-confidence and humility might be worth striving for. Not putting myself front center in everything, but at the same time not totally forgetting about myself either.
Skat
Ace of Hearts * – outside house, neighborhood, another house/building, impersonal
A matter outside the house might arise that needs attention. Might learn of something that doesn’t effect me personally but still has importance of some sort.
Kipper
23 Courthouse – judgment, official business, institution
Might have to deal with an official or public matter/institution. Or, having to make a public/official announcement of sort? Feeling the need to make a decision.
Zigeuner
Sweetheart – female querent, lover, woman
Balance between self-awareness and self-confidence and humility and caring for others.
Tarot
Ace of Knives (Ace of Swords)
Decision, clarity of mind, common sense, need for clarification, logic, rationality. Might be a good idea to use my common sense and good judgment today in order to discern a matter or situation. Feeling clear-minded enough to make a sound decision.
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Daily Draw 01-08-2015
Small Lenormand
34 Fish – finances, money, subconscious, flow, liquid/alcohol, plenty
Money and/or financial situation might be a subject today. Going with the flow of events and how I and hubby are feeling.
ð Trying to get into the mood for a few things but not really feeling it so I’m been going pretty much with what my mood ‘strikes’ me with instead of forcing myself to do things I think I *should/need/ought* to do. Hubby been looking at a few things online but put them on the backburner til payday. Budget getting tight, so we need to be more cautious with spending.
Great Lenormand
2 of Spades – advice, secrets, acknowledging & learning from (life’s) lessons, change
It might be a good idea to heed someone’s advice or suggestion. Learning from a situation/mistake.
ð Not sure, didn’t give advice nor receive any I can think of other than hubby keeping on talking about me going back to work and telling me what he thinks I should be applying for.
Skat
8 of Hearts * – disinterest, detachment, friendship rather than romance
In a given situation, I might feel rather emotionally detached or uninvolved. Something that doesn’t feel too important to me or that I don’t feel emotionally very invested in.
ð Haven’t felt like playing much online lately. Not sure what’s going on, but I can’t quite get in the mood for it.
Kipper
8 Deceitful Person – deceit, lie, falsity, disguise, hidden agenda
Either I myself might not be utterly honest in a matter or someone else might not be telling me everything I feel I should/need to know. Something that has a hidden or questionable air about it. Not being aware of everything that’s going on.
ð Not sure. I know I’m getting slightly aggravated about hubby harping on me going back to work and telling me what jobs he thinks I need apply for. I kind of understand where he’s coming from, but he’s starting to get a little overbearing and pushy.
Zigeuner
House – house, home, building, private/domestic environment
Matters in/around the house might become more important today or require attention. Domestic/private matters that call for attention. Feeling at home or rooted in a matter or situation.
ð Did some chores around the house I’ve been slacking on past few days a bit that I need to tighten up on again.
Tarot
4 of Scepters * (4 of Wands)
Something unsettled or incomplete, feeling disappointed, lack of structure, instability. I might feel that something or someone is not jiving well with me today, feeling rather uneasy and restless. I might need to make sure that whatever I’m doing, I’m doing it slowly and with purpose, no rushing or lack of focus as it might cause tension and instability.
ð Mostly did not feel like playing my online games much. Played one for a bit … I feel like a restart is needed, but I still feel obligated towards my buddies for not just up and leaving. Makes me uncomfortable and insecure what to do. Otherwise, getting a tad irritated with hubby keeping on talking about me getting my driver’s license and then going back to work. He says he won’t push/force me into anything but *he* thinks that what I *need* to do as *he* thinks it would make me feel better. We talked about it before, and I don’t think I can get through to him how I feel on most days to start with. I do not think I can hold up to a job like he’s talking about similar to his with shift work. I’m struggling horribly as is with just staying up some longer when he’s on night shift … doing a full switch over like he does. It probably take me 4 days of getting somewhat acclimated to it and being pretty much in no mood to do nothing during that period. And, it reminds me painfully of my bodies apparent short coming and issues that no one has been able to figure out and help me with.
Cartomancy 