Daily Draw 10-04-2014

Daily Draw 10-04-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 13 Child & 34 Fish

A new perspective brings happiness. A minor respite or time-out might help put things into perspective. Enriching my life by just being happy and enjoying simple things. Something new that brings joy and happiness (enriches my life).

Great Lenormand: 5 of Hearts & King of Spades & Queen of Diamonds

Failing to either find proper assistance or give aid brings out a rather tense and precarious situation. Misjudging a person or situation might lead to discord and friction if I am not careful. Might have to be careful not to rush into a decision that could wind up biting me in the butt later on as it was a fool’s decisions.

Skat: 7 of Clubs & 7 of Hearts & 10 of Hearts

Minor upset or frustration that passes fairly quickly, making way to harmony and happiness. A minor upset in/regarding a relationship that passes quickly. Hiding upset or irritation from someone else.

Tarot: 6 of Skulls * (6 of Pentacles)

Clingy, needy, greedy, unwilling/unable to share, feeling impoverished or lacking, failure, withdrawal, delays, selfishness. I might not feel very ‘charitable’ or caring today in terms of sharing something with someone else. Keeping something close to my vest and being rather closed off and withdrawn. Feeling lacking in a way or that I’m missing something ‘vital’. Careful not to give in to excess and make a bad (financial) decision.

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Daily Draw 10-03-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 16 Stars & 33 Key

New insights or taking a fresh view on something brings not only clarity but a solution/resolution. Withdrawal in order to gain valuable/needed insight and clarity in a matter.

ð Been struggling with a decision whether to get something or not. Been trying to be careful with our bandwidth. I know we have more now, but still, trying to play it smart. Neither of us felt like going anywhere today so we decided to stay home and have a nice evening just with the two of us.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Spades & 10 of Diamonds & 3 of Clubs

A message or piece of information leads to planning an event that I’m not yet sure how it’ll turn out. Talks regarding a plan or upcoming project/event. More careful planning might be required for it to turn out well.

ð We do want to go to a casino soon, though, as well as the beach. Hubby and I agreed, if nothing comes up, we likely will go the next off-days he has after finishing his night shift and the extra days he’s got coming up after that.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 7 of Clubs * & 9 of Clubs *

News, a piece of information or document creating friction and irritation as it heralds delays and obstacles that need to be overcome. Feeling blocked and limited in what I can accomplish in a given matter no matter how hard I try to figure out a way to get it done/make it happen.

ð We decided to delay our visit to the beach or casino once more. With him being on night shift, he just either wakes up too late and most things would be closed by the time he would’ve gotten up and ready, or he’d have to suffer staying up at hours he’s not used to, messing up his sleep schedule … and I know how that feels. So we figured, patience might be a good idea.

Tarot: 6 of Knives (6 of Swords)

Focus, concentration, analysis, discovery, moving forward, communication. It might be a good idea today to focus on something, make sure I’m looking at every angle before I proceed or go for it. Also, it might be time to talk about my ideas/thoughts and see what others have to say/add. A need to move forward/onward in a matter.

ð Overall, just talked about future plans such as going to the casino (never been) and going to the beach (never been before either), and making a couple more investments. Other than that, just chilled at the house.

Daily Draw 10-03-2014

Daily Draw 10-03-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 16 Stars & 33 Key

New insights or taking a fresh view on something brings not only clarity but a solution/resolution. Withdrawal in order to gain valuable/needed insight and clarity in a matter.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Spades & 10 of Diamonds & 3 of Clubs

A message or piece of information leads to planning an event that I’m not yet sure how it’ll turn out. Talks regarding a plan or upcoming project/event. More careful planning might be required for it to turn out well.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 7 of Clubs * & 9 of Clubs *

News, a piece of information or document creating friction and irritation as it heralds delays and obstacles that need to be overcome. Feeling blocked and limited in what I can accomplish in a given matter no matter how hard I try to figure out a way to get it done/make it happen.

Tarot: 6 of Knives (6 of Swords)

Focus, concentration, analysis, discovery, moving forward, communication. It might be a good idea today to focus on something, make sure I’m looking at every angle before I proceed or go for it. Also, it might be time to talk about my ideas/thoughts and see what others have to say/add. A need to move forward/onward in a matter.

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Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 8 Coffin

Stress that leaves towards the evening. Emotional distress that slowly goes away … or a deepening of emotional unrest and depressive mood. Feeling burdened and powerless.

ð Not sure what happened, but when I first woke up I felt ok, wanted to just relax for a few more minutes, fell asleep again just to wake up during a bad dream and felt horrible for the rest of the day until I took a nap in the evening after hubby left for work. Felt better, but then, when I tried laying down again, I couldn’t find no rest, kept waking up and the storms coming through didn’t help. Certainly one bad day followed by a bad night.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Clubs & King of Clubs & 7 of Spades

Seeking assistance in a matter. Having problems figuring out something despite help from others (or maybe that’s the problem, I’m trying to resolve something myself rather than ask for help).

ð Not sure, I just really thought I would feel better as I seriously need to get back into doing some stuff … but feeling like an utter zombie unable to focus, that’s not going to happen. Just don’t understand what caused this odd sleep issue during night time. Hubby proposed to go out tomorrow and left it up to me where we’ll go. Not sure yet.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & Ace of Spades * & 9 of Clubs

Bad news causing me to worry and stress out; though the worries are unfounded. News that initially upset but then after a moments thought and consideration are put into perspective.

ð No news as far as I recall. Just one weird, wacky day followed by an even worse night and not sure what the heck caused it.

Tarot: Judgment *

Feeling stuck, powerless, uninspired, desolate. I might feel somewhat desolate and depressed today, not knowing for sure what to do in a certain matter or as if I don’t have much choice in a matter and it’s pretty much being taken out of my hands. Something that might make me feel isolated and lonely.

ð Probably me waking up feeling seriously badly in the morning after I done fell asleep one more time, waking up with a start when I had a bad dream. Dragged myself through the day, took a nap which helped for a bit. Then, again, when laying down I couldn’t fall asleep, I kept waking up, not just due to the storms that kept coming through all night, but overall extremely restless. And no clue what brought it on. I just hope today will be better. If only I could figure out what’s upsetting me subconsciously so badly.

Daily Draw 09-17-2014

Daily Draw 09-17-2014

Lenormand: 11 Rods & 25 Ring & 24 Heart

Conflict, discipline, confrontation, argument, communication, dance; sex. Relationship, connection, contract, cycle, repetition; club. Romance, compassion, gentleness, kindness. Positive or emotional conversations relating to relationships or contracts/agreements of some sort. Sorting through emotional issues in order to solve them. Conflicts in/with others will work out well in the end.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Spades & 10 of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Deceit, treachery, trickery, disguise. Creativity, union, arts. Trade, commerce, disguise. I might need to be cautious in my activities today as something might be deceitfully easy at first, but could potentially turn into a longer, more drawn-out process. Having to go and re-consider some things. A creative and open-minded approach might be of help.

Skat: 9 of Hearts & King of Spades & 7 of Diamonds

Romance, relationship, wish, desire, longing. Older man, grandfather, man with power/authority, judge, judgment, decision. Unrest, stress, minor upset or worry, hectic. I might have to make a decision today in terms of something I want or have been wanting that is causing me some stress and anxiety. An official matter that’s causing me some stress/worry.

Tarot: Strength

Courage, strength, passion, gentle force, determination, free spirit. I might need to muster up some courage and show determination in a matter. Following one of my passions might not be so wrong or ‘out there’ as I fear. Meeting challenges front on with a patience yet determined attitude. Taking a more playful/confident approach to matters.

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Daily Draw 09-16-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 32 Stars & 33 Keys

Work, task, stability, weight, depth, rigidity, inflexibility. Success, honor, fame, mood, cycle, delusion. Success, certainty. Having faith in something going to work out in the end. Stabilizing one’s mood (in this case likely my own) is the key to having a good day today. Success at work (that probably would be more for hubby). Staying realistic and grounded is key today.

ð I tried to stay calm and focused, especially in regards to hubby’s game that came in. Got it ready for him so he could play it. Overall, had to be patient with some things in regards to my online game, as it seems their latest update isn’t without it’s issues.

Great Lenormand: 5 of Hearts & 2 of Diamonds & 9 of Diamonds

Audience, exchange, diplomacy. Freedom, exhibition, outgoing, instinct. Journey, trip, planning, preparations. Talking with other people without hiding motivations and/or feelings could lead to some change but also might be needed in order to arrange for a few things I have planned. Being open and forthright about what I’d like to see happening in a certain matter (without being crude or mean). Consulting with someone will bring about success. Successful preparations can be made.

ð Initially, when I connected hubby’s game to the Internet, it told me it had to download about 4 additional GB worth of data, so I disconnected it again and informed hubby I might have to do it at night. We talked about it, and he wanted to go ahead and download it, he’d simply not watch his WWE pay-per-view to ‘equal’ it out. When we connected the game again, it didn’t have the download, so odd, but, works for me. So, as far as I can tell at the moment, it worked out well.

Skat: King of Spades & 9 of Hearts * & 8 of Clubs

Older man, grandfather, man with power/authority, judge; judgment, decision. Disinterest, detachment, lacking emotion or emotional connection/depth. Weakness, illness, burden. I might run into someone today that doesn’t care much for how his (or her) actions affect other people around him/her. A decision that is on poor footing and one I should seriously reconsider as it might only cause more trouble than it’s worth in the end.

ð I felt highly indecisive about whether to download the extra data that the game initially displayed or not. Been keeping bandwidth as low as I could so far this month knowing hubby’s got a PPV and the game coming up. Didn’t want to go and bust the bandwidth. As it turns out, it seems it worked out. Otherwise, I felt rather drained today as my sleep is all messed up again due to staying up so late the previous night in order to get some things squared away before hubby’s game came in, and in order to get my own game updated so I could play it again.

Tarot: 9 of Scepters (9 of Wands)

Defense, standing my ground, standing up for myself, not backing down, steadfastness, resolve, inner strength. Might have to pucker up my resolve today in order to get something done and accomplished. Standing my ground in a matter, and not backing down without a fight (unless doing so would be stupid and uncalled for) if I feel it’s worth it. Mustering and drawing on my energy reserves.

ð Think I handled matters ok yesterday. Went ahead and set hubby’s game up. Got most of my game updated during the night as well. Had a bit of ambivalence when I saw his game needed (when I initially connected it to the server) about 4 GB of extra data before starting it up. I knew we should have the bandwidth to do it, but still reluctant. When we got home and he just wanted to take a quick peek, it didn’t show the same download, which was odd, but, I take it. His game works fine as far as I can tell, which is a huge relieve.

Daily Draw 09-16-2014

Daily Draw 09-16-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 32 Stars & 33 Keys

Work, task, stability, weight, depth, rigidity, inflexibility. Success, honor, fame, mood, cycle, delusion. Success, certainty. Having faith in something going to work out in the end. Stabilizing one’s mood (in this case likely my own) is the key to having a good day today. Success at work (that probably would be more for hubby). Staying realistic and grounded is key today.

Great Lenormand: 5 of Hearts & 2 of Diamonds & 9 of Diamonds

Audience, exchange, diplomacy. Freedom, exhibition, outgoing, instinct. Journey, trip, planning, preparations. Talking with other people without hiding motivations and/or feelings could lead to some change but also might be needed in order to arrange for a few things I have planned. Being open and forthright about what I’d like to see happening in a certain matter (without being crude or mean). Consulting with someone will bring about success. Successful preparations can be made.

Skat: King of Spades & 9 of Hearts * & 8 of Clubs

Older man, grandfather, man with power/authority, judge; judgment, decision. Disinterest, detachment, lacking emotion or emotional connection/depth. Weakness, illness, burden. I might run into someone today that doesn’t care much for how his (or her) actions affect other people around him/her. A decision that is on poor footing and one I should seriously reconsider as it might only cause more trouble than it’s worth in the end.

Tarot: 9 of Scepters (9 of Wands)

Defense, standing my ground, standing up for myself, not backing down, steadfastness, resolve, inner strength. Might have to pucker up my resolve today in order to get something done and accomplished. Standing my ground in a matter, and not backing down without a fight (unless doing so would be stupid and uncalled for) if I feel it’s worth it. Mustering and drawing on my energy reserves.

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Daily Draw 09-15-2014

Lenormand: 7 Snake & 4 House & 26 Book

Envy, jealousy, sneakiness, delay, detour, mountain/country road, chain, pipe. House, home, property, private/personal/family matters, roots, origin, safety security. Secret, knowledge, information, discreet, book, literature. We have a slow draining pipe in the bathroom hubby wants me to put some draino in. Been wondering if it’s the right approach. Other than that, I might hear from a woman that either is acting secretively or has something to address in private and wants to be handled discreetly. Being careful with personal matters and who I disclose what information to.

ð Didn’t use draino. Other than that, hubby found out his charming co-workers managed to gobble up all the overtime that’s fixing to be available. 7 days, and for a position she’s actually not even properly trained for and that could get not just her but company in trouble if she messes up. He took it well enough, but was seriously disgruntled. Can’t blame him. This whole “buddy buddy club” thing they got going on down there with certain people constantly getting pretty much most if not all the overtime just because they’re “buddies” with this or that person is ridiculous.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts & 6 of Clubs

Help, aid, trick, cleverness. Intuition, advice, guidance, finger pointing. Truce, compromise, uneasy approach/reconciliation. I might need help in a matter today that I hadn’t been able to figure out myself. However, seems things might remain shaky for a little while. Overcoming obstacles with the help of inner guidance and listening to omens/signs/intuition. Being creative in a matter and taking a maybe slightly unorthodox approach might help.

ð I decided to go ahead and stay up late in order to make sure hubby’s PS4 is up-to-date so when his game comes in today, he hopefully just can put it in, install it, go online, and play. Plus, they brought out a pretty darn large update out for one of my games (and I had been hoping so badly it wouldn’t be very large), so, reckon, had to get up anyway for either one, why not do both.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & 9 of Clubs * & Ace of Hearts *

Woman, female querent, lover, wife. Minor quarrel/issue, delay, obstacle. Impersonal matter, outside of the house/home, neighborhood, external matters. I might encounter delays today in matters that don’t pertain to me directly as such, but still involve me in some ways. Could be the maintenance they have scheduled for one of my games. Never know how long that takes.

ð Think this pertains to hubby’s co-worker getting all the overtime for a position she’s not really qualified and trained for. Mind you, I don’t think hubby should get all the overtime either. But a bit more ‘fair share’ would be nice. I don’t want him working all the overtime anyway. But one or two people constantly getting most, if not all, the overtime? Now, that’s not fair nor right.

Tarot: Death

Change, transformation, ending, re-creation. I might just have to face it today, something is or might need, to come to an end for the better of everyone involved. Having to say goodbye to something or acknowledging that something just is not right for me any longer and stop fooling myself about it. Otherwise, a change or transformation that to some degree might be out of my hands and that I have to come to terms with.

ð In a very insignificant way, had to wait on playing my one game today as they did bring out a large update. Hoped it was not going to be a large update, if any at all as they only had said it was maintenance, and not release of the next patch … but, they did. So, looking at it, I realized, it’s going to be late-night again. Plus, I figured, even if it had been a small download, I’m going to get up and see if hubby’s PS4 needs any updates before his games comes in today. That way he can hopefully just put the thing in, install, get online, play. On a larger ‘scale’, hubby’s done gotten fed up with the way things are being handled at his work place regarding overtime. Certain people are always favored and seem to constantly get most, if not all, the overtime that becomes available and he has to almost literally either argue or beg for some. After he found out yesterday that his co-worker is getting 7 days now for a position she’s not truly qualified nor trained in, he kind of had a case and said, enough. He’s not going to be asking for overtime again … if they need someone to cover for something no one else wants to do, ok, he might do it, but all this trying to get overtime just to time and again have his co-worker get it just simply because she’s “buddy buddy’ with most of the shift leaders? He’s had enough of that. Can’t blame him. We’ll make it without the overtime. Main thing me and him were trying to get some was to help pay off some things quicker. But, oh well, if it’s not going to work, it’s not going to work and we just have to deal with it, and accept it’ll take longer to get where we want to get.

Daily Draw 09-09-2014

Daily Draw 09-09-2014

Lenormand: 10 Scythe & 16 Stars & 7 Snake

Danger, harsh, cut, harvest. Hope, aspiration, multitude, illusion. Envy, jealousy, detour, delay, intelligent yet not always honest or friendly woman. A dream or hope of mine might come to a halt or has to be reconsidered. Detours or delays in a critical matter. A woman causing stress and frustration.

Great Lenormand: 5 of Clubs & 6 of Spades & 10 of Diamonds

Aid support, interference, meddling. Treachery, deceit, disguise. Planning, organization, scheming. Unwanted meddling might cause me to reconsider a few things. Being careful not to fall prey to schemes and plots. Not getting caught up in something I don’t want to get caught up.

Skat: Jack of Diamonds & 7 of Hearts & Ace of Hearts

Communication, good luck. Nervous, stress, unrest, flirt. Home, house, private matters. Private matters that require communication/talks. Talking about personal matters that make me a bit uneasy.

Tarot: 10 of Scepters * (10 of Wands)

Overburdened, weighted down, taking on too much, strained, exhausted. Feeling stretched too thin or exhausted. Feeling over-burdened by something and that I might not be able to handle something. Trying to shirk off a responsibility?

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Daily Draw 09-08-2014

Lenormand: 16 Stork & 33 Key & 4 Tree

Change, transition, move, flexibility. Security, certainty, success. Health, long-term, roots, monotony. Though I may envision a change and that change might have a good chance at success, it’ll be something I will have to keep working on for a longer period of time. Long-term changes with good odds/chances of success. Staying flexible helps dealing with things. Also, get off your butt and get more flexible, literally.

ð I did work out, which made me feel better in terms of not being so darn lazy. Got caught up in one of my games though I planned on doing something in both.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Hearts & Ace of Hearts & 8 of Hearts

Marriage, union, relationship, completion. Group, community, family. Ending, transformation, loss. A relationship I value a lot will come to an end or undergoes a somewhat drastic transformation, change that cannot be undone. Saying good-bye to something or someone dear and close to my heart.

ð I accidentally left a group in a game I didn’t want to leave and stupid me doesn’t remember the name of the group in full nor the name of the guild leader. So mad at myself as it was a good guild.

Skat: Jack of Spades & Jack of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Lies, betrayal, deceit; dirty sex. Good luck, communication. Gift, present, illness, scare. Might learn of something today that gives me a good scare or shocks me, potentially finding out someone’s not being or been honest about something. Or I might tell a lie to someone regarding a project?

ð Ran into one of my buddies today, finally. He’s doing ok just working a lot lately. Still, felt nice knowing he’s doing fairly well. Otherwise, my stupid butt accidentally leaving a guild I didn’t want to leave and now I can’t for the life of me remember the guild leaders name any longer so I can contact him. So frustrating.

Tarot: 10 of Skulls (10 of Pentacles)

Luxury, comfort, accomplishment, success, wealth. Enjoying the creature comforts we have, and being grateful or everything I have that makes life easier and more comfortable.

ð Other than feeling like an idiot for leaving one of my guilds by accident, I felt pretty ok yesterday. Been enjoying myself and even got to work out. Trying to get back and stay with it, this time. I know if I can just stay with it, it’ll make me feel better after a bit. Just need to take things slow.

Daily Draw 09-09-2014

Daily Draw 09-09-2014

Lenormand: 10 Scythe & 16 Stars & 7 Snake

Danger, harsh, cut, harvest. Hope, aspiration, multitude, illusion. Envy, jealousy, detour, delay, intelligent yet not always honest or friendly woman. A dream or hope of mine might come to a halt or has to be reconsidered. Detours or delays in a critical matter. A woman causing stress and frustration.

Great Lenormand: 5 of Clubs & 6 of Spades & 10 of Diamonds

Aid support, interference, meddling. Treachery, deceit, disguise. Planning, organization, scheming. Unwanted meddling might cause me to reconsider a few things. Being careful not to fall prey to schemes and plots. Not getting caught up in something I don’t want to get caught up.

Skat: Jack of Diamonds & 7 of Hearts & Ace of Hearts

Communication, good luck. Nervous, stress, unrest, flirt. Home, house, private matters. Private matters that require communication/talks. Talking about personal matters that make me a bit uneasy.

Tarot: 10 of Scepters * (10 of Wands)

Overburdened, weighted down, taking on too much, strained, exhausted. Feeling stretched too thin or exhausted. Feeling over-burdened by something and that I might not be able to handle something. Trying to shirk off a responsibility?

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Daily Draw 09-08-2014

Lenormand: 16 Stork & 33 Key & 4 Tree

Change, transition, move, flexibility. Security, certainty, success. Health, long-term, roots, monotony. Though I may envision a change and that change might have a good chance at success, it’ll be something I will have to keep working on for a longer period of time. Long-term changes with good odds/chances of success. Staying flexible helps dealing with things. Also, get off your butt and get more flexible, literally.

ð I did work out, which made me feel better in terms of not being so darn lazy. Got caught up in one of my games though I planned on doing something in both.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Hearts & Ace of Hearts & 8 of Hearts

Marriage, union, relationship, completion. Group, community, family. Ending, transformation, loss. A relationship I value a lot will come to an end or undergoes a somewhat drastic transformation, change that cannot be undone. Saying good-bye to something or someone dear and close to my heart.

ð I accidentally left a group in a game I didn’t want to leave and stupid me doesn’t remember the name of the group in full nor the name of the guild leader. So mad at myself as it was a good guild.

Skat: Jack of Spades & Jack of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Lies, betrayal, deceit; dirty sex. Good luck, communication. Gift, present, illness, scare. Might learn of something today that gives me a good scare or shocks me, potentially finding out someone’s not being or been honest about something. Or I might tell a lie to someone regarding a project?

ð Ran into one of my buddies today, finally. He’s doing ok just working a lot lately. Still, felt nice knowing he’s doing fairly well. Otherwise, my stupid butt accidentally leaving a guild I didn’t want to leave and now I can’t for the life of me remember the guild leaders name any longer so I can contact him. So frustrating.

Tarot: 10 of Skulls (10 of Pentacles)

Luxury, comfort, accomplishment, success, wealth. Enjoying the creature comforts we have, and being grateful or everything I have that makes life easier and more comfortable.

ð Other than feeling like an idiot for leaving one of my guilds by accident, I felt pretty ok yesterday. Been enjoying myself and even got to work out. Trying to get back and stay with it, this time. I know if I can just stay with it, it’ll make me feel better after a bit. Just need to take things slow.

Daily Draw 08-09-2014

Daily Draw 09-08-2014

Lenormand: 16 Stork & 33 Key & 4 Tree

Change, transition, move, flexibility. Security, certainty, success. Health, long-term, roots, monotony. Though I may envision a change and that change might have a good chance at success, it’ll be something I will have to keep working on for a longer period of time. Long-term changes with good odds/chances of success. Staying flexible helps dealing with things. Also, get off your butt and get more flexible, literally.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Hearts & Ace of Hearts & 8 of Hearts

Marriage, union, relationship, completion. Group, community, family. Ending, transformation, loss. A relationship I value a lot will come to an end or undergoes a somewhat drastic transformation, change that cannot be undone. Saying good-bye to something or someone dear and close to my heart.

Skat: Jack of Spades & Jack of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Lies, betrayal, deceit; dirty sex. Good luck, communication. Gift, present, illness, scare. Might learn of something today that gives me a good scare or shocks me, potentially finding out someone’s not being or been honest about something. Or I might tell a lie to someone regarding a project?

Tarot: 10 of Skulls (10 of Pentacles)

Luxury, comfort, accomplishment, success, wealth. Enjoying the creature comforts we have, and being grateful or everything I have that makes life easier and more comfortable.

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Daily Draw 09-07-2014

Lenormand: 26 Book & 23 Mice & 36 Cross

Secret, knowledge, information, book, literature. Trash, diminishing, fear, anxiety. Test, challenge, ending, burden, faith/belief. Information I receive might initially proof disturbing and worrisome, which will slowly fade, though. Finding out about an unhealthy or bad situation that is proofing to be challenging to deal with.

ð Most annoying thing today was my Internet kept going out in the evening when I was trying to get a couple of things done but couldn’t as the weather was terrible. Otherwise, wasn’t in a good mood, still not quite back into a sleep schedule that makes me feel somewhat rested – somehow I have a hard time with it.

Great Lenormand: Jack of Spades & 4 of Hearts & 3 of Diamonds

Justice, judgment. Indecision, fickleness, between two chairs, temptation. Compromise, uneasy truce. Having to make a judgment call in a matter where I feel heavily torn about the options. Trying to come up with the best resolve to a situation I’m not really sure what to do about.

ð It’s probably still them silly online games and what to do about that one. Right now I’m in a moody stage when it comes to that one, and I’m feeling reluctant to play it. Just not sure what to do, and having a tough time figuring it out.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & King of Hearts & Ace of Spades *

Woman, female querent, lover, sweetheart, wife. Man, male querent, lover, sweetheart, husband. Shock, scare, theft, loss. Hubby might be either in a bad mood for some reason, or feel that he’s missing something (pray hope no one is actually going to steal something from him at work or such thing).

ð No loss or theft. Hubby has to work some overtime again, and, actually, he was supposed to work some a few days back when he was off but the email hadn’t been sent out until he had already left work … and the person that claimed to have called him, there’s no record in his call log that she ever placed that call, so, he’s calling BS on that one. He’s not happy about that, but, can’t turn back time.

Tarot: 6 of Skulls (6 of Pentacles)

Plenty, bountiful, giving/taking, sharing, content, satisfaction, comfort. Might be a good day to remind myself of all the great things I have, instead of looking towards what I might not have. Being grateful for things being shared with me freely and, in return, sharing freely with others.

ð Tried to stay/get in a good mood, but somehow things weren’t flowing quite easily yesterday. Didn’t get anything, nor did I give anything, wasn’t asked to help or that someone could’ve used any help I was aware of. So, I’m actually not sure what this card refers to other than me trying to find a balance within myself to actually feel more at ease and balanced.

Daily Draw 08-23-2014

Daily Draw 08-23-2014

Lenormand: 32 Moon & 34 Fish

Success, honor(s), acknowledgment, recognition, emotions, mood(s), night time. Money, finances, riches, abundance, wealth, plenty, subconscious, flowing, water/liquid/alcohol. Financial success? Not sure what that could be about … we’re not investing or anything like that. Flowing with the mood of the day. Staying in touch with my feelings and emotions/motivations.

Great Lenormand: Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts

Trade, commerce, disguise, hidden agenda. Intuition, advice, finger pointing. I might want to take a piece of advice today that might not present itself in a straight forward manner, however. Information or advice coming in ‘odd’ or unusual ways. Also a good idea to keep my guard up to some degree as there might be some hidden agenda going on I’m not aware of with someone.

Skat: 10 of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Long journey/trip, foreign/abroad, longer distance/duration. News, information, idea, inspiration, document. A document dealing with something further away … letter/email from someone living further away. Or information that’s been ‘on the road’ for a longer period of time already and just now reaches me. Project I’ve been working on already for a while, and probably will continue to work on for a bit longer.

Tarot: 2 of Scepters * (2 of Wands)

The reversed 2 of Wands could indicate missed or neglected chances/opportunities, something I don’t want to act on or fail to acknowledge as an option. Looking closer to home instead of further away? Answers might be right there in front of me, while I’m looking somewhere else. Indecision and inability to move forward with a project.

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Daily Draw 08-22-2014

Lenormand: 25 Ring & 33 Schlüssel

Relationship, connection, agreement, promise, responsibility; club, repetition. Security, certainty; solution. A certain relationship, one I can trust in. Repetitive activities or something coming back around (for better or worse). Coming/entering into an agreement.

ð I don’t know what, but I felt so tired towards late afternoon I could’ve fallen asleep if I had laid down. Had the worst time just to keep up with my routine things – like cleaning, laundry, making sure lunch is ready for hubby etc. I managed, but, it was a struggle.

Great Lenormand: King of Hearts & 10 of Clubs

Time-out, meditation, reflection, withdrawal. Caution, tentative approach/progress, defensive. Something might be causing me to feel defensive and in need of a time-out or break. Feeling weary and insecure about making a commitment or taking action. Might be a good day to not jump into things without thinking matters through carefully.

ð Just didn’t feel quite right yesterday. Not sure why, figured I had plenty of rest, and in the morning felt quite alright until late afternoon. Then, on top of that, my Internet started acting funky out of nowhere so I decided to stop playing my online game, and just go do something else. Plus, I felt I needed to walk around a bit in order not to fall asleep.

Skat: 8 of Spades & Jack of Clubs

Trouble, short trip, visit, evening, short duration/quickly. Negativity, negation, official matters/institution; pet. A short period of irritation and/or problems that passes quickly. Worries regarding a pet.

ð Kitten’s eye is still a mess, and I am not sure I’ve seen much of an improvement since we started giving him the eye drops again. Pray hope the medication is working. Just when the eye was pretty good, and looking well he had to go and get it scratched all to heck again.

Tarot: Prince of Knives (Knight of Swords)

Free thinking, analyzing, theorizing, curiosity, probing. Feeling in the mood to analyze something, wanting to find answers to a question/situation. Carefully looking at a situation from all possible angles. Caution not to be too over-analytical and questioning everything just for questioning’s sake.

ð Temptation knocked on the door yesterday via a game hubby’s been wondering whether I want it for one of the consoles or the PC. The Pro of the PC version is it comes with a code for an ingame goodie for another game I’m playing. Very tempting. The con of the PC version is that I would have to get the base game first, then the expansion plus it’s somehow requiring a Internet connection (though the console versions don’t, go figure that genius out) which probably translates into using bandwidth if it has to go online each and every time I play it. That’s a pretty bad and big con for me. So, I’ve been thinking a lot about that, and while tempting, I told hubby, I’d rather take a chance and wait for the PC version to go down in price before considering buying it. If I knew for a fact I have an offline options with the PC version, maybe. But Internet connection *required* to play it period, that’s a huge deterrent.

Daily Draw 08-22-2014

Daily Draw 08-22-2014

Lenormand: 25 Ring & 33 Schlüssel

Relationship, connection, agreement, promise, responsibility; club, repetition. Security, certainty; solution. A certain relationship, one I can trust in. Repetitive activities or something coming back around (for better or worse). Coming/entering into an agreement.

Great Lenormand: King of Hearts & 10 of Clubs

Time-out, meditation, reflection, withdrawal. Caution, tentative approach/progress, defensive. Something might be causing me to feel defensive and in need of a time-out or break. Feeling weary and insecure about making a commitment or taking action. Might be a good day to not jump into things without thinking matters through carefully.

Skat: 8 of Spades & Jack of Clubs

Trouble, short trip, visit, evening, short duration/quickly. Negativity, negation, official matters/institution; pet. A short period of irritation and/or problems that passes quickly. Worries regarding a pet.

Tarot: Prince of Knives (Knight of Swords)

Free thinking, analyzing, theorizing, curiosity, probing. Feeling in the mood to analyze something, wanting to find answers to a question/situation. Carefully looking at a situation from all possible angles. Caution not to be too over-analytical and questioning everything just for questioning’s sake.

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Daily Draw 08-21-2014

Lenormand: 7 Snake & 4 House

Intelligence, cunning, wit, jealousy, envy, treachery, a woman of questionable attitude/disposition. Home, house, neighborhood, self, body, roots, origin, security/comfort. Something sneaky and questionable going on in/around the house (or myself), something I’m missing or not fully being aware of that is going on. Jealousy/envy undermining stability and/or sense of comfort. Something that’s making me uneasy but not might be able to fully explain why it does.

ð Not quite sure. I know I’m a bit worried about the kitten’s eye which started worrying again.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Diamonds & 4 of Spades

Deception, treachery, trick, cunning, cheating. Lies, disguise, deception, questionable moral/disposition. Might have to be very cautious today as there seems to be something or someone that is pretending to be something/someone it/they is/are not. Someone trying to make me feel comfortable but with questionable/bad intentions. Having to put out a fire I started (or someone else started and now I’ve got to figure out a way to limit the damage).

ð Still unsure. Maybe me feeling rather irritated about having to be so extra careful at the moment with my bandwidth.

Skat: 8 of Spades & Jack of Clubs

Short trip, visit, trouble, jealousy, short duration/quickly. Negativity, negation, official matters/institutions, pet. Trouble of a passing yet very annoying nature. Something that develops rather quickly and sudden that causes problems and issues. An issue I should not dismiss too quickly and easily but that might need more attention.

ð Worries about kitten eye. It looks pretty bad, and I just hope the vet hasn’t misjudged/misdiagnosed it and the treatment is going to work. I hope I’m worrying for nothing.

Tarot: 3 of Skulls (3 of Pentacles)

Shaping something, working on/with something, having to juggle several matters/chores/tasks, creating something. Way this card looks, it makes me think of the ‘spinner’ that keeps on weaving threads and webs continuously, shaping and forming things according to her will and whim. Artful and industrious. You’d think she way she holds the threat it ought to snap, but it is apparently strong enough to be stretched the way she is. Taking control of something (or someone aka myself) in order to create the outcome I desire, or, at least, work towards it. Not letting things slide but seize control of an opportunity or matter that needs to be addressed and dealt with.

ð Main thing I was ‘working’ on yesterday was some game stuff. And meals, trying to figure out with hubby what best for him to take with him to work. Overall, day went fairly well and smooth.