Daily Draw 11-09-2014
Small Lenormand: 19 Tower & 24 Heart & 31 Sun
Isolation, vantage point, official – love, kindness – optimism, strength, will
I might have to go and look at a situation with a bit more patience and kindness, rather than close myself off. I might be missing a detail that would help me otherwise handle a situation better. An emotional connection that needs clarification or brings me strength. Strengthening emotional bonds with others further away.
Great Lenormand: 7 of Hearts & 10 of Clubs & 6 of Diamonds
Love, wish fulfillment – risky undertaking, courage – sneaky, deceit, cunning
Support, union – compromise, truce, negotiation / caution, potential danger – conflict, argument, discord
A project or matter that I’d like to see come about might meet with unexpected difficulties and issues. Something that’s on shaky ‘legs’ and if not careful might only lead to (more) problems and issues. Despite best efforts to work with others towards a mutually satisfying conclusion, conflict and argument might be the end product. A reconciliation might not be possible.
Skat: Jack of Clubs & 9 of Diamonds & Jack of Diamonds
Negativity, failure – unexpected, sudden, surprise – communication, luck
Initially what looks like a potential failure might turn out well in the end after all. Unexpected change of luck. Talks about a surprising failure or issue.
Wisdom of Avalon: 1 Merlin
Alchemy, justice, balance
Being fair and just, in regards to my self but also others, might be important today. Making sure I do the ‘right’ thing, and attempt to maintain a healthy balance if possible. Something that might require a bit of thought and care in order to be solved positively.
Tarot: World *
Feeling unfulfilled and disconnected with others might be an issue today. Something I can’t seem to bring to a satisfying conclusion might be bothering me quite a bit. I might run into a situation that seems like it’s just not jiving with me at all on various levels and in different ways. Feeling vulnerable and incomplete in a matter – or a situation that feels alien and dissatisfying.
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Daily Draw 11-08-2014
Small Lenormand: 11 Rods & 23 Mice & 2 Clover
Conflict, cleansing – Trash, diminishing – luck, chance
Feeling conflicted about an opportunity that I’m looking down on, or that I feel is actually not worth it. Dismissing an opportunity. Or, finding the opportunity to get rid of something that is bothering me or otherwise having a negative effect.
ð I’ve been having an iffy feeling lately I can’t quite explain – though more in spiritual and emotional ways. I’ve been feeling that I might need to do a bit more grounding and centering than what I’ve been doing, and start up a more consistent meditation routine. Also been feeling that I might need to work more on shielding. Otherwise, still working on that achievement in one of my games, and I’m so ready to be done with it, to be honest.
Great Lenormand: 2 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds & King of Hearts
Fertility, birth, innocence – connection, affection – wise, mature, mediation, reflection
Pregnancy, support – sadness, separation / trip bringing solace & peace – wisdom, introspection
Something that I feel very attached to might bring me joy and happiness. There might be something that I need to look into as I don’t know quite enough about it yet. A growing affection or interest that requires further examination/research. Feeling that I might lack the support in a certain situation or matter or that I can’t quite bring a particular idea about. It might help me to go and do something else for a bit, and then go back to it later on. The necessary idea or energy might come later on.
ð Probably same thing, I feel that I’ve been neglecting my spiritual side again a bit more than I should, and that it’s high tide to look after that. I’ve had the sudden notion to read up on a few things and practice some of the exercises I’ve seen in a book or two.
Skat: 10 of Diamonds & Queen of Spades & Queen of Diamonds
Stability, finances – older woman, negative woman – woman, friend
I might feel insecure and lacking in a certain situation or matter. Something or someone undermining my confidence or making me feel incapable and unskilled.
ð For one, hubby came home telling me he overheard two of his (female) co-workers talking. One, the one he’s working with on his shift, must have been talking badly about the other woman in the conversation and acting like she couldn’t stand that one. Now, that woman asked his immediate co-worker a question related to my hubby … and not a kind one, that told him that his cherished co-worker is talking badly about him behind his back. Something he already kind of knew, but when he confronted her about it she denied it, of course. Well, seems someone’s lying pretty badly. On another note, I’m feeling very irritated about the slow progress I’m making in that one achievement of mine I’m working on … and I’m starting to wonder if I’m missing something that could help me speed it up. Just want to get it and move on.
Wisdom of Avalon: 21 Serpent
Knowledge, healing
Today might be a good idea to brush up on a subject I have been wanting to learn more about or want to re-acquaint myself with. Using the knowledge I have to my advantage. I might need to focus on healing or making sure that my health is taken care of (better) properly.
ð Hubby learning of his co-workers ongoing talks behind his back about him (negatively), as well as me feeling a strong urge to go back and re-read a couple of books regarding spiritual exercises, grounding, centering and shielding in particular.
Tarot: 10 of Knives (10 of Swords)
Feeling depressed and hopeless in a certain situation or matter. Something that is causing me serious doubt and inner conflict. Feeling hopeless and/or destitute about something or someone. I might fail to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and finding that ray of ‘hope’ might be elusive.
ð Apart from feeling over-tired and that draining me to a degree and effecting my mood and thinking, I think I’m just feeling oddly out of it the past few days … like something’s not quite right without being able to put a finger on it. A bit like a feeling of dread that something’s fixing to happen – and I keep telling myself that’s just me being over-tired.