Daily Draw 11-09-2014

Daily Draw 11-09-2014

Small Lenormand: 19 Tower & 24 Heart & 31 Sun

Isolation, vantage point, official – love, kindness – optimism, strength, will

I might have to go and look at a situation with a bit more patience and kindness, rather than close myself off. I might be missing a detail that would help me otherwise handle a situation better. An emotional connection that needs clarification or brings me strength. Strengthening emotional bonds with others further away.

Great Lenormand: 7 of Hearts & 10 of Clubs & 6 of Diamonds

Love, wish fulfillment – risky undertaking, courage – sneaky, deceit, cunning

Support, union – compromise, truce, negotiation / caution, potential danger – conflict, argument, discord

A project or matter that I’d like to see come about might meet with unexpected difficulties and issues. Something that’s on shaky ‘legs’ and if not careful might only lead to (more) problems and issues. Despite best efforts to work with others towards a mutually satisfying conclusion, conflict and argument might be the end product. A reconciliation might not be possible.

Skat: Jack of Clubs & 9 of Diamonds & Jack of Diamonds

Negativity, failure – unexpected, sudden, surprise – communication, luck

Initially what looks like a potential failure might turn out well in the end after all. Unexpected change of luck. Talks about a surprising failure or issue.

Wisdom of Avalon: 1 Merlin

Alchemy, justice, balance

Being fair and just, in regards to my self but also others, might be important today. Making sure I do the ‘right’ thing, and attempt to maintain a healthy balance if possible. Something that might require a bit of thought and care in order to be solved positively.

Tarot: World *

Feeling unfulfilled and disconnected with others might be an issue today. Something I can’t seem to bring to a satisfying conclusion might be bothering me quite a bit. I might run into a situation that seems like it’s just not jiving with me at all on various levels and in different ways. Feeling vulnerable and incomplete in a matter – or a situation that feels alien and dissatisfying.

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Daily Draw 11-08-2014

Small Lenormand: 11 Rods & 23 Mice & 2 Clover

Conflict, cleansing – Trash, diminishing – luck, chance

Feeling conflicted about an opportunity that I’m looking down on, or that I feel is actually not worth it. Dismissing an opportunity. Or, finding the opportunity to get rid of something that is bothering me or otherwise having a negative effect.

ð I’ve been having an iffy feeling lately I can’t quite explain – though more in spiritual and emotional ways. I’ve been feeling that I might need to do a bit more grounding and centering than what I’ve been doing, and start up a more consistent meditation routine. Also been feeling that I might need to work more on shielding. Otherwise, still working on that achievement in one of my games, and I’m so ready to be done with it, to be honest.

Great Lenormand: 2 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds & King of Hearts

Fertility, birth, innocence – connection, affection – wise, mature, mediation, reflection

Pregnancy, support – sadness, separation / trip bringing solace & peace – wisdom, introspection

Something that I feel very attached to might bring me joy and happiness. There might be something that I need to look into as I don’t know quite enough about it yet. A growing affection or interest that requires further examination/research. Feeling that I might lack the support in a certain situation or matter or that I can’t quite bring a particular idea about. It might help me to go and do something else for a bit, and then go back to it later on. The necessary idea or energy might come later on.

ð Probably same thing, I feel that I’ve been neglecting my spiritual side again a bit more than I should, and that it’s high tide to look after that. I’ve had the sudden notion to read up on a few things and practice some of the exercises I’ve seen in a book or two.

Skat: 10 of Diamonds & Queen of Spades & Queen of Diamonds

Stability, finances – older woman, negative woman – woman, friend

I might feel insecure and lacking in a certain situation or matter. Something or someone undermining my confidence or making me feel incapable and unskilled.

ð For one, hubby came home telling me he overheard two of his (female) co-workers talking. One, the one he’s working with on his shift, must have been talking badly about the other woman in the conversation and acting like she couldn’t stand that one. Now, that woman asked his immediate co-worker a question related to my hubby … and not a kind one, that told him that his cherished co-worker is talking badly about him behind his back. Something he already kind of knew, but when he confronted her about it she denied it, of course. Well, seems someone’s lying pretty badly. On another note, I’m feeling very irritated about the slow progress I’m making in that one achievement of mine I’m working on … and I’m starting to wonder if I’m missing something that could help me speed it up. Just want to get it and move on.

Wisdom of Avalon: 21 Serpent

Knowledge, healing

Today might be a good idea to brush up on a subject I have been wanting to learn more about or want to re-acquaint myself with. Using the knowledge I have to my advantage. I might need to focus on healing or making sure that my health is taken care of (better) properly.

ð Hubby learning of his co-workers ongoing talks behind his back about him (negatively), as well as me feeling a strong urge to go back and re-read a couple of books regarding spiritual exercises, grounding, centering and shielding in particular.

Tarot: 10 of Knives (10 of Swords)

Feeling depressed and hopeless in a certain situation or matter. Something that is causing me serious doubt and inner conflict. Feeling hopeless and/or destitute about something or someone. I might fail to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and finding that ray of ‘hope’ might be elusive.

ð Apart from feeling over-tired and that draining me to a degree and effecting my mood and thinking, I think I’m just feeling oddly out of it the past few days … like something’s not quite right without being able to put a finger on it. A bit like a feeling of dread that something’s fixing to happen – and I keep telling myself that’s just me being over-tired.

Daily Draw 11-07-2014

Daily Draw 11-08-2014

Small Lenormand: 11 Rods & 23 Mice & 2 Clover

Conflict, cleansing – Trash, diminishing – luck, chance

Feeling conflicted about an opportunity that I’m looking down on, or that I feel is actually not worth it. Dismissing an opportunity. Or, finding the opportunity to get rid of something that is bothering me or otherwise having a negative effect.

Great Lenormand: 2 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds & King of Hearts

Fertility, birth, innocence – connection, affection – wise, mature, mediation, reflection

Pregnancy, support – sadness, separation / trip bringing solace & peace – wisdom, introspection

Something that I feel very attached to might bring me joy and happiness. There might be something that I need to look into as I don’t know quite enough about it yet. A growing affection or interest that requires further examination/research. Feeling that I might lack the support in a certain situation or matter or that I can’t quite bring a particular idea about. It might help me to go and do something else for a bit, and then go back to it later on. The necessary idea or energy might come later on.

Skat: 10 of Diamonds & Queen of Spades & Queen of Diamonds

Stability, finances – older woman, negative woman – woman, friend

I might feel insecure and lacking in a certain situation or matter. Something or someone undermining my confidence or making me feel incapable and unskilled.

Wisdom of Avalon: 21 Serpent

Knowledge, healing

Today might be a good idea to brush up on a subject I have been wanting to learn more about or want to re-acquaint myself with. Using the knowledge I have to my advantage. I might need to focus on healing or making sure that my health is taken care of (better) properly.

Tarot: 10 of Knives (10 of Swords)

Feeling depressed and hopeless in a certain situation or matter. Something that is causing me serious doubt and inner conflict. Feeling hopeless and/or destitute about something or someone. I might fail to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and finding that ray of ‘hope’ might be elusive.

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Daily Draw 11-07-2014

Small Lenormand: 13 Child & 1 Rider & 2 Clover

Innocence, playfulness – message, news – good luck, chance

An opportunity brings new fresh wind into things. An open mind and optimistic attitude. News that brings good fortune or is a welcome change of pace. Positive news from a younger person.

ð No news from a younger person. Just in general, was in a fairly decent mood. Hubby was somewhat irritated, but overall we had a pretty good evening.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Diamonds & 6 of Diamonds & King of Diamonds

Egoism, discord, vanity – ill will, sneaky, danger – ambition, support, service

Beauty, win, gain – conflict, argument / negativity, danger – mutual support, exchange of favors

I might have to deal with someone or something that is acting out of a somewhat selfish and self-serving attitude, which might cause issues for me if I’m not careful. I should be careful not to be taken advantage of in a matter. Vice verse, I should not be intentionally mean and ill spirited towards someone who’s trying to help.

ð Me and hubby had a couple of rough spots when he was waking up and then when he tried to get something to download on his Xbox One and it initially didn’t go smooth. He doesn’t handle that kind of stuff well. He snapped at me a couple of times which I didn’t appreciate. Especially not when I’m trying to help him, and he just acts like a darn sour puss on steroids throwing a hissy fit.

Skat: 10 of Spades & 8 of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts

Longer trip/journey/distance/duration – positive event, talks – woman, female querent

Planning a trip or going on a longer trip that ought to be a happy event.

ð Went grocery shopping. Hubby’s been doing some figuring and planning for us to have a nice little vacation coming up in December. He does not want to go down to Florida and stay the night this year like we have been doing. Which depends greatly on where his mom is going to be come Christmas anyway as well.

Wisdom of Avalon: 22 Deer

Gentleness, diplomacy

Sometimes, diplomacy and kindness get one further than demands and aggression. Might need to not try to force something if I run into a problem, but seek a gentle, diplomatic solution to the matter. Being open and receptive to listen to the other party in conversations.

ð I tried to stay very calm though hubby was throwing several hissy fits over things not going smooth for a while. Tried hard not to take it personal nor let it get to me, but, boy it wasn’t easy.

Tarot: Strength *

I might feel that in a particular matter, I’m not in control of much if anything. Situations might arise where I feel rather powerless and almost like I’m being run over by the situation/person. On the flipside, I might loose my temper and/or overreact in a matter, so I ought to make sure to keep myself in check and not lash out hastily.

ð Was an odd day, to a degree. Didn’t feel terrible, but hubby had a few spots when his temper flared up and he threw a fit over things not going smooth. Didn’t appreciate it, especially since he’s got a bad habit of lashing out at me … never mind that I’m trying to help him.

Daily Draw 11-07-2014

Daily Draw 11-07-2014

Small Lenormand: 13 Child & 1 Rider & 2 Clover

Innocence, playfulness – message, news – good luck, chance

An opportunity brings new fresh wind into things. An open mind and optimistic attitude. News that brings good fortune or is a welcome change of pace. Positive news from a younger person.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Diamonds & 6 of Diamonds & King of Diamonds

Egoism, discord, vanity – ill will, sneaky, danger – ambition, support, service

Beauty, win, gain – conflict, argument / negativity, danger – mutual support, exchange of favors

I might have to deal with someone or something that is acting out of a somewhat selfish and self-serving attitude, which might cause issues for me if I’m not careful. I should be careful not to be taken advantage of in a matter. Vice verse, I should not be intentionally mean and ill spirited towards someone who’s trying to help.

Skat: 10 of Spades & 8 of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts

Longer trip/journey/distance/duration – positive event, talks – woman, female querent

Planning a trip or going on a longer trip that ought to be a happy event.

Wisdom of Avalon: 22 Deer

Gentleness, diplomacy

Sometimes, diplomacy and kindness get one further than demands and aggression. Might need to not try to force something if I run into a problem, but seek a gentle, diplomatic solution to the matter. Being open and receptive to listen to the other party in conversations.

Tarot: Strength *

I might feel that in a particular matter, I’m not in control of much if anything. Situations might arise where I feel rather powerless and almost like I’m being run over by the situation/person. On the flipside, I might loose my temper and/or overreact in a matter, so I ought to make sure to keep myself in check and not lash out hastily.

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Daily Draw 11-06-2014

Small Lenormand: 31 Sun & 17 Stork & 9 Bouquet

Clarity, strength, optimism – change, movement – gift, friendliness, kindness

A favorable change being made with clarity and determination. Knowing what I want is going to make the necessary change fairly easy. A change is a gift.

ð Been working on an achievement in one of my games. It’s rather tedious and frankly, at times I feel like saying “whatever”, but I’m keeping on. Hubby and I were discussing several options for this payday in terms of investments, and we came to a conclusion that he especially was very happy with.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Clubs & 4 of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs *

Success, accomplishment – success, fame, protection – financial success, trade, weakness

Misunderstanding, confusion – overcoming obstacles, faith / self-confidence, certainty – profitable trade, gain

I might be able to make a positive financial deicision – provided I first check out everything and think the matter through carefully. The first offer/option might not be the best after all, so double-checking might not be a bad idea. Otherwise, things might turn out favorably if I stay focused and use my common sense.

ð We decided to make a small investment hubby is certain will pay off later on. Was a bit more than we originally planned on spending but it ought to pay off in the long run. Also showed him the bill budget for this payday so he knew what we’re looking at.

Skat: King of Clubs & 7 of Spades & Queen of Diamonds

Man with authority/knowledge/social standing – minor upset, sadness, problem – Female friend/relative

Someone upsetting me slightly. Someone making me feel small and insignificant in regards to knowledge. A minor upset with a group of people.

ð Hubby made a comment that I didn’t quite appreciate when he thought I was insulting or disrespecting him, even though that wasn’t the case.

Wisdom of Avalon: 19 Dog

Loyalty, sincerity, unconditional love

Today might be a good idea to see who/what I am loyal to, and whether my loyalty if warranted in some cases or not. Being sincere in my actions and word. Someone might need a bit of support and a kind word.

ð Been trying to show hubby my support in the investment choices and decisions he’s been making lately.

Tarot: Daughter of Skulls * (Page of Pentacles)

Might need to be careful not to be wasteful or careless with resources today. Something might feel or seem boring and barren to me. I might feel stand-offish and not willing to commit to something all the way – either rightfully or just because I’m in a bit of a bad mood and stubborn.

ð Working on an achievement in one of my games … it is daunting and tedious in some ways, and makes me wonder why on earth I’m subjecting myself to it. But I know if I don’t, I’ll be kicking my butt later on. Otherwise, I’m a bit worried about the well being of one of our kittens. His eyes not looking all too hot, and me and hubby talked about it. We decided to keep giving him the eye drops and see if it gets better. If it doesn’t within the next week, we’ll take him to the vet.

Daily Draw 11-06-2014

Daily Draw 11-06-2014

Small Lenormand: 31 Sun & 17 Stork & 9 Bouquet

Clarity, strength, optimism – change, movement – gift, friendliness, kindness

A favorable change being made with clarity and determination. Knowing what I want is going to make the necessary change fairly easy. A change is a gift.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Clubs & 4 of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs *

Success, accomplishment – success, fame, protection – financial success, trade, weakness

Misunderstanding, confusion – overcoming obstacles, faith / self-confidence, certainty – profitable trade, gain

I might be able to make a positive financial deicision – provided I first check out everything and think the matter through carefully. The first offer/option might not be the best after all, so double-checking might not be a bad idea. Otherwise, things might turn out favorably if I stay focused and use my common sense.

Skat: King of Clubs & 7 of Spades & Queen of Diamonds

Man with authority/knowledge/social standing – minor upset, sadness, problem – Female friend/relative

Someone upsetting me slightly. Someone making me feel small and insignificant in regards to knowledge. A minor upset with a group of people.

Wisdom of Avalon: 19 Dog

Loyalty, sincerity, unconditional love

Today might be a good idea to see who/what I am loyal to, and whether my loyalty if warranted in some cases or not. Being sincere in my actions and word. Someone might need a bit of support and a kind word.

Tarot: Daughter of Skulls * (Page of Pentacles)

Might need to be careful not to be wasteful or careless with resources today. Something might feel or seem boring and barren to me. I might feel stand-offish and not willing to commit to something all the way – either rightfully or just because I’m in a bit of a bad mood and stubborn.

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Daily Draw 11-05-2014

Small Lenormand: 19 Tower & 15 Bear & 17 Stork

Distance, official – diplomacy, property – change, movement

It might take a bit of diplomacy and compromising in order to effect the change(s) I might have in mind. I might need to take a new perspective on a matter that’ll help me figure out how to get something done. Someone or something giving me a new perspective on something. Feeling rather withdrawn and irritable.

ð Felt somewhat irritable all day as I keep getting woke up by either our cats or hubby himself and can’t seem to get the rest I need. Hubby called me “badger”, whatever. I wasn’t that bad.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs & 5 of Hearts

Travel, commerce – success, accomplishment – politics, diplomacy, foreign

Successful journey – successful completion, travel/interference, distraction – weakness, predicament

Might make a trip today that promises to be successful and go well. Connections with others ought to be positive as well, in general. However, might have to be careful to focus on what I want today, or I might get distracted and side-tracked, which might cause complications.

ð Hubby traded some games in towards a new one, hoping this would be finally a good game. Last two he bought turned out to be not really that great. But, so far, he likes it. I’m glad too he enjoys it, getting costly.

Skat: 7 of Hearts * & 7 of Spades * & King of Clubs

Secret, something hidden – sadness, one-sided – man with authority/knowledge/social standing

Inner or hidden turmoil and sadness over another person or knowledge that cut but that I keep inside. A secret or lie that hurts me and causes me sadness. Someone trying to keep their problems hidden from me.

ð My darling cats managed to tear up one of my Great Lenormand decks yesterday morning, which upset me a lot. I tried to play it off, but it bumped me out a great deal more than I showed.

Wisdom of Avalon: 11 Hawk

Omens – Messages

It might benefit me today to pay special attention to my intuition and what others are trying to get through to me. Communication and conversations might have a bit more importance and meaning than I give them credit initially. There may be more being ‘said’ in what’s left unsaid, so I should listen carefully.

ð Not sure. Had some conversations with hubby about several things, than online a few brief chit-chats, but nothing major – or something that I’d call that important.

Tarot: 6 of Knives* (6 of Swords)

I might be confused about something, or feel that I’m having problems getting to the bottom of something. I might refuse to see the truth of a matter, or make the changes that I know I should be making. On the flip side, I might suffer from lack of confidence in myself about being able to handle something or not trust my own reasoning powers/judgment.

ð I still feel that even after all the time I’ve been studying this stupid driver’s exam manual, I don’t know enough in terms of feeling prepared. My mind just doesn’t seem to retain the information as well as I’d like it to. And I’m worried I’m going to fail. We keep postponing going to the DMV for various reasons, but I do need to go there very soon one way or another. Otherwise, not sure. Felt upset and rather unfocused most of the day after our cats destroyed one of my Great Lenormand decks in the morning.

Weekly Draw 11-03-2014

Weekly Draw

11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Skat

J H – Q D – 7 H *

Q C – 8 C * – J C

10 H – 9 H * – K S

Jack of Hearts – Queen of Diamonds – 7 of Hearts *

Another woman or person might harbor a secret wish that somehow relates to me. I might be having a secret wish myself regarding a matter that I’m reluctant to address, though. A project of mine that I keep secret or to myself.

Queen of Clubs – 8 of Clubs * – Jack of Clubs

Worries and concerns regarding a pet of ours (we have yet another kitten with a bad eye, he managed to scratch it up pretty bad playing). Something that’s not going to come to pass no matter how much I try. Meeting with failure in a matter that might bother me more than I care to admit. Delays and unexpected problems in a matter … might irritate me enough to just give up on it.

10 of Hearts – 9 of Hearts * – King of Spades

Frustrations in a relationship that bother me a great deal. Someone might act careless or inconsiderate, which hurts my feelings in turn. Feeling that I might have to make a decision in a relationship or matter I feel connected to and being unsure what to do about it. Feeling undecided in a matter, and trying to come up with a solution.

Jack of Hearts – Queen of Clubs – 10 of Hearts

A wish might come true with a bit of planning and initiative. Someone might help me make one of my goals/wishes come true.

Queen of Diamonds – 8 of Clubs * – 9 of Hearts *

Delays and obstacles might make me feel very irritated and frustrated – a part of me might be about to resign over constant problems and obstacles that keep arising in a matter.

7 of Hearts * – Jack of Clubs – King of Spades

A secret worry regarding a pet of ours. Struggling to make a decision in an important matter. Something that bothers me a great deal more than I care to admit. Keeping something ‘hidden’ or ‘inside’, rather than make it public.

Jack of Hearts – 8 of Clubs * – King of Spades

Something that I’m trying to accomplish might not come through this next week and meet with more or new delays and problems. Postponing a matter, considering it to be the best options.

10 of Hearts – 8 of Clubs * – 7 of Hearts *

Conflicts or issues in a relationship that I’m keeping to myself. I might keep certain frustrations in regards to a relationship to myself rather than address them. Feeling that something just isn’t clicking or jiving with me. Possibly ignoring or being in denial over something that isn’t working and probably will never work.

Jack of Hearts – 7 of Hearts * – 10 of Hearts – King of Spades

A secret wish of mine related to one of my relationships or something that is dear to me. A project of mine that I’ve been keeping to myself so far and that I might have to make a decision about. Evaluating a certain project or matter that is dear to me but might be detrimental after all.

Queen of Clubs – Queen of Diamonds – Jack of Clubs – 9 of Hearts *

Feeling heavily ambivalent regarding a matter; serious concern regarding the well being of one of our pets. Being indecisive in a matter, and if I’m not careful, this indecision/indifference might lead to failure and regret.

8 of Clubs * – Jack of Hearts: delays in fulfilling or making a wish come true; delays in a project of mine; feeling a tad jealous of someone or something

8 of Clubs * – Queen of Diamonds: frustration related to someone else, or feeling conflicted and frustrated about something/someone

8 of Clubs * – 7 of Hearts *: keeping frustrations hidden/to myself; hidden jealousy or envy might be eating at me; I might feel blocked and/or lethargic

8 of Clubs * – Queen of Clubs: frustrations and conflict due to delays and/or jealousy; feeling powerless in a matter

8 of Clubs * – Jack of Clubs: worries and concerns regarding a pet that I’m not sure what to do about, trying to stave off a potential failure or being in denial about something falling apart/failing

8 of Clubs * – 10 of Hearts: blocks and hindrances in a relationship or matter dear to me; feeling blocked and incapable of accomplishing something; a relationship that causes me to feel jealous or envious

8 of Clubs * – 9 of Hearts *: feeling indifferent about a delay or complication; feeling indecisive on how to tackle an obstacle

8 of Clubs * – King of Spades: blocked decision, incapable of going through with someone, being careful not to make a hasty decision, might be better to postpone a decision at the moment

Weekly Draw 11-03-2014

Weekly Draw

11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Skat

J H – Q D – 7 H *

Q C – 8 C * – J C

10 H – 9 H * – K S

Jack of Hearts – Queen of Diamonds – 7 of Hearts *

Another woman or person might harbor a secret wish that somehow relates to me. I might be having a secret wish myself regarding a matter that I’m reluctant to address, though. A project of mine that I keep secret or to myself.

Queen of Clubs – 8 of Clubs * – Jack of Clubs

Worries and concerns regarding a pet of ours (we have yet another kitten with a bad eye, he managed to scratch it up pretty bad playing). Something that’s not going to come to pass no matter how much I try. Meeting with failure in a matter that might bother me more than I care to admit. Delays and unexpected problems in a matter … might irritate me enough to just give up on it.

10 of Hearts – 9 of Hearts * – King of Spades

Frustrations in a relationship that bother me a great deal. Someone might act careless or inconsiderate, which hurts my feelings in turn. Feeling that I might have to make a decision in a relationship or matter I feel connected to and being unsure what to do about it. Feeling undecided in a matter, and trying to come up with a solution.

Jack of Hearts – Queen of Clubs – 10 of Hearts

A wish might come true with a bit of planning and initiative. Someone might help me make one of my goals/wishes come true.

Queen of Diamonds – 8 of Clubs * – 9 of Hearts *

Delays and obstacles might make me feel very irritated and frustrated – a part of me might be about to resign over constant problems and obstacles that keep arising in a matter.

7 of Hearts * – Jack of Clubs – King of Spades

A secret worry regarding a pet of ours. Struggling to make a decision in an important matter. Something that bothers me a great deal more than I care to admit. Keeping something ‘hidden’ or ‘inside’, rather than make it public.

Jack of Hearts – 8 of Clubs * – King of Spades

Something that I’m trying to accomplish might not come through this next week and meet with more or new delays and problems. Postponing a matter, considering it to be the best options.

10 of Hearts – 8 of Clubs * – 7 of Hearts *

Conflicts or issues in a relationship that I’m keeping to myself. I might keep certain frustrations in regards to a relationship to myself rather than address them. Feeling that something just isn’t clicking or jiving with me. Possibly ignoring or being in denial over something that isn’t working and probably will never work.

Jack of Hearts – 7 of Hearts * – 10 of Hearts – King of Spades

A secret wish of mine related to one of my relationships or something that is dear to me. A project of mine that I’ve been keeping to myself so far and that I might have to make a decision about. Evaluating a certain project or matter that is dear to me but might be detrimental after all.

Queen of Clubs – Queen of Diamonds – Jack of Clubs – 9 of Hearts *

Feeling heavily ambivalent regarding a matter; serious concern regarding the well being of one of our pets. Being indecisive in a matter, and if I’m not careful, this indecision/indifference might lead to failure and regret.

8 of Clubs * – Jack of Hearts: delays in fulfilling or making a wish come true; delays in a project of mine; feeling a tad jealous of someone or something

8 of Clubs * – Queen of Diamonds: frustration related to someone else, or feeling conflicted and frustrated about something/someone

8 of Clubs * – 7 of Hearts *: keeping frustrations hidden/to myself; hidden jealousy or envy might be eating at me; I might feel blocked and/or lethargic

8 of Clubs * – Queen of Clubs: frustrations and conflict due to delays and/or jealousy; feeling powerless in a matter

8 of Clubs * – Jack of Clubs: worries and concerns regarding a pet that I’m not sure what to do about, trying to stave off a potential failure or being in denial about something falling apart/failing

8 of Clubs * – 10 of Hearts: blocks and hindrances in a relationship or matter dear to me; feeling blocked and incapable of accomplishing something; a relationship that causes me to feel jealous or envious

8 of Clubs * – 9 of Hearts *: feeling indifferent about a delay or complication; feeling indecisive on how to tackle an obstacle

8 of Clubs * – King of Spades: blocked decision, incapable of going through with someone, being careful not to make a hasty decision, might be better to postpone a decision at the moment

Weekly Draw 11-03-2014

Weekly Draw

11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Skat

J H – Q D – 7 H *

Q C – 8 C * – J C

10 H – 9 H * – K S

Jack of Hearts – Queen of Diamonds – 7 of Hearts *

Another woman or person might harbor a secret wish that somehow relates to me. I might be having a secret wish myself regarding a matter that I’m reluctant to address, though. A project of mine that I keep secret or to myself.

Queen of Clubs – 8 of Clubs * – Jack of Clubs

Worries and concerns regarding a pet of ours (we have yet another kitten with a bad eye, he managed to scratch it up pretty bad playing). Something that’s not going to come to pass no matter how much I try. Meeting with failure in a matter that might bother me more than I care to admit. Delays and unexpected problems in a matter … might irritate me enough to just give up on it.

10 of Hearts – 9 of Hearts * – King of Spades

Frustrations in a relationship that bother me a great deal. Someone might act careless or inconsiderate, which hurts my feelings in turn. Feeling that I might have to make a decision in a relationship or matter I feel connected to and being unsure what to do about it. Feeling undecided in a matter, and trying to come up with a solution.

Jack of Hearts – Queen of Clubs – 10 of Hearts

A wish might come true with a bit of planning and initiative. Someone might help me make one of my goals/wishes come true.

Queen of Diamonds – 8 of Clubs * – 9 of Hearts *

Delays and obstacles might make me feel very irritated and frustrated – a part of me might be about to resign over constant problems and obstacles that keep arising in a matter.

7 of Hearts * – Jack of Clubs – King of Spades

A secret worry regarding a pet of ours. Struggling to make a decision in an important matter. Something that bothers me a great deal more than I care to admit. Keeping something ‘hidden’ or ‘inside’, rather than make it public.

Jack of Hearts – 8 of Clubs * – King of Spades

Something that I’m trying to accomplish might not come through this next week and meet with more or new delays and problems. Postponing a matter, considering it to be the best options.

10 of Hearts – 8 of Clubs * – 7 of Hearts *

Conflicts or issues in a relationship that I’m keeping to myself. I might keep certain frustrations in regards to a relationship to myself rather than address them. Feeling that something just isn’t clicking or jiving with me. Possibly ignoring or being in denial over something that isn’t working and probably will never work.

Jack of Hearts – 7 of Hearts * – 10 of Hearts – King of Spades

A secret wish of mine related to one of my relationships or something that is dear to me. A project of mine that I’ve been keeping to myself so far and that I might have to make a decision about. Evaluating a certain project or matter that is dear to me but might be detrimental after all.

Queen of Clubs – Queen of Diamonds – Jack of Clubs – 9 of Hearts *

Feeling heavily ambivalent regarding a matter; serious concern regarding the well being of one of our pets. Being indecisive in a matter, and if I’m not careful, this indecision/indifference might lead to failure and regret.

8 of Clubs * – Jack of Hearts: delays in fulfilling or making a wish come true; delays in a project of mine; feeling a tad jealous of someone or something

8 of Clubs * – Queen of Diamonds: frustration related to someone else, or feeling conflicted and frustrated about something/someone

8 of Clubs * – 7 of Hearts *: keeping frustrations hidden/to myself; hidden jealousy or envy might be eating at me; I might feel blocked and/or lethargic

8 of Clubs * – Queen of Clubs: frustrations and conflict due to delays and/or jealousy; feeling powerless in a matter

8 of Clubs * – Jack of Clubs: worries and concerns regarding a pet that I’m not sure what to do about, trying to stave off a potential failure or being in denial about something falling apart/failing

8 of Clubs * – 10 of Hearts: blocks and hindrances in a relationship or matter dear to me; feeling blocked and incapable of accomplishing something; a relationship that causes me to feel jealous or envious

8 of Clubs * – 9 of Hearts *: feeling indifferent about a delay or complication; feeling indecisive on how to tackle an obstacle

8 of Clubs * – King of Spades: blocked decision, incapable of going through with someone, being careful not to make a hasty decision, might be better to postpone a decision at the moment

Daily Draw 10-05-2014

Daily Draw 10-05-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 34 Fish & 1 Rider

Being careful with money might be a good idea. Not being overly excessive in our ventures, trying to remain within our ‘limits’ and not go overboard.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Clubs & Jack of Diamonds & 4 of Hearts

Struggling to make a decision in a matter that I feel ambivalent about, to say the least. Feeling torn between several options and trying to make the right decision.

Skat: Jack of Spades & 8 of Clubs * & Queen of Spades

Might be a good idea trying to avoid giving in to temptation. A ‘burning’ desire is gnawing at my resolve to remain prudent and realistic.

Tarot: 3 of Skulls * (3 of Pentacles)

Feeling like things aren’t moving along the way I’d like them to. I might feel incapable or unable to make things happen, delays and confusion might prevent me from making wise decisions today. Caution not to try to force something to ‘fit’ or happen.

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Daily Draw 10-04-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 13 Child & 34 Fish

A new perspective brings happiness. A minor respite or time-out might help put things into perspective. Enriching my life by just being happy and enjoying simple things. Something new that brings joy and happiness (enriches my life).

ð Been fighting myself over whether to get a game or not, and *if* I want it, which version to get. I’ve refrained from making a definite decision as I don’t want to jump into it without making sure that’s what I really want.

Great Lenormand: 5 of Hearts & King of Spades & Queen of Diamonds

Failing to either find proper assistance or give aid brings out a rather tense and precarious situation. Misjudging a person or situation might lead to discord and friction if I am not careful. Might have to be careful not to rush into a decision that could wind up biting me in the butt later on as it was a fool’s decisions.

ð Fought hard not to go jump and buy the game for the PC but first try it out, see how I like it. Yes, the PC version comes with a few more goodies, but overall gameplay is better on a console. So, how more important are the ‘extras’ compared to how much fun playing the game is, that’s what it’s coming down to.

Skat: 7 of Clubs & 7 of Hearts & 10 of Hearts

Minor upset or frustration that passes fairly quickly, making way to harmony and happiness. A minor upset in/regarding a relationship that passes quickly. Hiding upset or irritation from someone else.

ð Probably same thing, trying to not rush into making a decision.. Plus, I tried taking a nap with hubby, but he was snoring so loudly, I got back up. And, hubby told me about something he’s been keeping to himself for a bit now I’m not sure how to feel about.

Tarot: 6 of Skulls * (6 of Pentacles)

Clingy, needy, greedy, unwilling/unable to share, feeling impoverished or lacking, failure, withdrawal, delays, selfishness. I might not feel very ‘charitable’ or caring today in terms of sharing something with someone else. Keeping something close to my vest and being rather closed off and withdrawn. Feeling lacking in a way or that I’m missing something ‘vital’. Careful not to give in to excess and make a bad (financial) decision.

ð Not giving in to temptation and doing a foolish thing wasn’t easy for me. I’ve been wanting that game on PC mostly for the goodies – true, some of the menus look better to me on the PC, but when it comes down to the nitty gritty of game play and such, it is better on console. And, let’s face it, it be absolutely retarded for me to buy the game for the console *and* the PC … now, that be just plainly wasting money stupidly.

Daily Draw 10-04-2014

Daily Draw 10-04-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 13 Child & 34 Fish

A new perspective brings happiness. A minor respite or time-out might help put things into perspective. Enriching my life by just being happy and enjoying simple things. Something new that brings joy and happiness (enriches my life).

Great Lenormand: 5 of Hearts & King of Spades & Queen of Diamonds

Failing to either find proper assistance or give aid brings out a rather tense and precarious situation. Misjudging a person or situation might lead to discord and friction if I am not careful. Might have to be careful not to rush into a decision that could wind up biting me in the butt later on as it was a fool’s decisions.

Skat: 7 of Clubs & 7 of Hearts & 10 of Hearts

Minor upset or frustration that passes fairly quickly, making way to harmony and happiness. A minor upset in/regarding a relationship that passes quickly. Hiding upset or irritation from someone else.

Tarot: 6 of Skulls * (6 of Pentacles)

Clingy, needy, greedy, unwilling/unable to share, feeling impoverished or lacking, failure, withdrawal, delays, selfishness. I might not feel very ‘charitable’ or caring today in terms of sharing something with someone else. Keeping something close to my vest and being rather closed off and withdrawn. Feeling lacking in a way or that I’m missing something ‘vital’. Careful not to give in to excess and make a bad (financial) decision.

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Daily Draw 10-03-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 16 Stars & 33 Key

New insights or taking a fresh view on something brings not only clarity but a solution/resolution. Withdrawal in order to gain valuable/needed insight and clarity in a matter.

ð Been struggling with a decision whether to get something or not. Been trying to be careful with our bandwidth. I know we have more now, but still, trying to play it smart. Neither of us felt like going anywhere today so we decided to stay home and have a nice evening just with the two of us.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Spades & 10 of Diamonds & 3 of Clubs

A message or piece of information leads to planning an event that I’m not yet sure how it’ll turn out. Talks regarding a plan or upcoming project/event. More careful planning might be required for it to turn out well.

ð We do want to go to a casino soon, though, as well as the beach. Hubby and I agreed, if nothing comes up, we likely will go the next off-days he has after finishing his night shift and the extra days he’s got coming up after that.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 7 of Clubs * & 9 of Clubs *

News, a piece of information or document creating friction and irritation as it heralds delays and obstacles that need to be overcome. Feeling blocked and limited in what I can accomplish in a given matter no matter how hard I try to figure out a way to get it done/make it happen.

ð We decided to delay our visit to the beach or casino once more. With him being on night shift, he just either wakes up too late and most things would be closed by the time he would’ve gotten up and ready, or he’d have to suffer staying up at hours he’s not used to, messing up his sleep schedule … and I know how that feels. So we figured, patience might be a good idea.

Tarot: 6 of Knives (6 of Swords)

Focus, concentration, analysis, discovery, moving forward, communication. It might be a good idea today to focus on something, make sure I’m looking at every angle before I proceed or go for it. Also, it might be time to talk about my ideas/thoughts and see what others have to say/add. A need to move forward/onward in a matter.

ð Overall, just talked about future plans such as going to the casino (never been) and going to the beach (never been before either), and making a couple more investments. Other than that, just chilled at the house.

Daily Draw 09-03-2014

Daily Draw 09-03-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 13 Child & 2 Clover

Isolation, withdrawal, border, boundary, vantage point/perspective; institution. Child, youth, innocence, naivety, playfulness, immaturity. Luck, happiness, chance, opportunity, short-lived. A positive and fortunate connection with someone from further away. New insights bringing new ideas and motivation.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Hearts & 9 of Hearts & 4 of Hearts

Success, accomplishment, union, marriage, relationship. Honors, fame, success, acknowledgment, recognition, reward. Indecision, playing both sides of the fence, torn loyalties/interests, fickleness. Uncertainty in/regarding a relationship or project that appears successful initially. Being unsure about the ‘success’ rate of something. Good start, but then fizzling out during the course of the action. Being unsure how to progress/where to go from ‘here’.

Skat: King of Spades & 10 of Clubs & 7 of Spades

Older man, grandfather, man of standing, police, judge; judgment, harshness, power. Conflict, argument, disagreement, frustration. Small/minor issue/sorrow, irritation. Argument or disagreement with a man will bring sadness and frustration. Making a choice might be accompanied with a lot of resistance and conflict, and lead to nowhere satisfying.

Tarot: Judgment

Revival, renewal, call/calling, awakening, motivation, inspiration. Well, might feel renewed interest or motivation in a matter or having to dig to find something to keep me going today. The vamp on the picture looks kind of defensive, making me wonder if I might have to stand up and fight for my ‘beliefs’ in a certain matter.

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Daily Draw 09-02-2014

Lenormand: 3 Ship & 28 Gentleman & 8 Coffin

Trip, journey, abroad/foreign, dreams, longings, commerce/trade. Man, husband, lover. Endings, death (of something), transformation, illness/sick, something ‘wrong’, weakness, pause, standstill, hibernation. Plans regarding a man might come to an abrupt end/standstill. Putting plans on hold related or concerning someone else. Hubby might put some of his plans on hold or cancel them. A planned trip is being cancelled. Hubby not feeling well.

ð We did make a quick trip to town in the evening, and a quick stop at the gym but didn’t stay long. Hubby’s been fighting a sore throat for days now.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Hearts & 10 of Hearts & 6 of Hearts

Seduction, temptation, playing both sides of the fence, indecision. Success, honors, fame, recognition, acknowledgment, reward. Fulfillment, success, accomplishment, marriage, union. Overcoming a possible temptation successfully. Not caving in to a temptation but sticking to my guns. Making the ‘right’ choice in a matter will bring about a sense of accomplishment and happiness.

ð Decided to go play one of my games, and try to just have ‘fun’, not worry about whether I can make it on that server or not. If it gets too much, I can always go back on another.

Skat: 7 of Spades & Queen of Diamonds & Jack of Hearts

Worries, minor trouble/issue, irritations. Woman, friend, female co-worker or (younger) relative. A child, faithfulness, loyalty; arts, creativity. A woman having trouble expressing herself (either me, myself or running into someone who might be expressing herself in a very positive fashion, irritating me … or might irritate her?). Someone who has good intentions but doesn’t always know how to express or put them into action in a positive/constructive fashion.

ð Not sure, met a, what I guess from the sounds of it, younger woman ingame yesterday who sounds nice but also said she’s inexperienced and would appreciate any help as she hasn’t played the game much. I told her I would try to be of much help as I could.

Tarot: Lovers *

Indecision, fickleness, torn loyalty, not wanting to settle for something but wanting as much/many as possible. Friction in a relationship, not knowing *what* one wants/desires. I might run into a situation where I just don’t really know what I want out of it, and/or what to make of it nor how to continue/follow up on it. I might feel rather indecisive and not much in a mood to connect with/to others today. Maybe a mood of feeling ‘disconnected’ from other people I care about/for.

ð Torn between playing both games. Some days, I gravitate to one, stay with it … at times for days, then feel kind of bad for not playing the other. Sounds extremely silly, probably is, but I have made some good buddies in both games, and I feel like ‘neglecting’ one if I focus on the other game.