Daily Draw 10-17-2014

Daily Draw 10-17-2014

Small Lenormand: 25 Ring & 21 Mountain & 13 Child

Short-lived and rather minor/negligible problems in or with a relationship or responsibility/agreement.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Hearts & 10 of Hearts & 2 of Diamonds

Successful projects and/or tasks that ought to turn out well and make me content about my progress. Fresh wind in a relationship. Feeling happy and content with accomplishments.

Skat: Jack of Diamonds & King of Diamonds & 8 of Spades *

Communications or conversations with someone that feel rather draining and going nowhere or simply disappointing.

Tarot: 6 of Grails (6 of Cups)

Memories (re)surfacing, contemplation or feeling somewhat sentimental or nostalgic. Thinking about matters ‘further off’, maybe a bit of daydream mood going on.

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Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Small Lenormand: 4 House & 14 Fox & 6 Clouds

Personal confusion or doubt gnawing on me. Something that secretively bothers me or makes me insecure. A cat causing some concern or worries.

ð Cats have been a bit more fussy for some reason than usual. Overall, not sure about doubts. I had my fair share of frustration with my games, though. One had an impromptu second update ob initially undetermined size so I didn’t want to download it really until hubby told me to go ahead since he didn’t plan on playing online on his off-days … then the other game of mine crashed twice upon loading before finally working on the third attempt. So, all in all, rather more a case of irritation and frustration thing.

Great Lenormand: King of Clubs & 8 of Diamonds &2 of Clubs

Obstacles with or due to a community or others is going to fade away. Overcoming problems or hurdles by being open minded and working with others. Trying to take lessons from past mistakes in order to avoid present/future ones.

ð Likely the second update they brought out for one of my online games. They didn’t tell me the size upfront, so when I started it, waited a few moments and didn’t see any progress while it stated the game would start once files are downloaded and installed … it make me rather antsy as I didn’t want to bust the bandwidth wide open.

Skat: Queen of Clubs & 7 of Diamonds * & 7 of Clubs *

Woman creating stress and issues. Stress and frustration based on or due to a woman. Someone who is feeling stressed and sad. Stress and anxiety causing sadness and tears.

ð Ran into another player, not sure whether it was a girl or guy playing. Female character, but doesn’t say much as I have found out by now. She kind of got in my way somewhat rudely which upset me quite a bit initially. We were able to talk things out and work out a compromise that suited both our needs in the end, though.

Tarot: 4 of Knives *

Might feel stressed and drained, restless and stirred up today. Unable to find peace and feeling of ease. Something or someone that might make me feel rather tense and potentially unwelcome or awkward.

ð Hadn’t slept well again the previous night, woke up later in the night, around a quarter to midnight, tried going back to sleep for an hour, couldn’t, so I got up, played one of my games for a few hours and laid back down for several more hours. But, just can’t catch up with my rest to save my life nor switch back over to dayshift hours. It’s turning into a major struggle ….

Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Small Lenormand: 4 House & 14 Fox & 6 Clouds

Personal confusion or doubt gnawing on me. Something that secretively bothers me or makes me insecure. A cat causing some concern or worries.

Great Lenormand: King of Clubs & 8 of Diamonds &2 of Clubs

Obstacles with or due to a community or others is going to fade away. Overcoming problems or hurdles by being open minded and working with others. Trying to take lessons from past mistakes in order to avoid present/future ones.

Skat: Queen of Clubs & 7 of Diamonds * & 7 of Clubs *

Woman creating stress and issues. Stress and frustration based on or due to a woman. Someone who is feeling stressed and sad. Stress and anxiety causing sadness and tears.

Tarot: 4 of Knives *

Might feel stressed and drained, restless and stirred up today. Unable to find peace and feeling of ease. Something or someone that might make me feel rather tense and potentially unwelcome or awkward.

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Daily Draw 10-15-2014

Small Lenormand: 25 Ring & 22 Roads & 11 Rods

Questionable or negative decisions made in regards to a relationship or agreement. Careful about entering any new agreements or responsibilities as they are not likely to be in my favor but only cause problems and friction.

ð Uncertain. Ran into someone last night in one of my games when I couldn’t sleep and figured I’d play for a bit before trying to lay back down. He seems ok, a bit odd and I hope that he’s not misunderstanding/misinterpreting my banter for flirting. So far he’s not made any comment to make me think that, but I’ve had too many in the past who thought I was coming on to them just because I was joking with and talking to them. Weird how that kind of behavior is somewhat misconstrued or misunderstood.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs

Seeking and receiving aid in regards to a situation where I could use some help in order to overcome an obstacle. Successfully overcoming a problem by means of compromise and being cautious/using my wits.

ð I’m not quite sure. Played my game yesterday and found that at least one change they made to a profession might actually be a good one. They de-valued the profession in terms of making much money with it (ingame money, of course), but at least for personal matters the changes might actually be somewhat beneficial as its very easy to level up. It took me near-about the fraction of a time to max out the first level as it did before. There are a lot of changes to the classes etc. that I have yet to figure out and learn, though. Especially in regards to healing … that’s going to be a challenge for sure.

Skat: 8 of Spades * & King of Diamonds & 8 of Hearts *

Someone who either is disappointed about something, or someone who disappoints me in terms of making me feel rather insignificant as if they don’t care. Feeling distant and sad.

ð Fortunately, no one did … well, maybe a little come to think of it. One of my buddies who yet again didn’t say a peep, and frankly, I didn’t feel like starting to talk to him yesterday. Some days, he’ll talk, others, nothing. Then, another person, I asked if they needed help as they seemed to be running around in circles, but all I got was dead silence. I don’t know, I was taught, someone asks you something you reply even if just in short. But, oh well.

Tarot: Lord of Knives * (King of Swords)

Harsh judgment and/or cruelty. Being too forceful or aggressive in what I say or in a decision I might make. Rushing into something without thinking matters through well first. Having a caustic and nasty attitude and way of dealing with things today. Having to be cautious not to let my bad mood/temper affect others around me.

ð I admit, I got a bit irritated with a couple of other players yesterday. Either, they have never done the quests before, or they were being a bit of a butt about it. On more than one occasion they were just standing there, doing nothing, when I would’ve really benefited from their help … mind you, those were quests where me beating the boss also meant they’d beat the boss. And them just seemingly letting me do most if not almost all the ‘work’ somewhat made me rather irritable.

Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Small Lenormand: 4 House & 14 Fox & 6 Clouds

Personal confusion or doubt gnawing on me. Something that secretively bothers me or makes me insecure. A cat causing some concern or worries.

Great Lenormand: King of Clubs & 8 of Diamonds &2 of Clubs

Obstacles with or due to a community or others is going to fade away. Overcoming problems or hurdles by being open minded and working with others. Trying to take lessons from past mistakes in order to avoid present/future ones.

Skat: Queen of Clubs & 7 of Diamonds * & 7 of Clubs *

Woman creating stress and issues. Stress and frustration based on or due to a woman. Someone who is feeling stressed and sad. Stress and anxiety causing sadness and tears.

Tarot: 4 of Knives *

Might feel stressed and drained, restless and stirred up today. Unable to find peace and feeling of ease. Something or someone that might make me feel rather tense and potentially unwelcome or awkward.

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Daily Draw 10-15-2014

Small Lenormand: 25 Ring & 22 Roads & 11 Rods

Questionable or negative decisions made in regards to a relationship or agreement. Careful about entering any new agreements or responsibilities as they are not likely to be in my favor but only cause problems and friction.

ð Uncertain. Ran into someone last night in one of my games when I couldn’t sleep and figured I’d play for a bit before trying to lay back down. He seems ok, a bit odd and I hope that he’s not misunderstanding/misinterpreting my banter for flirting. So far he’s not made any comment to make me think that, but I’ve had too many in the past who thought I was coming on to them just because I was joking with and talking to them. Weird how that kind of behavior is somewhat misconstrued or misunderstood.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs

Seeking and receiving aid in regards to a situation where I could use some help in order to overcome an obstacle. Successfully overcoming a problem by means of compromise and being cautious/using my wits.

ð I’m not quite sure. Played my game yesterday and found that at least one change they made to a profession might actually be a good one. They de-valued the profession in terms of making much money with it (ingame money, of course), but at least for personal matters the changes might actually be somewhat beneficial as its very easy to level up. It took me near-about the fraction of a time to max out the first level as it did before. There are a lot of changes to the classes etc. that I have yet to figure out and learn, though. Especially in regards to healing … that’s going to be a challenge for sure.

Skat: 8 of Spades * & King of Diamonds & 8 of Hearts *

Someone who either is disappointed about something, or someone who disappoints me in terms of making me feel rather insignificant as if they don’t care. Feeling distant and sad.

ð Fortunately, no one did … well, maybe a little come to think of it. One of my buddies who yet again didn’t say a peep, and frankly, I didn’t feel like starting to talk to him yesterday. Some days, he’ll talk, others, nothing. Then, another person, I asked if they needed help as they seemed to be running around in circles, but all I got was dead silence. I don’t know, I was taught, someone asks you something you reply even if just in short. But, oh well.

Tarot: Lord of Knives * (King of Swords)

Harsh judgment and/or cruelty. Being too forceful or aggressive in what I say or in a decision I might make. Rushing into something without thinking matters through well first. Having a caustic and nasty attitude and way of dealing with things today. Having to be cautious not to let my bad mood/temper affect others around me.

ð I admit, I got a bit irritated with a couple of other players yesterday. Either, they have never done the quests before, or they were being a bit of a butt about it. On more than one occasion they were just standing there, doing nothing, when I would’ve really benefited from their help … mind you, those were quests where me beating the boss also meant they’d beat the boss. And them just seemingly letting me do most if not almost all the ‘work’ somewhat made me rather irritable.

Daily Draw 07-27-2014

Daily Draw 07-27-2014

Lenormand: 17 Stork

Change, move. Might be I’d like to change something today, or something is going to change – whether I would like it to or not. Staying flexible might be another important aspect.

Great Lenormand: King of Diamonds

Present, audience, gift. Someone might approach me with an offer or a nice ‘gift’. Or I might try to do something nice for someone else. Being generous and giving. Sharing one’s wealth and riches, material or otherwise.

Skat: 9 of Hearts

Love, romance, relationship, commitment, wish fulfillment. Either, something I’ve been wishing/hoping for might come about, or I might have a strong desire for something/someone. Also, a pleasant day with pleasant encounters.

Tarot: World *

World reversed, incompletion, dissatisfaction, not being able to finish something, or possibly not wanting something to end. I might have something I’d like to close the chapter on, but it somehow just doesn’t seem possible. Or there’s something I *should* be closing the chapter on, but I’m clinging on to.

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Daily Draw 07-26-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds

Unrest, nervousness, stress, sorrow, sadness; talk, gossip, chit-chat; two people/group of people. Beware of gossip today. Furthermore, minor issues resulting in some stress and irritation flaring up. Something causing a bit of a ruckus.

ð Had a brief chat with one of my buddies. But, nothing stressful or unpleasant. Hubby didn’t feel all to great, and he was, initially, in a bit of a sour and irritated mood.

Great Lenormand: Jack of Clubs

Chase, chasing after something/someone, trying to catch up with something/someone; lure, bait. Someone might be dangling a ‘lure’ in front of me, trying to bait me with something. Or, simply, I feel like I can’t quite catch up with something today, that I’m always a tad behind of what I set out to accomplish.

ð Well, still fighting to decide whether to stay on that one realm or not. Getting tired of starting over, and I reckon I’ll just have to come to terms with the reality that they’ve connected so many realms to each other by now, there always will be people on. I’m used to fewer people, and it makes questing easier. All these realm connections, I’m not the biggest fan of them. Understand the idea behind it, and for some aspects of the gameplay, that might be beneficial, but for what I prefer to do, it’s not really true. So, I did wind up deleting characters from a realm, just to go back to it. In a way, I felt like I couldn’t ‘catch up’ with myself today in terms of coming to a decision there, and getting my characters starters and leveled up.

Skat: Queen of Hearts

Married woman, female querent, wife. Either, something that will relate directly to me in some ways, is important to me on a more personal level – or another woman becoming somehow important. Approaching matters in a gentle, intuitive, ‘motherly’ way?

ð Not sure. No other woman really I could think of. Bought a new eyeliner the other day, and it’s working out well. That might be it, as I feel it looks better than the one I’ve tried before. So, maybe in the aspect of Queen of Hearts as ‘beauty’ and ‘feminine touch’, that might be it. Not the best with make-up anyway, still figuring out a lot, hadn’t used make-up for years, decades, actually. Many a thing still somewhat ‘alien’ to me. Told hubby, usually, once I’m done putting on make-up, I feel more like a ‘tragic clown project’ than beautiful. He usually laughs it off and says I’m doing fine, and looking good. Very good hubby and knows just what to say. Regardless, might have to break down and watch some YouTube video on how to put on make-up without feeling like a tragic clown.

Tarot: 4 of Knives (4 of Swords)

Rest, silence, retreat, calm, withdrawal, respite. Taking a (mental) break from something. Trying to remain calm and centered – or setting out to find that calm, focused mindset. Being a bit more withdrawn – or also, simply abstaining from making rash decisions in a matter. Take a step back, think it through first.

ð It was, overall, a calm day. Hubby got up, ate something, then decided to cut the ever-growing and never-ceasing-to-grow grass, and then played his games. Trying to have one chill day without going anywhere before heading back to work.

Daily Draw 07-26-2014

Daily Draw 07-26-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds

Unrest, nervousness, stress, sorrow, sadness; talk, gossip, chit-chat; two people/group of people. Beware of gossip today. Furthermore, minor issues resulting in some stress and irritation flaring up. Something causing a bit of a ruckus.

Great Lenormand: Jack of Clubs

Chase, chasing after something/someone, trying to catch up with something/someone; lure, bait. Someone might be dangling a ‘lure’ in front of me, trying to bait me with something. Or, simply, I feel like I can’t quite catch up with something today, that I’m always a tad behind of what I set out to accomplish.

Skat: Queen of Hearts

Married woman, female querent, wife. Either, something that will relate directly to me in some ways, is important to me on a more personal level – or another woman becoming somehow important. Approaching matters in a gentle, intuitive, ‘motherly’ way?

Tarot: 4 of Knives (4 of Swords)

Rest, silence, retreat, calm, withdrawal, respite. Taking a (mental) break from something. Trying to remain calm and centered – or setting out to find that calm, focused mindset. Being a bit more withdrawn – or also, simply abstaining from making rash decisions in a matter. Take a step back, think it through first.

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Daily Draw 07-25-2014

Lenormand: 10 Scythe

Cut, end, harvest, sudden beginning/end; harsh, unexpected; scare. Might be something unexpected taking place today, something sudden. Or, I might feel that I need to cut something out, end something, and move on. Having to be cautious not to be too aggressive and/or harsh.

ð In the morning, had a bit of a problem getting things going. One of them mornings where a lot of little things didn’t seem to care to work with me. Finally got better. Then, hubby had an issue with one of his games that he downloaded an update for the previous night. Had to restart the whole game, which didn’t make him very happy. So, in that regard, the sudden, unexpected ‘end’ seems appropriate. Apart from it being extremely annoying and frustrating.

Great Lenormand: 3 of Clubs

Experimentation, examination, observation, waiting, patience. Paying attention to things as they unfold, and see what’s going on, trying to figure out if something *is* working or not, and if not, make necessary changes/adjustments. Overall, paying attention to matters.

ð Still feel a bit like I’m drifting in one of my games. Not sure I feel at home on any of the realms I’m currently playing on, and I keep bouncing around, trying to get a ‘feel’ for each one and figure out whether I want to stay on it, and level my characters or not. I miss my other co-player. She hadn’t been on in over a month again. Talked briefly to another buddy of mine, but he hadn’t heard from her either. Think it’s another reason I’m feeling rather restless and incapable (and/or unwilling) to settle for a realm at the moment.

Skat: 10 of Hearts

Harmony, love, marriage, commitment, solution, family, happiness. Ought to be a pleasant day. Things going well (not yet, starting out was kinda rough so far, so hopefully it’ll begin getting better) with a harmonious and content atmosphere in general. Family might become important. Or, finding the solution to a problem.

ð Apart from the somewhat ‘rough’ start, and the issue with hubby’s game, it overall was a rather chill and nice day, after all. Once we got past the issues.

Tarot: Judgment

Awakening, call, reckoning, judgment, awareness, revival. Might be feeling drawn strongly towards something, or feel very strongly about something that’s been ‘calling’ me for a bit. Apart from picking up my studies for the driver’s test, I’ve been wanting to read up and get back into Reiki and practicing it some more again. And, my Tarot studies, of course, as well. Otherwise, might feel like part of me – or something in my life – is being ‘reborn’ or fire rekindled.

ð I started my Reiki up again. I forgot how sleepy it sometimes makes me. Starting to wonder if it’s not better to do it in the evening, rather than in the morning. Otherwise, I didn’t really feel “called” by anything in particular yesterday other than to pick up my Reiki practice again. Felt guilty for not working out, so, that’s another thing in the back of my mind I told myself I have to do and keep it up.