Weekly Draw 11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Weekly Draw

11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Small Lenormand

10 – 06 – 08

12 – 20 – 05

31 – 25 – 13

10 Scythe – 6 Clouds – 8 Coffin

Something confusing might arise as quickly as it vanished again. Unexpected problems and irritations may lead me to feel somewhat blue and down for a short while. Cutting through a confusing state in order to solve it quickly. Feeling mentally and emotionally somewhat worn out.

12 Birds – 20 Park – 5 Tree

Unrest and stress in relations to groups of people as well as health related matters that might cause some worry and anxiety. Gossip and talk in or with others that might be boring to me or of little to no interest. Feeling isolated and ‘not part’ of a group.

31 Sun – 25 Ring – 13

Happiness brought on by a relationship that brings me much joy. A new connection or relationship I form (friendship) might bring me quite a bit of happiness and laughter. Finding some light-hearted diversion by interacting with someone else.

10 – Scythe – 12 Birds – 31 Sun

Cutting out the gossip if/whenever possible. Not paying no attention to hearsay and/or gossip that I might be confronted with this coming week. Trying to stay focused and optimistic, even if smaller issues arise that might throw me off for a moment. Not letting smaller troubles/worries bring me down.

6 Clouds – 20 Park – 25 Ring

Feeling burdened or uncertain about my relationship or commitment to someone or a group of people. I might question my membership in at least one of my groups or feel somewhat ‘alienated’ in one of them. A commitment that I’m not sure how I feel about.

8 Coffin – 5 Tree – 13 Child

Health issues that fade/pass quickly. Initially feeling down about something, but it passes quickly. Finding something new to focus on in order to overcome a bout of boredom and a feel of lethargy. Something breathing a fresh air into a matter that I was to give up on.

10 Scythe – 20 Park – 13 Child

A surprising new connection or public matter arising. A matter related to a group of people that is being resolved positively and quickly.

31 – Sun – 20 Park – 8 Coffin

A matter I feel very ambivalent in. Something good might occur, but there’s something ‘bad’ following it or involved. Gaining clarity about how I truly feel in a particular matter, getting to the bottom of things even though the truth might not be quite as positive as I hoped for. Acknowledging the truth in a matter that might be a tad painful for me to admit. Coming to terms with an inevitable/necessary end in a matter.

10 Scythe – 8 Coffin – 31 Sun – 13 Child

Sudden or unexpected end might be shocking or hurtful at first, but creates room for something new and potentially ‘better’. I might have to call an end to something in order to feel more lighthearted and unburdened again. Something that’s been weighing me down or bothering me coming to an end.

12 Birds – 6 Clouds – 5 Tree – 25 Ring

Confusion and unrest/worries regarding a relationship might affect my health. Or, I’m worried about the ‘health’ of a relationship that I’m feeling unsure about. Questioning my involvement or commitment with/to something or someone that might be actually hampering or negatively influencing me. Gossip or talks that bring only confusion and anxiety in a matter that I’m already uncertain about.

20 Park – 10 Scythe: unexpected matter relating to groups of people or others, withdrawing from a group or public/cooping up

20 Park – 6 Clouds: A group is confusing me or I’m feeling uncertain and ambivalent about a group of people or someone else. Worries being addressed ‘publicly’, I might voice my confusion/anxiety about a matter.

20 Park – 8 Coffin: end of a membership, leaving a group, feeling very negatively about someone or something else.

20 Park – 12 Birds: gossip and small talk with others; anxiety caused by others.

20 Park – 5 Tree: health concerns, visiting a place that is health related or because of health related matters (buying equipment, supplements etc.).

20 Park – 31 Sun: happiness found in an outing or in nature; enjoying the outdoors to re-energize; public display of happiness

20 Park – 25 Ring: an official commitment or relationship; something or someone being made public that I’m connected to.

20 Park – 13 Child: a new connection with someone, meeting new people.

Quintessence: 22 – Roads

Might have to face a lot of choices and decisions this coming week. Opportunities arise that I have to figure out whether to follow up on them, or pass.

Weekly Draw 11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Weekly Draw

11-03-2014 through 11-09-2014

Small Lenormand

10 – 06 – 08

12 – 20 – 05

31 – 25 – 13

10 Scythe – 6 Clouds – 8 Coffin

Something confusing might arise as quickly as it vanished again. Unexpected problems and irritations may lead me to feel somewhat blue and down for a short while. Cutting through a confusing state in order to solve it quickly. Feeling mentally and emotionally somewhat worn out.

12 Birds – 20 Park – 5 Tree

Unrest and stress in relations to groups of people as well as health related matters that might cause some worry and anxiety. Gossip and talk in or with others that might be boring to me or of little to no interest. Feeling isolated and ‘not part’ of a group.

31 Sun – 25 Ring – 13

Happiness brought on by a relationship that brings me much joy. A new connection or relationship I form (friendship) might bring me quite a bit of happiness and laughter. Finding some light-hearted diversion by interacting with someone else.

10 – Scythe – 12 Birds – 31 Sun

Cutting out the gossip if/whenever possible. Not paying no attention to hearsay and/or gossip that I might be confronted with this coming week. Trying to stay focused and optimistic, even if smaller issues arise that might throw me off for a moment. Not letting smaller troubles/worries bring me down.

6 Clouds – 20 Park – 25 Ring

Feeling burdened or uncertain about my relationship or commitment to someone or a group of people. I might question my membership in at least one of my groups or feel somewhat ‘alienated’ in one of them. A commitment that I’m not sure how I feel about.

8 Coffin – 5 Tree – 13 Child

Health issues that fade/pass quickly. Initially feeling down about something, but it passes quickly. Finding something new to focus on in order to overcome a bout of boredom and a feel of lethargy. Something breathing a fresh air into a matter that I was to give up on.

10 Scythe – 20 Park – 13 Child

A surprising new connection or public matter arising. A matter related to a group of people that is being resolved positively and quickly.

31 – Sun – 20 Park – 8 Coffin

A matter I feel very ambivalent in. Something good might occur, but there’s something ‘bad’ following it or involved. Gaining clarity about how I truly feel in a particular matter, getting to the bottom of things even though the truth might not be quite as positive as I hoped for. Acknowledging the truth in a matter that might be a tad painful for me to admit. Coming to terms with an inevitable/necessary end in a matter.

10 Scythe – 8 Coffin – 31 Sun – 13 Child

Sudden or unexpected end might be shocking or hurtful at first, but creates room for something new and potentially ‘better’. I might have to call an end to something in order to feel more lighthearted and unburdened again. Something that’s been weighing me down or bothering me coming to an end.

12 Birds – 6 Clouds – 5 Tree – 25 Ring

Confusion and unrest/worries regarding a relationship might affect my health. Or, I’m worried about the ‘health’ of a relationship that I’m feeling unsure about. Questioning my involvement or commitment with/to something or someone that might be actually hampering or negatively influencing me. Gossip or talks that bring only confusion and anxiety in a matter that I’m already uncertain about.

20 Park – 10 Scythe: unexpected matter relating to groups of people or others, withdrawing from a group or public/cooping up

20 Park – 6 Clouds: A group is confusing me or I’m feeling uncertain and ambivalent about a group of people or someone else. Worries being addressed ‘publicly’, I might voice my confusion/anxiety about a matter.

20 Park – 8 Coffin: end of a membership, leaving a group, feeling very negatively about someone or something else.

20 Park – 12 Birds: gossip and small talk with others; anxiety caused by others.

20 Park – 5 Tree: health concerns, visiting a place that is health related or because of health related matters (buying equipment, supplements etc.).

20 Park – 31 Sun: happiness found in an outing or in nature; enjoying the outdoors to re-energize; public display of happiness

20 Park – 25 Ring: an official commitment or relationship; something or someone being made public that I’m connected to.

20 Park – 13 Child: a new connection with someone, meeting new people.

Quintessence: 22 – Roads

Might have to face a lot of choices and decisions this coming week. Opportunities arise that I have to figure out whether to follow up on them, or pass.

Daily Draw 10-22-2014

Daily Draw 10-22-2014

Small Lenormand: 4 House & 14 Fox & 17 Stork

Questionable private/domestic change(s). Changes in/around the home might require some more thought and planning. Being smart in a private matter is likely to bring the desired changes.

Great Lenormand: Jack of Hearts & 5 of Hearts & 2 of Hearts

Successfully working with others brings about a feeling of peace and accomplishment. Getting something accomplished with the help of others. Finding quite time after social interactions.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Clubs

Piece of information or news that might proof beneficial or positive for one of my projects. Being careful not to trust everything I’m being told today.

Tarot: 5 of Skulls (5 of Pentacles)

Feeling drained and ‘empoverished’ in a way. Feeling like something’s missing or draining me. Might not feel the greatest physically, rather tired and exhausted.

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Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Small Lenormand: 12 Birds & 2 Clover & 15 Bear

Being excited over something that brings strength and a feel of security. Gossip or unrest that requires a bit of diplomacy to settle. Squashing any potential issues quickly by determined action.

ð Feeling a bit ignored in one of my groups, actually. Otherwise, felt somewhat irritable all day long with no apparent reason … well, probably because hubby was in not the best of moods after not having slept well. He was very irritable himself all day.

Great Lenormand: 3 of Clubs & 9 of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Careful preparations make a project a whole lot easier to complete. After some contemplation and planning, a project ought to go smoothly and be finished successfully.

ð Overall things went alright except for a few minor issues when hubby had problems figuring out what to do in one of his games. We postponed the cool-sealing as he was feeling not too well.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & Jack of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Negative news or piece of information. Something or someone that might cause me to feel somewhat down and irritated.

ð Probably hubby’s irritability all day long. Treading on egg shells, trying to improve his mood. He does not handle being over-tried well.

Tarot: Queen of Knives * (Queen of Swords)

Feeling confused or irritable, having to b careful not to lash out at someone verbally. Passive-aggressive tendencies or moodiness that I might need to watch today.

ð Most likely not feeling the greatest myself on top of hubby not having slept too well himself and as a result being rather irritated and easily upset all day long. Had a few patches it took quite a bit to not go lash back.

Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Small Lenormand: 12 Birds & 2 Clover & 15 Bear

Being excited over something that brings strength and a feel of security. Gossip or unrest that requires a bit of diplomacy to settle. Squashing any potential issues quickly by determined action.

Great Lenormand: 3 of Clubs & 9 of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Careful preparations make a project a whole lot easier to complete. After some contemplation and planning, a project ought to go smoothly and be finished successfully.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & Jack of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Negative news or piece of information. Something or someone that might cause me to feel somewhat down and irritated.

Tarot: Queen of Knives * (Queen of Swords)

Feeling confused or irritable, having to b careful not to lash out at someone verbally. Passive-aggressive tendencies or moodiness that I might need to watch today.

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Daily Draw 10-20-2014

Small Lenormand: 11 Rods & 21 Mountain & 5 Tree

Conflict and issues arising to problems in either health or long-term project. Communications that drag out and might not lead anywhere in a matter.

ð Been feeling a bit beat up and achy, but nothing too terribly serious. Hoping to get a certain item to drop in one of my games but not sure I’ll be able to pull it off.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Hearts & Jack of Clubs & Ace of Hearts

Creatively seeking solutions to domestic/private matters. A (private/domestic) project is taking way longer than anticipated.

ð We postponed cool-sealing the roof to tomorrow. Hubby didn’t feel too great so we opted for a more relaxed, laid back day.

Skat: 9 of Hearts * & 10 of Diamonds & Ace of Spades *

Financial problems cause irritations and sadness. Feeling disheartened or confused about a situation or matter.

ð Not financial problems per se. But we did go by some thrift stores, and hubby found himself some clothes for a good price. Which meant we were spending a bit more than I planned on, especially having to still go by the grocery store, but it’s OK. The clothes were just too good to pass up and he needed some.

Tarot: Temperance *

Feeling imbalanced or uncertain about a matter. Being unable to reconcile different aspects / things into a harmonious order or compromise.

ð I feel a bit stressed out over having spend more than I planned on before payday. I know it’s in the budget, I did the figuring. However, every time we cut it this ‘close’ I get anxious and nervous that I did after all miscalculate.

Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Small Lenormand: 12 Birds & 2 Clover & 15 Bear

Being excited over something that brings strength and a feel of security. Gossip or unrest that requires a bit of diplomacy to settle. Squashing any potential issues quickly by determined action.

Great Lenormand: 3 of Clubs & 9 of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Careful preparations make a project a whole lot easier to complete. After some contemplation and planning, a project ought to go smoothly and be finished successfully.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & Jack of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Negative news or piece of information. Something or someone that might cause me to feel somewhat down and irritated.

Tarot: Queen of Knives * (Queen of Swords)

Feeling confused or irritable, having to b careful not to lash out at someone verbally. Passive-aggressive tendencies or moodiness that I might need to watch today.

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Daily Draw 10-20-2014

Small Lenormand: 11 Rods & 21 Mountain & 5 Tree

Conflict and issues arising to problems in either health or long-term project. Communications that drag out and might not lead anywhere in a matter.

ð Been feeling a bit beat up and achy, but nothing too terribly serious. Hoping to get a certain item to drop in one of my games but not sure I’ll be able to pull it off.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Hearts & Jack of Clubs & Ace of Hearts

Creatively seeking solutions to domestic/private matters. A (private/domestic) project is taking way longer than anticipated.

ð We postponed cool-sealing the roof to tomorrow. Hubby didn’t feel too great so we opted for a more relaxed, laid back day.

Skat: 9 of Hearts * & 10 of Diamonds & Ace of Spades *

Financial problems cause irritations and sadness. Feeling disheartened or confused about a situation or matter.

ð Not financial problems per se. But we did go by some thrift stores, and hubby found himself some clothes for a good price. Which meant we were spending a bit more than I planned on, especially having to still go by the grocery store, but it’s OK. The clothes were just too good to pass up and he needed some.

Tarot: Temperance *

Feeling imbalanced or uncertain about a matter. Being unable to reconcile different aspects / things into a harmonious order or compromise.

ð I feel a bit stressed out over having spend more than I planned on before payday. I know it’s in the budget, I did the figuring. However, every time we cut it this ‘close’ I get anxious and nervous that I did after all miscalculate.

Daily Draw 10-03-2014

Daily Draw 10-03-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 16 Stars & 33 Key

New insights or taking a fresh view on something brings not only clarity but a solution/resolution. Withdrawal in order to gain valuable/needed insight and clarity in a matter.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Spades & 10 of Diamonds & 3 of Clubs

A message or piece of information leads to planning an event that I’m not yet sure how it’ll turn out. Talks regarding a plan or upcoming project/event. More careful planning might be required for it to turn out well.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 7 of Clubs * & 9 of Clubs *

News, a piece of information or document creating friction and irritation as it heralds delays and obstacles that need to be overcome. Feeling blocked and limited in what I can accomplish in a given matter no matter how hard I try to figure out a way to get it done/make it happen.

Tarot: 6 of Knives (6 of Swords)

Focus, concentration, analysis, discovery, moving forward, communication. It might be a good idea today to focus on something, make sure I’m looking at every angle before I proceed or go for it. Also, it might be time to talk about my ideas/thoughts and see what others have to say/add. A need to move forward/onward in a matter.

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Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 8 Coffin

Stress that leaves towards the evening. Emotional distress that slowly goes away … or a deepening of emotional unrest and depressive mood. Feeling burdened and powerless.

ð Not sure what happened, but when I first woke up I felt ok, wanted to just relax for a few more minutes, fell asleep again just to wake up during a bad dream and felt horrible for the rest of the day until I took a nap in the evening after hubby left for work. Felt better, but then, when I tried laying down again, I couldn’t find no rest, kept waking up and the storms coming through didn’t help. Certainly one bad day followed by a bad night.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Clubs & King of Clubs & 7 of Spades

Seeking assistance in a matter. Having problems figuring out something despite help from others (or maybe that’s the problem, I’m trying to resolve something myself rather than ask for help).

ð Not sure, I just really thought I would feel better as I seriously need to get back into doing some stuff … but feeling like an utter zombie unable to focus, that’s not going to happen. Just don’t understand what caused this odd sleep issue during night time. Hubby proposed to go out tomorrow and left it up to me where we’ll go. Not sure yet.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & Ace of Spades * & 9 of Clubs

Bad news causing me to worry and stress out; though the worries are unfounded. News that initially upset but then after a moments thought and consideration are put into perspective.

ð No news as far as I recall. Just one weird, wacky day followed by an even worse night and not sure what the heck caused it.

Tarot: Judgment *

Feeling stuck, powerless, uninspired, desolate. I might feel somewhat desolate and depressed today, not knowing for sure what to do in a certain matter or as if I don’t have much choice in a matter and it’s pretty much being taken out of my hands. Something that might make me feel isolated and lonely.

ð Probably me waking up feeling seriously badly in the morning after I done fell asleep one more time, waking up with a start when I had a bad dream. Dragged myself through the day, took a nap which helped for a bit. Then, again, when laying down I couldn’t fall asleep, I kept waking up, not just due to the storms that kept coming through all night, but overall extremely restless. And no clue what brought it on. I just hope today will be better. If only I could figure out what’s upsetting me subconsciously so badly.

Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 8 Coffin

Stress that leaves towards the evening. Emotional distress that slowly goes away … or a deepening of emotional unrest and depressive mood. Feeling burdened and powerless.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Clubs & King of Clubs & 7 of Spades

Seeking assistance in a matter. Having problems figuring out something despite help from others (or maybe that’s the problem, I’m trying to resolve something myself rather than ask for help).

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & Ace of Spades * & 9 of Clubs

Bad news causing me to worry and stress out; though the worries are unfounded. News that initially upset but then after a moments thought and consideration are put into perspective.

Tarot: Judgment *

Feeling stuck, powerless, uninspired, desolate. I might feel somewhat desolate and depressed today, not knowing for sure what to do in a certain matter or as if I don’t have much choice in a matter and it’s pretty much being taken out of my hands. Something that might make me feel isolated and lonely.

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Daily Draw 10-01-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 25 Ring & 31 Sun

A stable relationship brings happiness. Finding much strength and feeling of security in a happy relationship.

ð Overall, felt pretty good. Miss hubby, with him working nights, we hadn’t gotten to see much of each other. Either I’m asleep when he comes home, or he’s asleep when I’m up … or he’s heading out the door to go to work.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Clubs & King of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Seeking respite after a time of struggle might help figure out what I need to do next. Taking a moment to consider my options in a matter, and how to best progress from here on out.

ð Made it a chill day. Plus, I ran an experiment to see how much bandwidth me playing some of my Kindle games is going to take up in order for me to figure out if I can play them or not. I know we upped the bandwidth, but I don’t want to suck it all up playing silly Kindle games. So I pretty much only played them, and nothing else online to see how it is going to affect the bandwidth.

Skat: Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Spades & Ace of Hearts

News or talks with another woman, possibly older, regarding a private or domestic matter. A relative calling or thoughts regarding a female relative. Communications/talks regarding a domestic/private matter that’s important to me.

ð No news or talks. Been wondering why I hadn’t heard from my mom yet again. Well, I didn’t realize, my charming kitten snatched the phone off the table *again*. Getting to damn tired of him doing that.

Tarot: 9 of Grails (9 of Cups)

Happiness, content, wish fulfilled/fulfillment, satisfaction, ecstatic. Might have reason to be happy and content today, feeling overall happy and satisfied with things, things going smooth. Or just simply the advice to focus on what makes me happy and acknowledge the good things in my life.

ð Felt overall happy and content, so, it fit. Start feeling better again as well.

Daily Draw 09-27-2014

Daily Draw 09-27-2014

Lenormand: 4 House & 17 Stork & 34 Fish

Home, house, privacy, security, safety, comfort, origin, body/self. Change, flexibility, move, movement, care. Riches, wealth, plenty, subconscious, water/liquid/alcohol. Making changes in order to make the home more pleasant and ‘rich. Private/domestic changes bring wealth and comfort. Changes that are fluent and enriching. Staying flexible and going with the flow in a private/personal/domestic matter.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Hearts & 5 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds

Family, union, group. Disaster due to carelessness/recklessness, over-estimating one’s skills/experience. Re-union, re-conciliation, compromise. Family matters that require special attention and care so they don’t get out of hand. Being able to overcome a possibly bad domestic issue. Taking it one step at a time.

Skat: Jack of Clubs & 10 of Spades & 8 of Spades

Negativity, negation, official matters/institutions; pet. Long(er) journey/trip/distance/duration; a year or more. Jealousy, envy, irritation; evening. Something that’s been a thorn in my (our) side for a longer period of time already is still causing issues. A long-term issue that’s still creating a sense of irritation and frustration. A pet that might be in need of more attention then what it’s been getting lately.

Tarot: 4 of Skulls * (4 of Pentacles)

Unstable, shook up, insecure, weakness, obstacle, stubbornness. I might be acting a bit clingy and/or stubborn today, and not quite as flexible as I should. I might worry about something way more than I should and need (especially financially?). Feeling a bit shock up or weak/drained (due to not having overcome my illness yet?).

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Daily Draw 09-26-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 16 Stars

Hectic, stress, unrest, talk, gossip, chit-chat. Success, mood, dreams, worry. Hope, dreams, aspiration, multitude, illusion. Emotional unrest and stress, mood might be not so good. It might need a bit to settle down. A matter that gets a bit upsetting before things are clarified and settled.

ð When I went outside in the evening to take the litter out, I thought I heard a cat crying very faintly. Initially, I thought I was hearing things as it stopped almost right after I came down the front steps and starting talking to the outside cats. So I figured I might’ve just imagined it or that it was the kitten on the inside that had another fit. When I came back, I stood in front of the house for a moment and waiting, just to be sure. After a few moments, I heard it again. Looked at the one outside cat we hadn’t fixed yet, but she hadn’t looked pregnant and didn’t look like she had just had a litter so what I had been dreading seemed to be true – when hubby went under the house to retrieve the ‘lost’ kitten, we did miss the rest of the litter. Now I know why for they were about opposite end of the house from where he had been. So I got a light and crawled under the house and found 3 scared and probably abut to starve kittens huddling together in an old cat condo we had put under the house a while ago. Poor things, I felt so terrible for them suffering so much just because we didn’t know they had been there. I am actually surprised they made it this long, close to 3 days without their mom. So far, they seem alright now that they’re re-united with her and have been feeding again. They still freak out like the other one did when we first brought him inside every time she gets up and moves around a bit. I hope in another day or two, they as well will settle down and in like the first kitten did.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Clubs & 2 of Hearts & 2 of Clubs

Luxury, comfort, youth, vanity/beauty. Intelligence, creativity, inspiration, idea. Wealth, riches, plenty, content. Today might be a nice day to chill and relax, and follow up on an idea that’ll make me (and/or hubby) feel a lot more at ease about something.

ð Hubby got himself a nice deal with a local guy, and then went online to get himself another goodie he had been looking at. So, overall, in that regard, yes, we had a good day and he was very happy with his two new goodies.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs & 9 of Spades *

News, message, document. Work, task, jealousy/worry without reason. Risk, daring, boldness. I might worry too much regarding a piece of news I receive. The worry or anxiety I feel about something might be unfounded. Trying not to make more out of something than there really is to it as it otherwise might lead to ‘real’ issues.

ð Not sure. I know the visit to the doc went pretty quick and smooth. Actually the fastest ever I can remember. Gave me some meds so I hope I’ll be good to go within the next few days again. Had a temporary issue with my Internet. Reset the modem first, didn’t help. So I reset the router plus modem, and it finally worked. Hubby was getting a bit frustrated as he wanted to play his one game and I was very glad when the Internet started acting right again.

Tarot: Lovers

Choice, decision, love, romance, relationships. Day might be centered around relationships and emotions for me today, having to make a few decisions that might also impact someone else – or simply making sure that decisions I make today are what I truly want and believe to be good decisions. Listening and paying attention to my hubby (and others).

ð Overall, I’d say, we had a good day. Hubby had made the commitment to buy himself something off a local guy for a good price that he’s very happy with plus he was able to get himself something online he had been goggling at for a little bit. Then me not being able to just let them poor kittens die of starvation. Can’t do it, I was so shook up anyway and worried that they might not make it after having been separated from the mom for almost 3 days. Felt terrible we accidentally put them through that. Yet, as far as I can tell, they’re doing well again now that they’re inside and re-united with her and being able to nurse off her once more.

Daily Draw 09-27-2014

Daily Draw 09-27-2014

Lenormand: 4 House & 17 Stork & 34 Fish

Home, house, privacy, security, safety, comfort, origin, body/self. Change, flexibility, move, movement, care. Riches, wealth, plenty, subconscious, water/liquid/alcohol. Making changes in order to make the home more pleasant and ‘rich. Private/domestic changes bring wealth and comfort. Changes that are fluent and enriching. Staying flexible and going with the flow in a private/personal/domestic matter.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Hearts & 5 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds

Family, union, group. Disaster due to carelessness/recklessness, over-estimating one’s skills/experience. Re-union, re-conciliation, compromise. Family matters that require special attention and care so they don’t get out of hand. Being able to overcome a possibly bad domestic issue. Taking it one step at a time.

Skat: Jack of Clubs & 10 of Spades & 8 of Spades

Negativity, negation, official matters/institutions; pet. Long(er) journey/trip/distance/duration; a year or more. Jealousy, envy, irritation; evening. Something that’s been a thorn in my (our) side for a longer period of time already is still causing issues. A long-term issue that’s still creating a sense of irritation and frustration. A pet that might be in need of more attention then what it’s been getting lately.

Tarot: 4 of Skulls * (4 of Pentacles)

Unstable, shook up, insecure, weakness, obstacle, stubbornness. I might be acting a bit clingy and/or stubborn today, and not quite as flexible as I should. I might worry about something way more than I should and need (especially financially?). Feeling a bit shock up or weak/drained (due to not having overcome my illness yet?).

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Daily Draw 09-26-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 16 Stars

Hectic, stress, unrest, talk, gossip, chit-chat. Success, mood, dreams, worry. Hope, dreams, aspiration, multitude, illusion. Emotional unrest and stress, mood might be not so good. It might need a bit to settle down. A matter that gets a bit upsetting before things are clarified and settled.

ð When I went outside in the evening to take the litter out, I thought I heard a cat crying very faintly. Initially, I thought I was hearing things as it stopped almost right after I came down the front steps and starting talking to the outside cats. So I figured I might’ve just imagined it or that it was the kitten on the inside that had another fit. When I came back, I stood in front of the house for a moment and waiting, just to be sure. After a few moments, I heard it again. Looked at the one outside cat we hadn’t fixed yet, but she hadn’t looked pregnant and didn’t look like she had just had a litter so what I had been dreading seemed to be true – when hubby went under the house to retrieve the ‘lost’ kitten, we did miss the rest of the litter. Now I know why for they were about opposite end of the house from where he had been. So I got a light and crawled under the house and found 3 scared and probably abut to starve kittens huddling together in an old cat condo we had put under the house a while ago. Poor things, I felt so terrible for them suffering so much just because we didn’t know they had been there. I am actually surprised they made it this long, close to 3 days without their mom. So far, they seem alright now that they’re re-united with her and have been feeding again. They still freak out like the other one did when we first brought him inside every time she gets up and moves around a bit. I hope in another day or two, they as well will settle down and in like the first kitten did.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Clubs & 2 of Hearts & 2 of Clubs

Luxury, comfort, youth, vanity/beauty. Intelligence, creativity, inspiration, idea. Wealth, riches, plenty, content. Today might be a nice day to chill and relax, and follow up on an idea that’ll make me (and/or hubby) feel a lot more at ease about something.

ð Hubby got himself a nice deal with a local guy, and then went online to get himself another goodie he had been looking at. So, overall, in that regard, yes, we had a good day and he was very happy with his two new goodies.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs & 9 of Spades *

News, message, document. Work, task, jealousy/worry without reason. Risk, daring, boldness. I might worry too much regarding a piece of news I receive. The worry or anxiety I feel about something might be unfounded. Trying not to make more out of something than there really is to it as it otherwise might lead to ‘real’ issues.

ð Not sure. I know the visit to the doc went pretty quick and smooth. Actually the fastest ever I can remember. Gave me some meds so I hope I’ll be good to go within the next few days again. Had a temporary issue with my Internet. Reset the modem first, didn’t help. So I reset the router plus modem, and it finally worked. Hubby was getting a bit frustrated as he wanted to play his one game and I was very glad when the Internet started acting right again.

Tarot: Lovers

Choice, decision, love, romance, relationships. Day might be centered around relationships and emotions for me today, having to make a few decisions that might also impact someone else – or simply making sure that decisions I make today are what I truly want and believe to be good decisions. Listening and paying attention to my hubby (and others).

ð Overall, I’d say, we had a good day. Hubby had made the commitment to buy himself something off a local guy for a good price that he’s very happy with plus he was able to get himself something online he had been goggling at for a little bit. Then me not being able to just let them poor kittens die of starvation. Can’t do it, I was so shook up anyway and worried that they might not make it after having been separated from the mom for almost 3 days. Felt terrible we accidentally put them through that. Yet, as far as I can tell, they’re doing well again now that they’re inside and re-united with her and being able to nurse off her once more.

Daily Draw 09-26-2014

Daily Draw 09-26-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 16 Stars

Hectic, stress, unrest, talk, gossip, chit-chat. Success, mood, dreams, worry. Hope, dreams, aspiration, multitude, illusion. Emotional unrest and stress, mood might be not so good. It might need a bit to settle down. A matter that gets a bit upsetting before things are clarified and settled.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Clubs & 2 of Hearts & 2 of Clubs

Luxury, comfort, youth, vanity/beauty. Intelligence, creativity, inspiration, idea. Wealth, riches, plenty, content. Today might be a nice day to chill and relax, and follow up on an idea that’ll make me (and/or hubby) feel a lot more at ease about something.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs & 9 of Spades *

News, message, document. Work, task, jealousy/worry without reason. Risk, daring, boldness. I might worry too much regarding a piece of news I receive. The worry or anxiety I feel about something might be unfounded. Trying not to make more out of something than there really is to it as it otherwise might lead to ‘real’ issues.

Tarot: Lovers

Choice, decision, love, romance, relationships. Day might be centered around relationships and emotions for me today, having to make a few decisions that might also impact someone else – or simply making sure that decisions I make today are what I truly want and believe to be good decisions. Listening and paying attention to my hubby (and others).

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Daily Draw 09-25-2014

Lenormand: 11 Rods & 22 Roads & 16 Stars

Conflict, confrontation, discipline, punishment, friction, clearing/cleaning. Choice, decision, alternative, merging/separating. Hope, dreams, aspiration, illusion, multitude. Having too many choices causes friction and a certain amount of stress. Trying to focus on one goal might be harder for me than I would think. Having to come up with an alternative strategy dealing with distress and discomfort brings relief.

ð Hubby was thinking of going to town Friday to look at some stuff, but considering he’s been having a bit of a rough work week and me still not being well, he figured it probably be smarter to just stay home and go online shopping. It would seem, both of my online games have more updates to download, and both of them large files so I will have to get up one of these nights to download them. Major pain in the tush, especially since I’m still feeling rather under the weather.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Diamonds & King of Hearts & 3 of Diamonds

Message, news, information, secret. Patience, reflection, introspection, time-out, meditation. Truce, compromise, cautious approach, reconciliation. A message might have me think for a moment that a reconciliation or re-connection with something or someone might be possible. Taking a moment to (re)consider my approach towards something or someone. Trying to reconcile or compromise in a matter where I’m not sure how I feel.

ð Hubby found out, he’s getting more overtime coming up in October. He had believed his co-worker to have gotten those days he was trying to get, but somehow, apparently they did give it to him after all which makes him feel better. That woman is getting plenty of overtime already.

Skat: 8 of Spades & 10 of Spades & Ace of Spades *

Jealousy, envy, discord; evening, short distance/duration. Long(er) trip/journey/duration/distance. Loss, theft, lie, betrayal. A long-held grudge or ill will bears only further sadness and hurt. If not careful, I might be in danger of loosing something (or someone) due my own (or their) negative attitude/behavior. Careful when travelling longer distances in the evening – I might loose something.

ð I stopped playing my online games as both have large files to download and I wasn’t entirely sure with one if the download indeed was paused. It made me incredibly nervous so I just quit playing. Somehow, I have to figure out how to get up one of these nights to start both downloads in order for me to play again. This is so annoying. One is a ‘pre-patch’ download to an upcoming expansion … that’s still like over a month and a half away. Why they already do this now, I don’t know. It’s just very inconvenient for me. In particular me not being well, this is going to suck.

Tarot: Magician *

Incapability, inability, disorganization, undisciplined, scattered energy/will, lacking focus/will/determination, indecision. I might not be very focused today, which might lead to problems if I’m not careful. Not trying to force something no matter ‘what’. Making an error in judgment either due to me wanting to force something or because I lack the skill/knowledge. Being a tad reckless and inconsiderate.

ð I think I did the right thing stop playing my online games till I can get those updates downloaded. Otherwise, though, I’ve felt scatter brained as my focus this past week’s not been good at all. I’m seriously tired of this cold or whatever it is. I dislike going to any doctor period, but knowing I have to get back to studying and preparing for this driver’s permit, I need to get over this stupid cold and it would seem that the over-the-counter stuff is giving some relief but otherwise not doing much in terms of overcoming it.