Daily Draw 09-26-2014

Daily Draw 09-26-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 16 Stars

Hectic, stress, unrest, talk, gossip, chit-chat. Success, mood, dreams, worry. Hope, dreams, aspiration, multitude, illusion. Emotional unrest and stress, mood might be not so good. It might need a bit to settle down. A matter that gets a bit upsetting before things are clarified and settled.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Clubs & 2 of Hearts & 2 of Clubs

Luxury, comfort, youth, vanity/beauty. Intelligence, creativity, inspiration, idea. Wealth, riches, plenty, content. Today might be a nice day to chill and relax, and follow up on an idea that’ll make me (and/or hubby) feel a lot more at ease about something.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs & 9 of Spades *

News, message, document. Work, task, jealousy/worry without reason. Risk, daring, boldness. I might worry too much regarding a piece of news I receive. The worry or anxiety I feel about something might be unfounded. Trying not to make more out of something than there really is to it as it otherwise might lead to ‘real’ issues.

Tarot: Lovers

Choice, decision, love, romance, relationships. Day might be centered around relationships and emotions for me today, having to make a few decisions that might also impact someone else – or simply making sure that decisions I make today are what I truly want and believe to be good decisions. Listening and paying attention to my hubby (and others).

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Daily Draw 09-25-2014

Lenormand: 11 Rods & 22 Roads & 16 Stars

Conflict, confrontation, discipline, punishment, friction, clearing/cleaning. Choice, decision, alternative, merging/separating. Hope, dreams, aspiration, illusion, multitude. Having too many choices causes friction and a certain amount of stress. Trying to focus on one goal might be harder for me than I would think. Having to come up with an alternative strategy dealing with distress and discomfort brings relief.

ð Hubby was thinking of going to town Friday to look at some stuff, but considering he’s been having a bit of a rough work week and me still not being well, he figured it probably be smarter to just stay home and go online shopping. It would seem, both of my online games have more updates to download, and both of them large files so I will have to get up one of these nights to download them. Major pain in the tush, especially since I’m still feeling rather under the weather.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Diamonds & King of Hearts & 3 of Diamonds

Message, news, information, secret. Patience, reflection, introspection, time-out, meditation. Truce, compromise, cautious approach, reconciliation. A message might have me think for a moment that a reconciliation or re-connection with something or someone might be possible. Taking a moment to (re)consider my approach towards something or someone. Trying to reconcile or compromise in a matter where I’m not sure how I feel.

ð Hubby found out, he’s getting more overtime coming up in October. He had believed his co-worker to have gotten those days he was trying to get, but somehow, apparently they did give it to him after all which makes him feel better. That woman is getting plenty of overtime already.

Skat: 8 of Spades & 10 of Spades & Ace of Spades *

Jealousy, envy, discord; evening, short distance/duration. Long(er) trip/journey/duration/distance. Loss, theft, lie, betrayal. A long-held grudge or ill will bears only further sadness and hurt. If not careful, I might be in danger of loosing something (or someone) due my own (or their) negative attitude/behavior. Careful when travelling longer distances in the evening – I might loose something.

ð I stopped playing my online games as both have large files to download and I wasn’t entirely sure with one if the download indeed was paused. It made me incredibly nervous so I just quit playing. Somehow, I have to figure out how to get up one of these nights to start both downloads in order for me to play again. This is so annoying. One is a ‘pre-patch’ download to an upcoming expansion … that’s still like over a month and a half away. Why they already do this now, I don’t know. It’s just very inconvenient for me. In particular me not being well, this is going to suck.

Tarot: Magician *

Incapability, inability, disorganization, undisciplined, scattered energy/will, lacking focus/will/determination, indecision. I might not be very focused today, which might lead to problems if I’m not careful. Not trying to force something no matter ‘what’. Making an error in judgment either due to me wanting to force something or because I lack the skill/knowledge. Being a tad reckless and inconsiderate.

ð I think I did the right thing stop playing my online games till I can get those updates downloaded. Otherwise, though, I’ve felt scatter brained as my focus this past week’s not been good at all. I’m seriously tired of this cold or whatever it is. I dislike going to any doctor period, but knowing I have to get back to studying and preparing for this driver’s permit, I need to get over this stupid cold and it would seem that the over-the-counter stuff is giving some relief but otherwise not doing much in terms of overcoming it.

Daily Draw 09-25-2014

Daily Draw 09-25-2014

Lenormand: 11 Rods & 22 Roads & 16 Stars

Conflict, confrontation, discipline, punishment, friction, clearing/cleaning. Choice, decision, alternative, merging/separating. Hope, dreams, aspiration, illusion, multitude. Having too many choices causes friction and a certain amount of stress. Trying to focus on one goal might be harder for me than I would think. Having to come up with an alternative strategy dealing with distress and discomfort brings relief.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Diamonds & King of Hearts & 3 of Diamonds

Message, news, information, secret. Patience, reflection, introspection, time-out, meditation. Truce, compromise, cautious approach, reconciliation. A message might have me think for a moment that a reconciliation or re-connection with something or someone might be possible. Taking a moment to (re)consider my approach towards something or someone. Trying to reconcile or compromise in a matter where I’m not sure how I feel.

Skat: 8 of Spades & 10 of Spades & Ace of Spades *

Jealousy, envy, discord; evening, short distance/duration. Long(er) trip/journey/duration/distance. Loss, theft, lie, betrayal. A long-held grudge or ill will bears only further sadness and hurt. If not careful, I might be in danger of loosing something (or someone) due my own (or their) negative attitude/behavior. Careful when travelling longer distances in the evening – I might loose something.

Tarot: Magician *

Incapability, inability, disorganization, undisciplined, scattered energy/will, lacking focus/will/determination, indecision. I might not be very focused today, which might lead to problems if I’m not careful. Not trying to force something no matter ‘what’. Making an error in judgment either due to me wanting to force something or because I lack the skill/knowledge. Being a tad reckless and inconsiderate.

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Daily Draw 09-24-2014

Lenormand: 11 Rods & 22 Roads & 30 Lily

Conflict, friction, discipline, punishment, clearing/cleaning, conversation. Choice, decision, alternative, merging/separating. Harmony/stress, family, purity, maturity. Having to make a difficult choice today which might cause some added stress. Conflicting choices present themselves and need more contemplation. Might have to put something on hold for a bit until I can figure out which is the best way to go.

ð Still feeling rather tired and under the weather. Been wanting to keep doing mock DMV permit tests, but I barely managed to focus on the simplest things yesterday so I didn’t do any. I’m glad we’re postponing the actual DMV trip. Not sure I’d make it if we went being ill and feeling this way.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Diamonds & 3 of Spades & Queen of Spades

Planning, organization, scheming/plotting. Fate, destiny, things beyond my control. Death, ending, loss, tragedy. Despite my best intentions and attempts, something might simply not be ‘meant’ to be today. Need to let go of something or just accept that it would be unwise and impossible to cling on to it. Accepting a loss or end – like one of my plans/ideas just simply not being realistic.

ð Well, I somewhat had to accept that I’m not 100%, and a lot of things I usually do without too much trouble, are kind of difficult for me to focus on at the moment. It’s super irritating and frustrating, but, well, until I get past this cold or whatever it is, I’ll just have to deal with my limitations.

Skat: 9 of Hearts & 7 of Spades & King of Clubs

Disinterest, carelessness, uncaring, detachment. Conflict, argument, failure/mishap/loss. Older man, usually with higher education/knowledge, lawyer, doctor. I might have to deal with someone today that is rather cold and uncaring about a particular matter or that is showing me the cold shoulder and doesn’t care how it impacts me. Trying not to get wrapped up in some kind of drama.

ð Can’t think of anyone. I ran into one of my buddies, and he was in a good mood, was his birthday so he was only on for a short time. My game froze up, too, and gave me a bit of fits, so I didn’t get to talking much with him before I decided to log off as I was getting to tired, I had to take a nap.

Tarot: 2 of Grails * (2 of Cups)

Detachment, conflict/friction between two people,, distrust/discord. I might be feeling emotional drained and/or detached from a particular matter, not caring for it too much or how it goes. Potentially have to content with some friction with someone else, someone that might not like me too much or that I don’t much care for. Feeling slightly frustrated and emotionally upset/restless.

ð Mostly frustrated over being ill, and not able to do the things I’ve been doing. It’s difficult for me to focus on most of my games these days, especially the ones where a lot is going on at times and I need to react quickly. Just not going to happen. So I’ve been resorting to mostly reading a book and playing a slow-paced game that I can pause if need be as well.

Daily Draw 08-02-2014

Daily Draw 08-02-2014

Lenormand: 16 Stars

Inspiration, clarity, intuition, luck, multitude. Ought to be a pleasant day today with things going fairly smooth. Might be a good idea to have a plan, though, so that we won’t get into the issue of “Ok, what do you want to do now? I thought you wanted to go do XY? No? Yes?”

Great Lenormand: 5 of Diamonds

Recklessness, carelessness, pending disaster, chaos, accident prone/in danger of accident/mishap. Proceed with caution today – not just while driving on the road, but in general. Apparently potential for problems arising due to failing to take proper caution and/or pay attention.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds

Document, news, ambition, inspiration, idea. Some news might be headed my way (or our way). Learning about something. Or we’ll have some spontaneous ideas about something. Otherwise, should be a pleasant day with this one here.

Tarot: Fool *

A reversed Fool tends to be reckless, throwing caution to the wind, acting silly/stupid/foolish in a bad way/inappropriate. Trying to stay focused and cautious might be a good idea. Not starting to act silly or immature in a matter. Things might get a bit chaotic or confusing, keep a cool head.

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Daily Draw 08-01-2014

Lenormand: 21 Mountain

Blockage, hindrance, obstacle, burden, enemy, resistance. Day might not go as smooth and without bumps as I’d care for. I believe it, too. Sleep badly last night. First, had trouble falling asleep, which I often have when hubby’s on night-shift and home. Then, he came into the bedroom around midnight, informing me he had been called in to work for the next day (today). Which, at that point, he still had to go take his sleep stuff and with that usually taking a couple of hours to kick in, I already knew he’d be only getting a few hours of sleep at best before he’ll have to get up again and head on out to work. Went ahead and got a few things ready for his lunch so I wouldn’t have to struggle with it when the alarm went off. But, I can tell, I’m way overtired. Going to be a long day.

ð Yeah, was a long day. And, while quite a few things went OK, there were plenty of little things that didn’t quite go well at all. Some of it due to me being so darn overtired. Felt like the day would never end.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Hearts

Finger pointing, advice, guidance, intuition, assistance, faith. Trying to have faith in things working out. Listening to my intuition, paying attention to my gut and just take it slow.

ð Tried to stay calm, and not let mishaps get under my skin, but in a few situations, I got pretty irritated. So I stopped what I was doing, and went on to something else. Also, hubby initially suggested going to town tonight which I thought was a bad idea. He had even gotten less sleep than me, and when he’s overtired, not a good idea to go anywhere he might get irritated because things don’t go smooth. A bit later into the afternoon, though, he saw reason, as he started to feel more and more seriously tired, so we postponed the trip till today.

Skat: Jack of Clubs

Guess only card left in the deck … could swear there are more when I shuffle … negativity, negation, institution/official matters, pet. Either a pet needing/requiring more attention, like Mr. Kitten. Or, things going not as smooth as planned. Feeling already this overtired, I can see how things might go awry if I’m not careful. Probably not a good day to try anything too complicated – and possibly just stick to something ‘easy’ and if I find things are going to get too irritating and I can’t keep up with something, unless I just *have* to do it, do something else.

ð Felt irritated most of the day, sluggish and irritated. But, didn’t think it be much different with the little sleep me and hubby got last night. Tried to stay calm and not let little things going wrong get under my skin. Still, not a day I’d like to repeat. Then, in the evening, there was hubby. His Playstation 4 had a hiccup, something about him using earbuds the other night messing up the sound when he turned it on. Couldn’t get it to come on period so he didn’t see no other option but to reset it, or whatever. But it made him extremely mad, and he even snapped at me when I didn’t get him the Internet cable fast enough for his taste. Boy, I knew why I didn’t want to go out on town with him. He apologized and all, but, still, I really don’t care much for him being too overtired.

Tarot: Magician *

The reversed Magician could indicate trickery, underhanded business/attitude/actions, misuse of power/skills, inability to adapt and learn, feeling blocked and/or hampered in an endeavor, inability to find a solution, not having the skills or knowledge to get something done. Overall, I’m thinking it might indicate me struggling to make things work smooth today, and probably will run into a few bumps along the road due to the lack of sleep. Even if I take a nap, knowing myself, I’m aware that it’s still going to be not the best of days. Just hope hubby’s day goes as smooth as possible. I know he wasn’t too thrilled to find the message around late last night, close to midnight, that he was needed to come in today for one of his co-workers. Bad thing is, that co-worker had put her name in for the overtime weeks ago. Plus, I wish they’d notified him earlier aka wish she would’ve told someone a bit ahead of time that she couldn’t make it so hubby could’ve been better prepared. But then, who knows. Might’ve been an emergency on her end. Regardless, seems, overall, this day might be a good day to take things verrrrrryyyyyyy slow and take it easy. No need to get upset, wouldn’t do much good anyway.

ð Felt more like for some reason, many things I tend to do on a daily basis and should be routine, didn’t go well today. Lots of minor things going awry or seemed to take longer or require more attention than usual. Which was probably more due to my lack of sleep rather than me all of the sudden having become incapable of doing those things. So, in that light, I decided, I’m going to keep it very simple, and if something was getting too irritating, I stepped away and moved on to something else.

Daily Draw 08-01-2014

Daily Draw 08-01-2014

Lenormand: 21 Mountain

Blockage, hindrance, obstacle, burden, enemy, resistance. Day might not go as smooth and without bumps as I’d care for. I believe it, too. Sleep badly last night. First, had trouble falling asleep, which I often have when hubby’s on night-shift and home. Then, he came into the bedroom around midnight, informing me he had been called in to work for the next day (today). Which, at that point, he still had to go take his sleep stuff and with that usually taking a couple of hours to kick in, I already knew he’d be only getting a few hours of sleep at best before he’ll have to get up again and head on out to work. Went ahead and got a few things ready for his lunch so I wouldn’t have to struggle with it when the alarm went off. But, I can tell, I’m way overtired. Going to be a long day.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Hearts

Finger pointing, advice, guidance, intuition, assistance, faith. Trying to have faith in things working out. Listening to my intuition, paying attention to my gut and just take it slow.

Skat: Jack of Clubs

Guess only card left in the deck … could swear there are more when I shuffle … negativity, negation, institution/official matters, pet. Either a pet needing/requiring more attention, like Mr. Kitten. Or, things going not as smooth as planned. Feeling already this overtired, I can see how things might go awry if I’m not careful. Probably not a good day to try anything too complicated – and possibly just stick to something ‘easy’ and if I find things are going to get too irritating and I can’t keep up with something, unless I just *have* to do it, do something else.

Tarot: Magician *

The reversed Magician could indicate trickery, underhanded business/attitude/actions, misuse of power/skills, inability to adapt and learn, feeling blocked and/or hampered in an endeavor, inability to find a solution, not having the skills or knowledge to get something done. Overall, I’m thinking it might indicate me struggling to make things work smooth today, and probably will run into a few bumps along the road due to the lack of sleep. Even if I take a nap, knowing myself, I’m aware that it’s still going to be not the best of days. Just hope hubby’s day goes as smooth as possible. I know he wasn’t too thrilled to find the message around late last night, close to midnight, that he was needed to come in today for one of his co-workers. Bad thing is, that co-worker had put her name in for the overtime weeks ago. Plus, I wish they’d notified him earlier aka wish she would’ve told someone a bit ahead of time that she couldn’t make it so hubby could’ve been better prepared. But then, who knows. Might’ve been an emergency on her end. Regardless, seems, overall, this day might be a good day to take things verrrrrryyyyyyy slow and take it easy. No need to get upset, wouldn’t do much good anyway.

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Daily Draw 07-31-2014

Lenormand: 21 Mountain

Obstacle, problem, blockage, burden; enemy; stubbornness. Might run into a problem that either appears to be impossible to deal with or that is indeed so complicated/bad, that it might be a better idea to seek an alternative. Have to beware of getting boneheaded and act stubborn. Something or someone might proof to be a burden and create problem for me some ways. Something I can’t just “go around”, something that needs to be dealt with. But also, a time to slow down and think first.

ð One of my games kept hanging up, which was major annoying and made things very difficult to accomplish. Then, this might also refer to hubby finding the message on his phone rather unexpected and late at night about having to cover for his co-worker today. Him being on night shift, and the shift he’ll have to cover being day shift hours … yeah, not really good. Plus, hubby had an eye exam scheduled for me for today in advance. Already postponed that yesterday, though. Trying to make it easier on hubby knowing he’s on night shift hours, and the appointment would’ve messed his sleep schedule up. Good did that do me with him having to go in to work on day shift.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Hearts

Victory, success, honors, acknowledgement, recognition. Successfully accomplishing a goal or overcoming an issue. Being recognized for something – a ‘pad on the back’, either by someone else or by myself. Might congratulate someone else for their accomplishment. Not giving up in the face of adversity.

ð Apart from the game being a pain in the tush, it won’t otherwise fairly well. Hubby had a decent day till the moment he found out about having to go in to work.

Skat: Queen of Hearts

Female querent, woman, wife, sweetheart. Another women becoming a bit more of import today. Or, putting myself in the center/focus of the day. Making sure I’m ok, looking after my health. Also, a time to be understanding and compassionate, using intuition. Diplomacy and gentle force?

ð Patience was one key today with that one game wanting to show its ever-beloved butt. Some days, no problems, and others, oh my … but also, I reckon, consideration. At least, I tried with postponing that eye exam to a day during his day shift. How would I have known he’d be called in for work?

Tarot: 4 of Skulls (4 of Pentacles)

Stability, foundation, what I have and can build on. Careful not to be ‘hoarding’ or clinging on to what I have too harshly and greedily. Today might be a good time to assess what I’ve done in a certain matter, see how far I’ve come and make sure the project is on a solid foundation. Standing my ground, and might have to go take a firm stance on something. Also, being cautious with money. Be smart, save, don’t just waste money on something I don’t need.

ð Probably me trying to stay calm and not let the constant hang-ups and occasional crashes get to me too much. Also, trying to balance what ‘needs’ to be done with what hopefully is the best for both of us by re-scheduling the eye exam to a day during hubby’s day shift. I hate doing these kind of things when he’s on night shift. Always messed him up in his sleep schedule and makes him feel terrible. Don’t know why he even bothered scheduling it for today in the first day. Think, main reason, he wants to get it done ASAP so we can move on to me taking that driver’s permit test soon. Which, I get that. At this point, I want it to be done and over with myself. Getting very tired of reading this manual, and talking about.