Daily Draw 10-22-2014

Daily Draw 10-22-2014

Small Lenormand: 4 House & 14 Fox & 17 Stork

Questionable private/domestic change(s). Changes in/around the home might require some more thought and planning. Being smart in a private matter is likely to bring the desired changes.

Great Lenormand: Jack of Hearts & 5 of Hearts & 2 of Hearts

Successfully working with others brings about a feeling of peace and accomplishment. Getting something accomplished with the help of others. Finding quite time after social interactions.

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Clubs

Piece of information or news that might proof beneficial or positive for one of my projects. Being careful not to trust everything I’m being told today.

Tarot: 5 of Skulls (5 of Pentacles)

Feeling drained and ‘empoverished’ in a way. Feeling like something’s missing or draining me. Might not feel the greatest physically, rather tired and exhausted.

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Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Small Lenormand: 12 Birds & 2 Clover & 15 Bear

Being excited over something that brings strength and a feel of security. Gossip or unrest that requires a bit of diplomacy to settle. Squashing any potential issues quickly by determined action.

ð Feeling a bit ignored in one of my groups, actually. Otherwise, felt somewhat irritable all day long with no apparent reason … well, probably because hubby was in not the best of moods after not having slept well. He was very irritable himself all day.

Great Lenormand: 3 of Clubs & 9 of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Careful preparations make a project a whole lot easier to complete. After some contemplation and planning, a project ought to go smoothly and be finished successfully.

ð Overall things went alright except for a few minor issues when hubby had problems figuring out what to do in one of his games. We postponed the cool-sealing as he was feeling not too well.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & Jack of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Negative news or piece of information. Something or someone that might cause me to feel somewhat down and irritated.

ð Probably hubby’s irritability all day long. Treading on egg shells, trying to improve his mood. He does not handle being over-tried well.

Tarot: Queen of Knives * (Queen of Swords)

Feeling confused or irritable, having to b careful not to lash out at someone verbally. Passive-aggressive tendencies or moodiness that I might need to watch today.

ð Most likely not feeling the greatest myself on top of hubby not having slept too well himself and as a result being rather irritated and easily upset all day long. Had a few patches it took quite a bit to not go lash back.

Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Small Lenormand: 12 Birds & 2 Clover & 15 Bear

Being excited over something that brings strength and a feel of security. Gossip or unrest that requires a bit of diplomacy to settle. Squashing any potential issues quickly by determined action.

Great Lenormand: 3 of Clubs & 9 of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Careful preparations make a project a whole lot easier to complete. After some contemplation and planning, a project ought to go smoothly and be finished successfully.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & Jack of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Negative news or piece of information. Something or someone that might cause me to feel somewhat down and irritated.

Tarot: Queen of Knives * (Queen of Swords)

Feeling confused or irritable, having to b careful not to lash out at someone verbally. Passive-aggressive tendencies or moodiness that I might need to watch today.

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Daily Draw 10-20-2014

Small Lenormand: 11 Rods & 21 Mountain & 5 Tree

Conflict and issues arising to problems in either health or long-term project. Communications that drag out and might not lead anywhere in a matter.

ð Been feeling a bit beat up and achy, but nothing too terribly serious. Hoping to get a certain item to drop in one of my games but not sure I’ll be able to pull it off.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Hearts & Jack of Clubs & Ace of Hearts

Creatively seeking solutions to domestic/private matters. A (private/domestic) project is taking way longer than anticipated.

ð We postponed cool-sealing the roof to tomorrow. Hubby didn’t feel too great so we opted for a more relaxed, laid back day.

Skat: 9 of Hearts * & 10 of Diamonds & Ace of Spades *

Financial problems cause irritations and sadness. Feeling disheartened or confused about a situation or matter.

ð Not financial problems per se. But we did go by some thrift stores, and hubby found himself some clothes for a good price. Which meant we were spending a bit more than I planned on, especially having to still go by the grocery store, but it’s OK. The clothes were just too good to pass up and he needed some.

Tarot: Temperance *

Feeling imbalanced or uncertain about a matter. Being unable to reconcile different aspects / things into a harmonious order or compromise.

ð I feel a bit stressed out over having spend more than I planned on before payday. I know it’s in the budget, I did the figuring. However, every time we cut it this ‘close’ I get anxious and nervous that I did after all miscalculate.

Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Daily Draw 10-21-2014

Small Lenormand: 12 Birds & 2 Clover & 15 Bear

Being excited over something that brings strength and a feel of security. Gossip or unrest that requires a bit of diplomacy to settle. Squashing any potential issues quickly by determined action.

Great Lenormand: 3 of Clubs & 9 of Diamonds & Ace of Clubs

Careful preparations make a project a whole lot easier to complete. After some contemplation and planning, a project ought to go smoothly and be finished successfully.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & Jack of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Negative news or piece of information. Something or someone that might cause me to feel somewhat down and irritated.

Tarot: Queen of Knives * (Queen of Swords)

Feeling confused or irritable, having to b careful not to lash out at someone verbally. Passive-aggressive tendencies or moodiness that I might need to watch today.

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Daily Draw 10-20-2014

Small Lenormand: 11 Rods & 21 Mountain & 5 Tree

Conflict and issues arising to problems in either health or long-term project. Communications that drag out and might not lead anywhere in a matter.

ð Been feeling a bit beat up and achy, but nothing too terribly serious. Hoping to get a certain item to drop in one of my games but not sure I’ll be able to pull it off.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Hearts & Jack of Clubs & Ace of Hearts

Creatively seeking solutions to domestic/private matters. A (private/domestic) project is taking way longer than anticipated.

ð We postponed cool-sealing the roof to tomorrow. Hubby didn’t feel too great so we opted for a more relaxed, laid back day.

Skat: 9 of Hearts * & 10 of Diamonds & Ace of Spades *

Financial problems cause irritations and sadness. Feeling disheartened or confused about a situation or matter.

ð Not financial problems per se. But we did go by some thrift stores, and hubby found himself some clothes for a good price. Which meant we were spending a bit more than I planned on, especially having to still go by the grocery store, but it’s OK. The clothes were just too good to pass up and he needed some.

Tarot: Temperance *

Feeling imbalanced or uncertain about a matter. Being unable to reconcile different aspects / things into a harmonious order or compromise.

ð I feel a bit stressed out over having spend more than I planned on before payday. I know it’s in the budget, I did the figuring. However, every time we cut it this ‘close’ I get anxious and nervous that I did after all miscalculate.

Daily Draw 07-22-2014

Daily Draw 07-22-2014

Lenormand: 25 Ring

Commitment, agreement, relationship, marriage; club; circle, repetition. An agreement being struck of some sort. Or, more likely, feeling a bit like in a rut, repeating the same thing over and over. I know I still haven’t entirely finished that driver’s license manual. Plus, I’d like to re-read it at least once, slowly, going over everything a couple of times. Hubby says I’m making it way more complicated and psyching myself out way more than I should. Probably right, he is, but still.

Great Lenormand: 9 of Spades

Bad news, ominous news, weariness. Hope not, but might be hearing or receiving news today that I won’t necessarily like too much. Or, might have to give someone ‘bad’ news?

Skat: Jack of Clubs

Negativity, negation, failure, something going wrong/awry; institution; pet. Something not going as planned or hoped for. Or, one of our cats might become important today. Our little kitten is still not 100%, well, it’s eyes. He’s starting to walk around better. But, especially his right eye still looks … not good. Looks like it’s still got a ‘bubble’ on there even though I’ve been giving him his meds for close to 2 weeks.

Tarot: Daughter of Scepters (Page of Scepters)

Feeling passionate about something/someone; enticement, inspiration, spark, enthusiasm, optimism. Might feel enthusiastic or inspired by something or someone. Feeling like getting active, doing something, and pursuing a goal more actively. Could be, I’d like to get started back on a fitness program today. Not feeling all that spunky, but, still, been inactive for a while and don’t quite like that.

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Daily Draw 07-21-2014

Lenormand: 13 Child

Child, naive, innocence, playfulness, beginnings, something new. Something new might come up today, might start or embark on a ‘new’ journey. Also, trying to be open-minded and playful about events, going about things in a relaxed and playful manner.

ð Played my games for a while, then went back into studying the driver’s license manual. However, frankly, I didn’t fare so well in that regard. Didn’t study very long, went back to playing games. Felt rather restless, and didn’t have much of a mind for studying, if I’m honest. Not sure, just, didn’t feel like it, and when I tried to study, it felt like it wasn’t really ‘sticking’ either. Hope today will be better. I need to get that stuff somehow memorized.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Hearts

Advice, guidance, pointing the finger. Might be a good idea to either listen or seek advice in matters I’m not sure of. Not being afraid/ashamed to ask for help or guidance in a matter.

ð No finger pointing, though I teased hubby about him eating up all the chicken wings the other night. Thought be some left to snack on, and, upon opening the freezer I realized he done killed them all. He got some more stuff at night. Otherwise, I think, it was just me being not in the mood to study, so I somewhat ‘listened’ to my myself and did something else rather than attempt to keep on reading.

Skat: Jack of Spades

Negativity, lies, betrayal, deceit; *dirty* sex. Either, I might feel like not being entirely truthful about something, or someone might be either flat-out lying to me about something, or try to lie or deceive me in some way. Might be something not quite above board going on.

ð Didn’t talk to no one today, actually. Maybe me feeling guilty about not studying the manual more than I did. I know the time’s flying by, and he’ll be wanting to go shortly so I really need to make sure I’ve studied the material properly. Simply couldn’t get into the study mood, however, and I felt like none of what I read really ‘stuck’, which was frustrating, and I gave it up hoping today will be better.

Tarot: Queen of Knives * (Queen of Swords)

Cunning, sharp wit, discerning, ability to reason and evaluate, perception. Reversed, I might loose objectivity or my judgment / ability to look at something objectively might be clouded. Might not wish to see something, or someone, for what they truly are, or simply fail to recognize when someone’s pulling wool over my eyes as they’re very skilled at it. Being naïve, and too trusting? Wishing to believe something, though deep down inside I might know better/otherwise? Logic used to ‘cut’ and ‘hurt’, rather than help get to the bottom of something or settle affairs in a calm and objective manner.

ð Didn’t ‘hurt’ no one I can think of nor did anyone hurt me, fortunately, no harsh words or such. Didn’t interact with anyone in particular either. What I think this is/was about is (well was) my inability to really study the driver license manual as I set out to do yesterday. Stopped playing games around noon as I’ve come to do, and start reading a few pages, do something else, go over the material in my mind, then go back to re-reading and reading a few more pages … push repeat. Yesterday, for some odd reason, though, it felt like I just couldn’t quite get into that study mode, and I read several pages … yet I felt like my mind wouldn’t absorb nor retain any of the information … or not well, let’s put it that way. Almost like a mental block and got aggravated with myself for not being able to study. So I tried for a while, then, when it wouldn’t get better, gave it up, decided to do something else and come back today.

Daily Draw 07-21-2014

Daily Draw 07-21-2014

Lenormand: 13 Child

Child, naive, innocence, playfulness, beginnings, something new. Something new might come up today, might start or embark on a ‘new’ journey. Also, trying to be open-minded and playful about events, going about things in a relaxed and playful manner.

Great Lenormand: Queen of Hearts

Advice, guidance, pointing the finger. Might be a good idea to either listen or seek advice in matters I’m not sure of. Not being afraid/ashamed to ask for help or guidance in a matter.

Skat: Jack of Spades

Negativity, lies, betrayal, deceit; *dirty* sex. Either, I might feel like not being entirely truthful about something, or someone might be either flat-out lying to me about something, or try to lie or deceive me in some way. Might be something not quite above board going on.

Tarot: Queen of Knives * (Queen of Swords)

Cunning, sharp wit, discerning, ability to reason and evaluate, perception. Reversed, I might loose objectivity or my judgment / ability to look at something objectively might be clouded. Might not wish to see something, or someone, for what they truly are, or simply fail to recognize when someone’s pulling wool over my eyes as they’re very skilled at it. Being naïve, and too trusting? Wishing to believe something, though deep down inside I might know better/otherwise? Logic used to ‘cut’ and ‘hurt’, rather than help get to the bottom of something or settle affairs in a calm and objective manner.

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Daily Draw 07-20-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower

Withdrawal, isolation, disconnection, vantage point, institution. Well, I know that weather forecast indicated more rain, and it’s looking that way already. Got disconnected yesterday several times. Otherwise, probably not going to be feeling too chipper again. Hubby’s sleep meds didn’t kick in yesterday, and, as usual when that happens, he kept me up way past the time I cared for. Told him, either try what that Dr. Oz indicated with the natural stuff, or go back to the doc and get some of the prescription sleep aid. This over-the-counter stuff isn’t really doing him much good. Either, not working, or he’s got to take so much, he feels terrible the next day having a horrible time waking up.

ð He’s doing better, though I’m not sure about his sleep meds. We’ll see. Weather was funky again, had some problems. Otherwise, still trying to figure out why I’m feeling this emotionally upset and imbalanced – makes me rather withdrawn and not wanting to communicate with others much, or period.

Great Lenormand: 2 of Clubs

Success, riches, fulfillment, satisfaction, chores. Working slow but steadily on projects that I enjoy doing, and that bring me a sense of satisfaction. Getting rich, uh, yeah, right. Maybe rich in other ways that financially. Having a satisfying day etc.

ð Well, in a way, I guess. Got some things taken care of I wanted to take care. Then, the other half of the day, I made myself go back to studying that driver’s license manual. Reading a few pages at a time, then going back over the material. Think I’m a bit over halfway through now, and, I need to be. Hubby’s fixing to go back on night shift, and he said after he’s coming off that, going back to days, he wants us to go and have me take the test so he can start actually teaching me to drive and get practice. Grief, I’m so not looking forward to that. I know many are excited to get started driving, not me. I’m always anxious and worried when I’m behind the wheel.

Skat: Jack of Hearts

Loyalty, faith, wish fulfilled; child; creativity, arts. Enjoyable day, feeling happy and content.

ð Across the board, it was a pleasant enough day. Played some games earlier in the morning, got most of the stuff done I wanted to do, then turned to my studies.

Tarot: 6 of Grails * (6 of Cups)

Satisfaction, joy, tranquility, happiness, memories. Well, the card being reversed indicates apparently that while I might not be entirely unhappy and dissatisfied, I might feel something is still *missing*. Or, being careful not to get lost in memories and spending too much time pondering the past, wondering about “what would/could/should have been”, or mourning missed opportunities etc. I’ve been having that problem the past few days, especially with memories that keep coming back, and missing some people that have passed on. Go through that every so often.

ð For once, while I got most things done I wanted to accomplish in the morning regarding some of my games, and then studying more for the upcoming driver’s permit test, there’s still this lingering issue of my emotional unrest. I’m trying to figure out what set it off/caused it, but can’t pinpoint the source. In any event, I’m still having rather restless nights with what I can recall anyway, weird dreams. No wild chases, falling or anything like that. But they’re just weird. And I never dream this much and remember much of them unless I’m going through these odd emotional spells when I have memory flashbacks and feel restless. They usually last a few days, maybe a week or so, then they go away again. Always had them, but can’t figure out ‘why’.