Daily Draw 12-30-2014

Daily Draw

Small Lenormand

34 Fish – money, finances, subconscious, flowing, liquid/alcohol

For one, making sound financial decisions, being careful with how I/we spend money today. Also, overall might be a good idea to do a budget check. Besides that, I might just need to go with the flow of the day, and relax.

Great Lenormand

6 of Diamonds – deception, corruption, hypocrisy, enemy, adversity.

Someone or something detrimental that I might not be able to ‘see’ initially. Someone or something playing tricks on me in some ways, trying to fool or deceive me. Or I might be the one not being entirely straight in a matter. Being cautious that not everything is quite what it might seem to be at first sight today.

Skat

7 of Hearts * – secret, hidden, flirt, affair

I might be keeping something from someone today or feel someone’s not telling me the whole story. Either way, I might get the impression I’m lacking insight/information.

Kipper

31 Short illness – something wrong, illness, disease, exhaustion

A feeling of exhaustion and that something is just not quite right – either with myself, someone else or a situation. Trying to figure out how to remedy/cure/improve a situation that isn’t working well or detrimental.

Zigeuner

Enemy – an enemy, adversity, obstacle, negativity

I might have to face at least one obstacle or issue today that might be rather unpleasant. Being careful not to succumb to negativity and keep a positive attitude. Might have to make sure that I’m not becoming the ‘problem’ in a situation. But also beware that there might be something or someone that’s working against me.

Tarot

7 of Grails * (7 of Cups) – disappointment, disillusion, dashed hopes

Not everything is likely to work out as I hope for today. There might be some minor disappointments and/or let downs ahead. I might need to re-adjust my ideas and/or goals in a matter, make sure it’s realistic, and try to focus on one or two matters at a time instead of too many at once.

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Daily Draw 12/29/2014

Small Lenormand

3 Ship – travel, journey, dreams, longings, foreign/abroad

Either making a trip today, which I think isn’t quite as likely since hubby’s gonna be rather tired coming from work tonight after his 4 days at work. Maybe a short trip to the store, but, that’s a *maybe* unlike he gets a spunky feel. Otherwise, something set in motion or something I long for to take place.

ð No trip last night, but hubby initially was saying he wanted to go to town today, then changed his mind, however. We still have to get the tomcats to the vet so they can get fixed. We talked about that briefly.

Great Lenormand

4 of Clubs – vanity, dependency, passions; self-confidence

Having to be careful of moods and not letting someone else dictate how things go for me. If I feel somewhat moody and bitchy today, might be a good idea to get a grip on that before I lash out at someone without reason. Otherwise, being strong willed and confident enough to voice my opinion and stand up for myself as well as maybe educating myself on something (or being educated on something).

ð I discussed something with another person regarding one of my games. Another player that while I don’t dislike that person, was causing me a bit of trepidations. Wasn’t sure how to handle it and figured I’d run it by the guildmaster to see how he felt about it. Was just tired of not wanting to sign in to the game just because I was not feeling like running into that other player that’s been giving me a bit of a headache. Situation has been resolved, so, I’m glad I decided to go ahead and take the plunge addressing it.

Skat

Jack of Spades – lies, deceit, betrayal

Might run afoul of a somewhat negative and/or unpleasant situation/incident. Something or someone might feel funky and like they’re not being utterly upright with me – or I might be the one not being as honest as I should/need to be in a matter. Might not be the time too trusting but also not a time to let others be rude towards me.

ð Nothing serious I can think of. I was just feeling unsure how to handle the matter with the other player. I like them in general, but their actions lately have been irritating me, to say the least, and I did not want to get to the point where I stop playing, leave the guild, or have an argument with that player. Figured, put it on the table and see what guild master has to say how to handle it.

Kipper

10 – Death – ending, standstill, pause, transformation

Something coming to an end, reaching the end of a cycle and trying to find closure in a matter. Something that might *have* to end as it’s counterproductive and not helping. It might be a good idea to refrain from getting involved in anything new just yet, finish up some things first or just to take a break, take it slow and try to replenish energies if need be.

ð Wanted to put that one issue I had with the other player to rest, mostly. And, I accomplished that.

Zigeuner

Merritment – happiness, joy, festivity, social matter/event

Something enjoyable and happy taking place. Maybe others might be involved. Others bringing joy to my life, or I might bring joy to theirs. Overall, a pleasant, upbeat atmosphere and just having some fun.

ð I was taken by surprise when I was promoted in that guild yesterday. Did not see that one coming. And I wasn’t even trying to get promoted. So, while a nice surprise, I suppose, to many, I was a bit puzzled. How do I manage to do that? Not vying for an officer position, and I wind up in one even if I don’t really try. Just wanting to help out, and *bam*. I might need to stop being helpful.

Tarot

7 Chariot – victory, motivation, determination

Today might be a good day to pick a goal and then go for it. Use my energy and determination in a focused way, instead of chasing too many things at once and getting nothing but frustrated and exhausted. Also, I might be able to accomplish a goal today I set myself. Point might be “what do you want, and how bad do you want?” – not shying away from confrontation if it’s called for, and being firm in my position (within reason, unfounded stubbornness isn’t going to help).

ð Think for once me tackling the matter that was on my mind for the most part in the morning, at least, getting the situation squared away regarding that other player that was starting to irritate me and make me not want to log in again for a while. Yes, avoidance issues were kicking in. I do like the rest of the guild, and for the most part, that player as well, so I didn’t want to get to that point where I either just simply not log into the guild any more for a while, possibly get kicked due to inactivity or leave altogether on my own. So I discussed it with the guildmaster and a solution was found. The other part is that I finally got my lazy four letters off the chair and managed to do a work out again. For a moment I wasn’t sure I’d be able to do the whole program, but I pulled it off.

Daily Draw 12/29/2014

Daily Draw 12/29/2014

Small Lenormand

3 Ship – travel, journey, dreams, longings, foreign/abroad

Either making a trip today, which I think isn’t quite as likely since hubby’s gonna be rather tired coming from work tonight after his 4 days at work. Maybe a short trip to the store, but, that’s a *maybe* unlike he gets a spunky feel. Otherwise, something set in motion or something I long for to take place.

Great Lenormand

4 of Clubs – vanity, dependency, passions; self-confidence

Having to be careful of moods and not letting someone else dictate how things go for me. If I feel somewhat moody and bitchy today, might be a good idea to get a grip on that before I lash out at someone without reason. Otherwise, being strong willed and confident enough to voice my opinion and stand up for myself as well as maybe educating myself on something (or being educated on something).

Skat

Jack of Spades – lies, deceit, betrayal

Might run afoul of a somewhat negative and/or unpleasant situation/incident. Something or someone might feel funky and like they’re not being utterly upright with me – or I might be the one not being as honest as I should/need to be in a matter. Might not be the time too trusting but also not a time to let others be rude towards me.

Kipper

10 – Death – ending, standstill, pause, transformation

Something coming to an end, reaching the end of a cycle and trying to find closure in a matter. Something that might *have* to end as it’s counterproductive and not helping. It might be a good idea to refrain from getting involved in anything new just yet, finish up some things first or just to take a break, take it slow and try to replenish energies if need be.

Zigeuner

Merritment – happiness, joy, festivity, social matter/event

Something enjoyable and happy taking place. Maybe others might be involved. Others bringing joy to my life, or I might bring joy to theirs. Overall, a pleasant, upbeat atmosphere and just having some fun.

Tarot

7 Chariot – victory, motivation, determination

Today might be a good day to pick a goal and then go for it. Use my energy and determination in a focused way, instead of chasing too many things at once and getting nothing but frustrated and exhausted. Also, I might be able to accomplish a goal today I set myself. Point might be “what do you want, and how bad do you want?” – not shying away from confrontation if it’s called for, and being firm in my position (within reason, unfounded stubbornness isn’t going to help).

Daily Draw 09-16-2014

Daily Draw 09-16-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 32 Stars & 33 Keys

Work, task, stability, weight, depth, rigidity, inflexibility. Success, honor, fame, mood, cycle, delusion. Success, certainty. Having faith in something going to work out in the end. Stabilizing one’s mood (in this case likely my own) is the key to having a good day today. Success at work (that probably would be more for hubby). Staying realistic and grounded is key today.

Great Lenormand: 5 of Hearts & 2 of Diamonds & 9 of Diamonds

Audience, exchange, diplomacy. Freedom, exhibition, outgoing, instinct. Journey, trip, planning, preparations. Talking with other people without hiding motivations and/or feelings could lead to some change but also might be needed in order to arrange for a few things I have planned. Being open and forthright about what I’d like to see happening in a certain matter (without being crude or mean). Consulting with someone will bring about success. Successful preparations can be made.

Skat: King of Spades & 9 of Hearts * & 8 of Clubs

Older man, grandfather, man with power/authority, judge; judgment, decision. Disinterest, detachment, lacking emotion or emotional connection/depth. Weakness, illness, burden. I might run into someone today that doesn’t care much for how his (or her) actions affect other people around him/her. A decision that is on poor footing and one I should seriously reconsider as it might only cause more trouble than it’s worth in the end.

Tarot: 9 of Scepters (9 of Wands)

Defense, standing my ground, standing up for myself, not backing down, steadfastness, resolve, inner strength. Might have to pucker up my resolve today in order to get something done and accomplished. Standing my ground in a matter, and not backing down without a fight (unless doing so would be stupid and uncalled for) if I feel it’s worth it. Mustering and drawing on my energy reserves.

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Daily Draw 09-15-2014

Lenormand: 7 Snake & 4 House & 26 Book

Envy, jealousy, sneakiness, delay, detour, mountain/country road, chain, pipe. House, home, property, private/personal/family matters, roots, origin, safety security. Secret, knowledge, information, discreet, book, literature. We have a slow draining pipe in the bathroom hubby wants me to put some draino in. Been wondering if it’s the right approach. Other than that, I might hear from a woman that either is acting secretively or has something to address in private and wants to be handled discreetly. Being careful with personal matters and who I disclose what information to.

ð Didn’t use draino. Other than that, hubby found out his charming co-workers managed to gobble up all the overtime that’s fixing to be available. 7 days, and for a position she’s actually not even properly trained for and that could get not just her but company in trouble if she messes up. He took it well enough, but was seriously disgruntled. Can’t blame him. This whole “buddy buddy club” thing they got going on down there with certain people constantly getting pretty much most if not all the overtime just because they’re “buddies” with this or that person is ridiculous.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts & 6 of Clubs

Help, aid, trick, cleverness. Intuition, advice, guidance, finger pointing. Truce, compromise, uneasy approach/reconciliation. I might need help in a matter today that I hadn’t been able to figure out myself. However, seems things might remain shaky for a little while. Overcoming obstacles with the help of inner guidance and listening to omens/signs/intuition. Being creative in a matter and taking a maybe slightly unorthodox approach might help.

ð I decided to go ahead and stay up late in order to make sure hubby’s PS4 is up-to-date so when his game comes in today, he hopefully just can put it in, install it, go online, and play. Plus, they brought out a pretty darn large update out for one of my games (and I had been hoping so badly it wouldn’t be very large), so, reckon, had to get up anyway for either one, why not do both.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & 9 of Clubs * & Ace of Hearts *

Woman, female querent, lover, wife. Minor quarrel/issue, delay, obstacle. Impersonal matter, outside of the house/home, neighborhood, external matters. I might encounter delays today in matters that don’t pertain to me directly as such, but still involve me in some ways. Could be the maintenance they have scheduled for one of my games. Never know how long that takes.

ð Think this pertains to hubby’s co-worker getting all the overtime for a position she’s not really qualified and trained for. Mind you, I don’t think hubby should get all the overtime either. But a bit more ‘fair share’ would be nice. I don’t want him working all the overtime anyway. But one or two people constantly getting most, if not all, the overtime? Now, that’s not fair nor right.

Tarot: Death

Change, transformation, ending, re-creation. I might just have to face it today, something is or might need, to come to an end for the better of everyone involved. Having to say goodbye to something or acknowledging that something just is not right for me any longer and stop fooling myself about it. Otherwise, a change or transformation that to some degree might be out of my hands and that I have to come to terms with.

ð In a very insignificant way, had to wait on playing my one game today as they did bring out a large update. Hoped it was not going to be a large update, if any at all as they only had said it was maintenance, and not release of the next patch … but, they did. So, looking at it, I realized, it’s going to be late-night again. Plus, I figured, even if it had been a small download, I’m going to get up and see if hubby’s PS4 needs any updates before his games comes in today. That way he can hopefully just put the thing in, install, get online, play. On a larger ‘scale’, hubby’s done gotten fed up with the way things are being handled at his work place regarding overtime. Certain people are always favored and seem to constantly get most, if not all, the overtime that becomes available and he has to almost literally either argue or beg for some. After he found out yesterday that his co-worker is getting 7 days now for a position she’s not truly qualified nor trained in, he kind of had a case and said, enough. He’s not going to be asking for overtime again … if they need someone to cover for something no one else wants to do, ok, he might do it, but all this trying to get overtime just to time and again have his co-worker get it just simply because she’s “buddy buddy’ with most of the shift leaders? He’s had enough of that. Can’t blame him. We’ll make it without the overtime. Main thing me and him were trying to get some was to help pay off some things quicker. But, oh well, if it’s not going to work, it’s not going to work and we just have to deal with it, and accept it’ll take longer to get where we want to get.

Daily Draw 09-15-2014

Daily Draw 09-15-2014

Lenormand: 7 Snake & 4 House & 26 Book

Envy, jealousy, sneakiness, delay, detour, mountain/country road, chain, pipe. House, home, property, private/personal/family matters, roots, origin, safety security. Secret, knowledge, information, discreet, book, literature. We have a slow draining pipe in the bathroom hubby wants me to put some draino in. Been wondering if it’s the right approach. Other than that, I might hear from a woman that either is acting secretively or has something to address in private and wants to be handled discreetly. Being careful with personal matters and who I disclose what information to.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts & 6 of Clubs

Help, aid, trick, cleverness. Intuition, advice, guidance, finger pointing. Truce, compromise, uneasy approach/reconciliation. I might need help in a matter today that I hadn’t been able to figure out myself. However, seems things might remain shaky for a little while. Overcoming obstacles with the help of inner guidance and listening to omens/signs/intuition. Being creative in a matter and taking a maybe slightly unorthodox approach might help.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & 9 of Clubs * & Ace of Hearts *

Woman, female querent, lover, wife. Minor quarrel/issue, delay, obstacle. Impersonal matter, outside of the house/home, neighborhood, external matters. I might encounter delays today in matters that don’t pertain to me directly as such, but still involve me in some ways. Could be the maintenance they have scheduled for one of my games. Never know how long that takes.

Tarot: Death

Change, transformation, ending, re-creation. I might just have to face it today, something is or might need, to come to an end for the better of everyone involved. Having to say goodbye to something or acknowledging that something just is not right for me any longer and stop fooling myself about it. Otherwise, a change or transformation that to some degree might be out of my hands and that I have to come to terms with.

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Daily Draw 09-14-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 16 Stars & 28 Gentleman

Isolation, withdrawal, boundary, limitation, vantage point; institution. Hope, dream, aspiration, idea, multitude, illusion. Man, male querent, husband, lover. Either, hubby might be looking at different things from a rational point of view, trying to make good long-term choices – or hubby feels a bit disconnected and frustrated about long-term goals.

ð He got frustrated with his job today – or better, one of his co-workers. He left work, and she called him about something, also making him feel like it was his fault he didn’t tell her at shift change about it when she, according to him, was joking and goofing off with his other co-worker instead of talking to him. Made him feel rather angry as she apparently made it sound like he was being a jerk, and not willing to cooperate etc. He reminded her that every time there was something significant she ought and needed to know about in the past, he told her. Also let her know what he thought about goofing with the other co-worker instead of talking to him to make sure she knows everything she needs to know.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Diamonds & 10 of Spades & 4 of Hearts

Scheming, planning, organizing, discussion. Theft, loss, deceit, lies. Indecision, torn, doubt, conflict, two-timing. There might be an inherent flaw in a plan me or hubby is hatching that leaves us rather confused and indecisive about what to do. A plan that won’t come through as hoped, leaving me hesitant/confused about what to do next.

ð Nothing in particular I can think of. Just not feeling taking this driver’s permit exam this week he’s been talking about. It’ll be a long day sitting at that place, and I just hope I pass it the first time. Been studying, but, I don’t feel certain I’ll be able to pass it. I did before, but, I don’t know. Simply not looking forward to having to sit there for half a day taking a test that’ll probably be done in half an hour or so. And hopefully passing on the first attempt. I sure as heck do not want to go back.

Skat: 10 of Spades & 9 of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Long(er) trip/journey/distance/duration; existence. Romance, love, success, wish (fulfillment), longing, desire. Communication, success, luck. Hearing from a long-term friend or from someone farther away that I cherish very much. Someone I’ve known for a while might talk to me today, or I might talk to them.

ð No, didn’t hear from anyone in particular. Had a little chat with someone I met the other day. He’s pretty cool. Then had a nice conversation in one of my guilds I’ve been with now for a few days that seem nice and helpful.

Tarot: Hanged Man *

Refusing to take a moment to reflect on something, failure to see someone else’s point of view; unwillingness to stop/take a break; fighting against a standstill. I might not want to accept or take a time-out today that actually probably in reality would be a wise idea, but I might fight it anyway, despite better knowledge. I might not be willing, or able, to see someone else’s point of view on something or don’t care to truly reflect on something more deeply.

ð Felt drained and exhausted. Thought initially when I got up I was rested, but, turned out I wasn’t. So I took a nap, but didn’t feel right rest of the day. Made me feel sluggish and somewhat restless and moody. I did, however, get offline early in order to cook and also to study this dreaded driver’s permit manual. I’ve read the thing several times now, and I just hope I can pass the test. It just seems to me like I have a hard time memorizing some stuff, and it’s frustrating.

Daily Draw 09-15-2014

Daily Draw 09-15-2014

Lenormand: 7 Snake & 4 House & 26 Book

Envy, jealousy, sneakiness, delay, detour, mountain/country road, chain, pipe. House, home, property, private/personal/family matters, roots, origin, safety security. Secret, knowledge, information, discreet, book, literature. We have a slow draining pipe in the bathroom hubby wants me to put some draino in. Been wondering if it’s the right approach. Other than that, I might hear from a woman that either is acting secretively or has something to address in private and wants to be handled discreetly. Being careful with personal matters and who I disclose what information to.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts & 6 of Clubs

Help, aid, trick, cleverness. Intuition, advice, guidance, finger pointing. Truce, compromise, uneasy approach/reconciliation. I might need help in a matter today that I hadn’t been able to figure out myself. However, seems things might remain shaky for a little while. Overcoming obstacles with the help of inner guidance and listening to omens/signs/intuition. Being creative in a matter and taking a maybe slightly unorthodox approach might help.

Skat: Queen of Hearts & 9 of Clubs * & Ace of Hearts *

Woman, female querent, lover, wife. Minor quarrel/issue, delay, obstacle. Impersonal matter, outside of the house/home, neighborhood, external matters. I might encounter delays today in matters that don’t pertain to me directly as such, but still involve me in some ways. Could be the maintenance they have scheduled for one of my games. Never know how long that takes.

Tarot: Death

Change, transformation, ending, re-creation. I might just have to face it today, something is or might need, to come to an end for the better of everyone involved. Having to say goodbye to something or acknowledging that something just is not right for me any longer and stop fooling myself about it. Otherwise, a change or transformation that to some degree might be out of my hands and that I have to come to terms with.

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Daily Draw 09-14-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 16 Stars & 28 Gentleman

Isolation, withdrawal, boundary, limitation, vantage point; institution. Hope, dream, aspiration, idea, multitude, illusion. Man, male querent, husband, lover. Either, hubby might be looking at different things from a rational point of view, trying to make good long-term choices – or hubby feels a bit disconnected and frustrated about long-term goals.

ð He got frustrated with his job today – or better, one of his co-workers. He left work, and she called him about something, also making him feel like it was his fault he didn’t tell her at shift change about it when she, according to him, was joking and goofing off with his other co-worker instead of talking to him. Made him feel rather angry as she apparently made it sound like he was being a jerk, and not willing to cooperate etc. He reminded her that every time there was something significant she ought and needed to know about in the past, he told her. Also let her know what he thought about goofing with the other co-worker instead of talking to him to make sure she knows everything she needs to know.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Diamonds & 10 of Spades & 4 of Hearts

Scheming, planning, organizing, discussion. Theft, loss, deceit, lies. Indecision, torn, doubt, conflict, two-timing. There might be an inherent flaw in a plan me or hubby is hatching that leaves us rather confused and indecisive about what to do. A plan that won’t come through as hoped, leaving me hesitant/confused about what to do next.

ð Nothing in particular I can think of. Just not feeling taking this driver’s permit exam this week he’s been talking about. It’ll be a long day sitting at that place, and I just hope I pass it the first time. Been studying, but, I don’t feel certain I’ll be able to pass it. I did before, but, I don’t know. Simply not looking forward to having to sit there for half a day taking a test that’ll probably be done in half an hour or so. And hopefully passing on the first attempt. I sure as heck do not want to go back.

Skat: 10 of Spades & 9 of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Long(er) trip/journey/distance/duration; existence. Romance, love, success, wish (fulfillment), longing, desire. Communication, success, luck. Hearing from a long-term friend or from someone farther away that I cherish very much. Someone I’ve known for a while might talk to me today, or I might talk to them.

ð No, didn’t hear from anyone in particular. Had a little chat with someone I met the other day. He’s pretty cool. Then had a nice conversation in one of my guilds I’ve been with now for a few days that seem nice and helpful.

Tarot: Hanged Man *

Refusing to take a moment to reflect on something, failure to see someone else’s point of view; unwillingness to stop/take a break; fighting against a standstill. I might not want to accept or take a time-out today that actually probably in reality would be a wise idea, but I might fight it anyway, despite better knowledge. I might not be willing, or able, to see someone else’s point of view on something or don’t care to truly reflect on something more deeply.

ð Felt drained and exhausted. Thought initially when I got up I was rested, but, turned out I wasn’t. So I took a nap, but didn’t feel right rest of the day. Made me feel sluggish and somewhat restless and moody. I did, however, get offline early in order to cook and also to study this dreaded driver’s permit manual. I’ve read the thing several times now, and I just hope I can pass the test. It just seems to me like I have a hard time memorizing some stuff, and it’s frustrating.