Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Small Lenormand: 4 House & 14 Fox & 6 Clouds

Personal confusion or doubt gnawing on me. Something that secretively bothers me or makes me insecure. A cat causing some concern or worries.

Great Lenormand: King of Clubs & 8 of Diamonds &2 of Clubs

Obstacles with or due to a community or others is going to fade away. Overcoming problems or hurdles by being open minded and working with others. Trying to take lessons from past mistakes in order to avoid present/future ones.

Skat: Queen of Clubs & 7 of Diamonds * & 7 of Clubs *

Woman creating stress and issues. Stress and frustration based on or due to a woman. Someone who is feeling stressed and sad. Stress and anxiety causing sadness and tears.

Tarot: 4 of Knives *

Might feel stressed and drained, restless and stirred up today. Unable to find peace and feeling of ease. Something or someone that might make me feel rather tense and potentially unwelcome or awkward.

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Daily Draw 10-15-2014

Small Lenormand: 25 Ring & 22 Roads & 11 Rods

Questionable or negative decisions made in regards to a relationship or agreement. Careful about entering any new agreements or responsibilities as they are not likely to be in my favor but only cause problems and friction.

ð Uncertain. Ran into someone last night in one of my games when I couldn’t sleep and figured I’d play for a bit before trying to lay back down. He seems ok, a bit odd and I hope that he’s not misunderstanding/misinterpreting my banter for flirting. So far he’s not made any comment to make me think that, but I’ve had too many in the past who thought I was coming on to them just because I was joking with and talking to them. Weird how that kind of behavior is somewhat misconstrued or misunderstood.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs

Seeking and receiving aid in regards to a situation where I could use some help in order to overcome an obstacle. Successfully overcoming a problem by means of compromise and being cautious/using my wits.

ð I’m not quite sure. Played my game yesterday and found that at least one change they made to a profession might actually be a good one. They de-valued the profession in terms of making much money with it (ingame money, of course), but at least for personal matters the changes might actually be somewhat beneficial as its very easy to level up. It took me near-about the fraction of a time to max out the first level as it did before. There are a lot of changes to the classes etc. that I have yet to figure out and learn, though. Especially in regards to healing … that’s going to be a challenge for sure.

Skat: 8 of Spades * & King of Diamonds & 8 of Hearts *

Someone who either is disappointed about something, or someone who disappoints me in terms of making me feel rather insignificant as if they don’t care. Feeling distant and sad.

ð Fortunately, no one did … well, maybe a little come to think of it. One of my buddies who yet again didn’t say a peep, and frankly, I didn’t feel like starting to talk to him yesterday. Some days, he’ll talk, others, nothing. Then, another person, I asked if they needed help as they seemed to be running around in circles, but all I got was dead silence. I don’t know, I was taught, someone asks you something you reply even if just in short. But, oh well.

Tarot: Lord of Knives * (King of Swords)

Harsh judgment and/or cruelty. Being too forceful or aggressive in what I say or in a decision I might make. Rushing into something without thinking matters through well first. Having a caustic and nasty attitude and way of dealing with things today. Having to be cautious not to let my bad mood/temper affect others around me.

ð I admit, I got a bit irritated with a couple of other players yesterday. Either, they have never done the quests before, or they were being a bit of a butt about it. On more than one occasion they were just standing there, doing nothing, when I would’ve really benefited from their help … mind you, those were quests where me beating the boss also meant they’d beat the boss. And them just seemingly letting me do most if not almost all the ‘work’ somewhat made me rather irritable.

Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Daily Draw 10-16-2014

Small Lenormand: 4 House & 14 Fox & 6 Clouds

Personal confusion or doubt gnawing on me. Something that secretively bothers me or makes me insecure. A cat causing some concern or worries.

Great Lenormand: King of Clubs & 8 of Diamonds &2 of Clubs

Obstacles with or due to a community or others is going to fade away. Overcoming problems or hurdles by being open minded and working with others. Trying to take lessons from past mistakes in order to avoid present/future ones.

Skat: Queen of Clubs & 7 of Diamonds * & 7 of Clubs *

Woman creating stress and issues. Stress and frustration based on or due to a woman. Someone who is feeling stressed and sad. Stress and anxiety causing sadness and tears.

Tarot: 4 of Knives *

Might feel stressed and drained, restless and stirred up today. Unable to find peace and feeling of ease. Something or someone that might make me feel rather tense and potentially unwelcome or awkward.

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Daily Draw 10-15-2014

Small Lenormand: 25 Ring & 22 Roads & 11 Rods

Questionable or negative decisions made in regards to a relationship or agreement. Careful about entering any new agreements or responsibilities as they are not likely to be in my favor but only cause problems and friction.

ð Uncertain. Ran into someone last night in one of my games when I couldn’t sleep and figured I’d play for a bit before trying to lay back down. He seems ok, a bit odd and I hope that he’s not misunderstanding/misinterpreting my banter for flirting. So far he’s not made any comment to make me think that, but I’ve had too many in the past who thought I was coming on to them just because I was joking with and talking to them. Weird how that kind of behavior is somewhat misconstrued or misunderstood.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs

Seeking and receiving aid in regards to a situation where I could use some help in order to overcome an obstacle. Successfully overcoming a problem by means of compromise and being cautious/using my wits.

ð I’m not quite sure. Played my game yesterday and found that at least one change they made to a profession might actually be a good one. They de-valued the profession in terms of making much money with it (ingame money, of course), but at least for personal matters the changes might actually be somewhat beneficial as its very easy to level up. It took me near-about the fraction of a time to max out the first level as it did before. There are a lot of changes to the classes etc. that I have yet to figure out and learn, though. Especially in regards to healing … that’s going to be a challenge for sure.

Skat: 8 of Spades * & King of Diamonds & 8 of Hearts *

Someone who either is disappointed about something, or someone who disappoints me in terms of making me feel rather insignificant as if they don’t care. Feeling distant and sad.

ð Fortunately, no one did … well, maybe a little come to think of it. One of my buddies who yet again didn’t say a peep, and frankly, I didn’t feel like starting to talk to him yesterday. Some days, he’ll talk, others, nothing. Then, another person, I asked if they needed help as they seemed to be running around in circles, but all I got was dead silence. I don’t know, I was taught, someone asks you something you reply even if just in short. But, oh well.

Tarot: Lord of Knives * (King of Swords)

Harsh judgment and/or cruelty. Being too forceful or aggressive in what I say or in a decision I might make. Rushing into something without thinking matters through well first. Having a caustic and nasty attitude and way of dealing with things today. Having to be cautious not to let my bad mood/temper affect others around me.

ð I admit, I got a bit irritated with a couple of other players yesterday. Either, they have never done the quests before, or they were being a bit of a butt about it. On more than one occasion they were just standing there, doing nothing, when I would’ve really benefited from their help … mind you, those were quests where me beating the boss also meant they’d beat the boss. And them just seemingly letting me do most if not almost all the ‘work’ somewhat made me rather irritable.

Daily Draw 10-15-2014

Daily Draw 10-15-2014

Small Lenormand: 25 Ring & 22 Roads & 11 Rods

Questionable or negative decisions made in regards to a relationship or agreement. Careful about entering any new agreements or responsibilities as they are not likely to be in my favor but only cause problems and friction.

Great Lenormand: 4 of Diamonds & 3 of Diamonds & 9 of Clubs

Seeking and receiving aid in regards to a situation where I could use some help in order to overcome an obstacle. Successfully overcoming a problem by means of compromise and being cautious/using my wits.

Skat: 8 of Spades * & King of Diamonds & 8 of Hearts *

Someone who either is disappointed about something, or someone who disappoints me in terms of making me feel rather insignificant as if they don’t care. Feeling distant and sad.

Tarot: Lord of Knives * (King of Swords)

Harsh judgment and/or cruelty. Being too forceful or aggressive in what I say or in a decision I might make. Rushing into something without thinking matters through well first. Having a caustic and nasty attitude and way of dealing with things today. Having to be cautious not to let my bad mood/temper affect others around me.

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Daily Draw 10-14-2014

Small Lenormand: 1 Rider & 26 Book & 10 Scythe

Sudden or unexpected piece of news/insight/information. Double-edged knowledge or insight on the way. Making an effort to get to the root of something.

ð Well, when I got up and found the TV I have been playing on destroyed by our darling cats, I thought we still had one left in the closet I could use. Turns out, that one’s tore up as well … someone dropped a heavy tool box on top of it. Great. Had to go to a local thrift store and found a decent TV for a decent price. Still, two TV’s tore up did not make for a good mood on my end.

Great Lenormand: 7 of Spades & 10 of Diamonds & Jack of Clubs

Plans and discussions lead to nowhere soon. Things might be a bit hectic and stressful, leaving the feel that in a matter things are just not coming along as I’d like them to. Feeling of being the ‘last’ to know about something or someone, or simply not being able to pull off what I set out to do.

ð Somewhat in regards to the TV situation. While I’m grateful hubby bought me this replacement TV, it’s not really all that great for playing these games. Most of those are geared towards HD TV’s, and I can barely read any of the menus or help texts popping up. So far, that’s a small hindrance, but it’s still annoying and a constant reminder of how irritated I am that both TV’s got messed up.

Skat: 9 of Clubs * & 10 of Hearts & 7 of Clubs *

Emotional hang-ups might lead to frustration and tears. Being emotionally upset about something. Something that puts a damper on my mood or something that takes a toll on me.

ð Likely the TV situation. I utterly hate having something getting damaged and then being forced to go and replace it. Not only the loss of money for the object/item that got damaged/tore up, but also then the additional cost of replacing it.

Tarot: Prince of Grails (Knight of Cups)

Emotional upset or unrest, feeling rather low or depressed about something. Emotionally unstable or drained feeling. Something or someone that makes me feel blue or drained.

ð Apart from the TV, I felt rather down from the start even when I first got up before I knew the TV’s were messed up. Think my beloved PMS is rearing it’s ugly head, causing me to have mood swings already.

Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Daily Draw 10-02-2014

Lenormand: 12 Birds & 32 Moon & 8 Coffin

Stress that leaves towards the evening. Emotional distress that slowly goes away … or a deepening of emotional unrest and depressive mood. Feeling burdened and powerless.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Clubs & King of Clubs & 7 of Spades

Seeking assistance in a matter. Having problems figuring out something despite help from others (or maybe that’s the problem, I’m trying to resolve something myself rather than ask for help).

Skat: Ace of Diamonds & Ace of Spades * & 9 of Clubs

Bad news causing me to worry and stress out; though the worries are unfounded. News that initially upset but then after a moments thought and consideration are put into perspective.

Tarot: Judgment *

Feeling stuck, powerless, uninspired, desolate. I might feel somewhat desolate and depressed today, not knowing for sure what to do in a certain matter or as if I don’t have much choice in a matter and it’s pretty much being taken out of my hands. Something that might make me feel isolated and lonely.

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Daily Draw 10-01-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 25 Ring & 31 Sun

A stable relationship brings happiness. Finding much strength and feeling of security in a happy relationship.

ð Overall, felt pretty good. Miss hubby, with him working nights, we hadn’t gotten to see much of each other. Either I’m asleep when he comes home, or he’s asleep when I’m up … or he’s heading out the door to go to work.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Clubs & King of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Seeking respite after a time of struggle might help figure out what I need to do next. Taking a moment to consider my options in a matter, and how to best progress from here on out.

ð Made it a chill day. Plus, I ran an experiment to see how much bandwidth me playing some of my Kindle games is going to take up in order for me to figure out if I can play them or not. I know we upped the bandwidth, but I don’t want to suck it all up playing silly Kindle games. So I pretty much only played them, and nothing else online to see how it is going to affect the bandwidth.

Skat: Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Spades & Ace of Hearts

News or talks with another woman, possibly older, regarding a private or domestic matter. A relative calling or thoughts regarding a female relative. Communications/talks regarding a domestic/private matter that’s important to me.

ð No news or talks. Been wondering why I hadn’t heard from my mom yet again. Well, I didn’t realize, my charming kitten snatched the phone off the table *again*. Getting to damn tired of him doing that.

Tarot: 9 of Grails (9 of Cups)

Happiness, content, wish fulfilled/fulfillment, satisfaction, ecstatic. Might have reason to be happy and content today, feeling overall happy and satisfied with things, things going smooth. Or just simply the advice to focus on what makes me happy and acknowledge the good things in my life.

ð Felt overall happy and content, so, it fit. Start feeling better again as well.

Daily Draw 10-01-2014

Daily Draw 10-01-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 25 Ring & 31 Sun

A stable relationship brings happiness. Finding much strength and feeling of security in a happy relationship.

Great Lenormand: Ace of Clubs & King of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Seeking respite after a time of struggle might help figure out what I need to do next. Taking a moment to consider my options in a matter, and how to best progress from here on out.

Skat: Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Spades & Ace of Hearts

News or talks with another woman, possibly older, regarding a private or domestic matter. A relative calling or thoughts regarding a female relative. Communications/talks regarding a domestic/private matter that’s important to me.

Tarot: 9 of Grails (9 of Cups)

Happiness, content, wish fulfilled/fulfillment, satisfaction, ecstatic. Might have reason to be happy and content today, feeling overall happy and satisfied with things, things going smooth. Or just simply the advice to focus on what makes me happy and acknowledge the good things in my life.

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Daily Draw 09-30-2014

Lenormand: 19 Tower & 8 Coffin & 32 Moon

Removing a burden that’s only weighing me down brings success and improvement. A project that is ending or needs to end as the chances of success are slim at the moment. Putting something on hold might be the better/best option.

ð I didn’t end anything, but I did put my online games on hold for another day since I wasn’t feeling quite up to it yet. Still feeling rather exhausted, so instead of getting too irritated over it I figured it be best to find something else to do. Not like they’re going anywhere, anyway.

Great Lenormand: 2 of Hearts & Jack of Spades & 7 of Clubs

Thinking matters through carefully, weighing my options, before taking on new tasks and/or challenges. Evaluating what needs to be done, and prioritizing my tasks might be a good idea.

ð Figured, one more day of rest, and hopefully today I’ll feel better so I can get into studying for my permit test coming up. Wanted to do it the previous week, but getting sick totally derailed me.

Skat: 9 of Hearts * & 8 of Clubs * & 9 of Spades *

Insecurities and frustrations getting the better of me today. I should be careful not to react out of irritation and/or carelessness as it might cause only more stress and upheaval. Making sure what I’m doing is what I want to do – I might act on impulse and in a moment of inconsideration / lack of focus.

ð Most of the irritation was rooted in me still being half sick and having my period on top. Not a good mix. So, I pretty much shut most things down except for playing an offline game and reading a book. Nothing too terribly taxing as my focus is still pretty shot.

Tarot: Prince of Skulls (Knight of Pentacles)

Slow progress, down to earth attitude, persistence, focus, concentration. It might be a good idea to take things in stride today and not rush into anything. Before making any decisions or acting.

ð Wanted to do more, but I know from experience in the past, if I try to push too hard it usually only backfires on me. I probably needed that day to recuperate, but I do hope that I’ll start feeling better again very soon so I can get back into a few things I’ve been wanting to do.

Daily Draw 09-19-2014

Daily Draw 09-19-2014

Lenormand: 14 Fox & 10 Scythe & 2 Clover

Cunning, trickery, slyness, cleverness, survival, observation. Harvest, end, cut, severance, harshness, danger, conflict. Luck, happiness, easy-going. Either, being too cute about something is going to come back to bite me in the butt, or, I might just not be able to have a happy ending in a situation no matter how much I try. Lying or trying to cheat won’t have a happy ending (if I tried, or if someone else tried).

Great Lenormand: 4 of Hearts& 2 of Diamonds & King of Hearts

Temptation, indecision, two-timing, torn between two options/chairs. Openness, freedom, carefree, acting on instinct. Meditation, reflection, introspection, time-out, passive. It might be a good idea to turn inward and figure a few things out and make a clear decision. Indecisive action or doubt require a moment of pause and introspection before I make the wrong decision.

Skat: Ace of Spades & 9 of Clubs & 8 of Spades

End, termination, shock. Task, work; jealousy/worry without reason. Jealousy, envy, distrust. A task or project that for one won’t be completed successfully nor will it bring much happiness. Something that only brings misery and problems should be abandoned. Checking my own attitude in a matter as it might be unreasonable and counterproductive. Someone working against me due to their negative attitude.

Tarot: 9 of Scepters (9 of Wands)

Standing one’s ground, perseverance, will, determination. Might have to pucker up today again, and draw on my reserves in order to accomplish things. Being in a position that requires me to stand my ground and show determination and will.

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Daily Draw 09-18-2014

Lenormand: 25 Ring & 29 Lady & 7 Snake

Relationship, connection, circle/cycle/repetition, connection, contract, agreement/responsibility; club. Woman, female querent, wife, lover. Jealousy, envy, greed, calculation, intelligence, analyzing. Might have to go and evaluate one of my relationships (or agreements/duties) today in terms of if it’s still valid or not. Being cautious about entering into new agreements/taking on new responsibilities. Feeling envious of someone or something.

ð Starting to feel bad as I hadn’t logged into my other game in, well, think close to a week now. Got carried away playing this game for a while, having fun with it, and I just didn’t have interest in playing the other. But, starting to feel bad for my buddy I made in that game. I know he’s not always been on much either, still.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Diamonds & 4 of Clubs & Jack of Clubs

Deceit, sneakiness, treachery, lie. Experiment, process, development, message, news. Comfort, luxury, vanity, beauty. Being cautious and discerning is the key to coming out on top and making sensible and good decisions that ought to lead to a positive result. Being careful in my communications and interactions with others.

ð The other day when we were in town, hubby went buy a pawn & gun shop to price some guns as he was thinking of purchasing one. He saw two he was very interested in. One that we possibly could afford some time soon, one that would have to wait till close to income tax for us to be able to afford that one. However, yesterday, hubby was showing signs of serious doubt and expressing them over purchasing a weapon at the moment period, or putting the money into some other things we’ve been considering as of late. I told him, he should go for the gun as I know he’s been wanting one for a while and such, but, he’s been pretty much backing out of that idea again. He’ll think about it for the next week he said.

Skat: 7 of Diamonds & Jack of Diamonds & 10 of Spades

Stress, unrest, hectic. Communication, good luck. Long(er) trip/journey/distance/duration; year. Confusing or irritating comversations/communication that might require a bit to disentangle. Stressful news coming from further away or dealing with something further away. Well, we have to go pay the car tag today. Might be it. It’s somehow always a headache.

ð Could be the same thing, us talking about whether it be a feasible thing to do or not – purchasing a gun. I know he said it make him feel a bit better. We live in a quite neighborhood, somewhat off the beaten path, alright, but he’s somewhat over-protective as well. Anyway, it’s either that trying to figure out what to do in that matter, or me having a bad conscience regarding leaving my other buddy ‘alone’ for quite a while now.

Tarot: Hanged Man *

Rigidity, failing or resisting change and/or refusing to look at something from a different angle; a more active, radical change might be needed. Might indicate that I should go and do something new instead of always repeating the same thing over and over. Also a warning not to be close-minded towards new ideas and/or changes. Potentially feeling of being ‘stuck’, unable to relax and/or make changes I want (or I’m too undecided about *what* type of changes I need).

ð Think, for one, me being ‘stuck’ in one game for a while now, and starting to feel bad for not having logged into the other and feeling like I’m neglecting my other buddy as well as being unsure whether purchasing a gun is the right choice right now, or whether to wait a bit longer. I’m not the biggest gun nut period, but I know hubby likes guns being former military and such not really being surprising he does. Still, we’re trying to make the right decision as it would be quite an investment financially. They certainly don’t come cheap. Not the kind we’re looking at, and he wants something that’ll last, and not just something cheap-cheap.

Daily Draw 09-18-2014

Daily Draw 09-18-2014

Lenormand: 25 Ring & 29 Lady & 7 Snake

Relationship, connection, circle/cycle/repetition, connection, contract, agreement/responsibility; club. Woman, female querent, wife, lover. Jealousy, envy, greed, calculation, intelligence, analyzing. Might have to go and evaluate one of my relationships (or agreements/duties) today in terms of if it’s still valid or not. Being cautious about entering into new agreements/taking on new responsibilities. Feeling envious of someone or something.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Diamonds & 4 of Clubs & Jack of Clubs

Deceit, sneakiness, treachery, lie. Experiment, process, development, message, news. Comfort, luxury, vanity, beauty. Being cautious and discerning is the key to coming out on top and making sensible and good decisions that ought to lead to a positive result. Being careful in my communications and interactions with others.

Skat: 7 of Diamonds & Jack of Diamonds & 10 of Spades

Stress, unrest, hectic. Communication, good luck. Long(er) trip/journey/distance/duration; year. Confusing or irritating comversations/communication that might require a bit to disentangle. Stressful news coming from further away or dealing with something further away. Well, we have to go pay the car tag today. Might be it. It’s somehow always a headache.

Tarot: Hanged Man *

Rigidity, failing or resisting change and/or refusing to look at something from a different angle; a more active, radical change might be needed. Might indicate that I should go and do something new instead of always repeating the same thing over and over. Also a warning not to be close-minded towards new ideas and/or changes. Potentially feeling of being ‘stuck’, unable to relax and/or make changes I want (or I’m too undecided about *what* type of changes I need).

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Daily Draw 09-17-2014

Lenormand: 11 Rods & 25 Ring & 24 Heart

Conflict, discipline, confrontation, argument, communication, dance; sex. Relationship, connection, contract, cycle, repetition; club. Romance, compassion, gentleness, kindness. Positive or emotional conversations relating to relationships or contracts/agreements of some sort. Sorting through emotional issues in order to solve them. Conflicts in/with others will work out well in the end.

ð I surprised hubby with making an appointment at the haircutter. Hadn’t gotten a haircut in forever and, frankly, I didn’t want to look all shaggy when going to the DMV. If I have to go through all that, I want to at least feel halfway decent looking. We talked about it, and decided to postpone the trip to the DMV for my driver’s permit till next Friday.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Spades & 10 of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Deceit, treachery, trickery, disguise. Creativity, union, arts. Trade, commerce, disguise. I might need to be cautious in my activities today as something might be deceitfully easy at first, but could potentially turn into a longer, more drawn-out process. Having to go and re-consider some things. A creative and open-minded approach might be of help.

ð I tried calling the DMV like hubby asked me to do in order to see whether we might be able to make an appointment either for today or next week. For some odd reason, no one answered. I tried for about an hour, and even he tried a bit later, and it just keeps on ringing and ringing. We talked about it, and decided, we’ll go next week.

Skat: 9 of Hearts & King of Spades & 7 of Diamonds

Romance, relationship, wish, desire, longing. Older man, grandfather, man with power/authority, judge, judgment, decision. Unrest, stress, minor upset or worry, hectic. I might have to make a decision today in terms of something I want or have been wanting that is causing me some stress and anxiety. An official matter that’s causing me some stress/worry.

ð Probably the stupid driver’s permit test. I’ve been stressing out over it for a while, and the closer it gets to me actually having to sit down and do it, I’m getting extremely anxious again. So scared I’m going to fail it.

Tarot: Strength

Courage, strength, passion, gentle force, determination, free spirit. I might need to muster up some courage and show determination in a matter. Following one of my passions might not be so wrong or ‘out there’ as I fear. Meeting challenges front on with a patience yet determined attitude. Taking a more playful/confident approach to matters.

ð Originally we had planned on going to the tire place to let them fix the front tire that keeps leaking air, and then go pay the car tag and land taxes. Well, since hubby originally wanted to go to the DMV for my driver’s permit test today, I wanted to get a haircut (told him that a bit ago already and he told me to go and make an appointment) which threw our plans a bit out of whack. We wound up getting a haircut and then fix the tire but postpone the car tag and land taxes till today, and the permit test till next week.

Daily Draw 09-17-2014

Daily Draw 09-17-2014

Lenormand: 11 Rods & 25 Ring & 24 Heart

Conflict, discipline, confrontation, argument, communication, dance; sex. Relationship, connection, contract, cycle, repetition; club. Romance, compassion, gentleness, kindness. Positive or emotional conversations relating to relationships or contracts/agreements of some sort. Sorting through emotional issues in order to solve them. Conflicts in/with others will work out well in the end.

Great Lenormand: 6 of Spades & 10 of Hearts & Jack of Diamonds

Deceit, treachery, trickery, disguise. Creativity, union, arts. Trade, commerce, disguise. I might need to be cautious in my activities today as something might be deceitfully easy at first, but could potentially turn into a longer, more drawn-out process. Having to go and re-consider some things. A creative and open-minded approach might be of help.

Skat: 9 of Hearts & King of Spades & 7 of Diamonds

Romance, relationship, wish, desire, longing. Older man, grandfather, man with power/authority, judge, judgment, decision. Unrest, stress, minor upset or worry, hectic. I might have to make a decision today in terms of something I want or have been wanting that is causing me some stress and anxiety. An official matter that’s causing me some stress/worry.

Tarot: Strength

Courage, strength, passion, gentle force, determination, free spirit. I might need to muster up some courage and show determination in a matter. Following one of my passions might not be so wrong or ‘out there’ as I fear. Meeting challenges front on with a patience yet determined attitude. Taking a more playful/confident approach to matters.

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Daily Draw 09-16-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 32 Stars & 33 Keys

Work, task, stability, weight, depth, rigidity, inflexibility. Success, honor, fame, mood, cycle, delusion. Success, certainty. Having faith in something going to work out in the end. Stabilizing one’s mood (in this case likely my own) is the key to having a good day today. Success at work (that probably would be more for hubby). Staying realistic and grounded is key today.

ð I tried to stay calm and focused, especially in regards to hubby’s game that came in. Got it ready for him so he could play it. Overall, had to be patient with some things in regards to my online game, as it seems their latest update isn’t without it’s issues.

Great Lenormand: 5 of Hearts & 2 of Diamonds & 9 of Diamonds

Audience, exchange, diplomacy. Freedom, exhibition, outgoing, instinct. Journey, trip, planning, preparations. Talking with other people without hiding motivations and/or feelings could lead to some change but also might be needed in order to arrange for a few things I have planned. Being open and forthright about what I’d like to see happening in a certain matter (without being crude or mean). Consulting with someone will bring about success. Successful preparations can be made.

ð Initially, when I connected hubby’s game to the Internet, it told me it had to download about 4 additional GB worth of data, so I disconnected it again and informed hubby I might have to do it at night. We talked about it, and he wanted to go ahead and download it, he’d simply not watch his WWE pay-per-view to ‘equal’ it out. When we connected the game again, it didn’t have the download, so odd, but, works for me. So, as far as I can tell at the moment, it worked out well.

Skat: King of Spades & 9 of Hearts * & 8 of Clubs

Older man, grandfather, man with power/authority, judge; judgment, decision. Disinterest, detachment, lacking emotion or emotional connection/depth. Weakness, illness, burden. I might run into someone today that doesn’t care much for how his (or her) actions affect other people around him/her. A decision that is on poor footing and one I should seriously reconsider as it might only cause more trouble than it’s worth in the end.

ð I felt highly indecisive about whether to download the extra data that the game initially displayed or not. Been keeping bandwidth as low as I could so far this month knowing hubby’s got a PPV and the game coming up. Didn’t want to go and bust the bandwidth. As it turns out, it seems it worked out. Otherwise, I felt rather drained today as my sleep is all messed up again due to staying up so late the previous night in order to get some things squared away before hubby’s game came in, and in order to get my own game updated so I could play it again.

Tarot: 9 of Scepters (9 of Wands)

Defense, standing my ground, standing up for myself, not backing down, steadfastness, resolve, inner strength. Might have to pucker up my resolve today in order to get something done and accomplished. Standing my ground in a matter, and not backing down without a fight (unless doing so would be stupid and uncalled for) if I feel it’s worth it. Mustering and drawing on my energy reserves.

ð Think I handled matters ok yesterday. Went ahead and set hubby’s game up. Got most of my game updated during the night as well. Had a bit of ambivalence when I saw his game needed (when I initially connected it to the server) about 4 GB of extra data before starting it up. I knew we should have the bandwidth to do it, but still reluctant. When we got home and he just wanted to take a quick peek, it didn’t show the same download, which was odd, but, I take it. His game works fine as far as I can tell, which is a huge relieve.

Daily Draw 08-28-2014

Daily Draw 08-28-2014

Lenormand: 35 Anchor & 25 Ring & 9 Bouquet

Work, task, weighted down, stable, secure, depth. Relationship, cycle, repetition, promise, agreement, contract, club. Pleasantries, gift, niceties, diplomacy, happiness, luck. Finding strength in/through a relationship that brings a lot of happiness. Happiness that can be found through interacting with others. Break with monotony/routine.

Great Lenormand: 10 of Diamonds & King of Hearts & 8 of Spades

Planning, organizing, scheming, plotting, details, brain storming. Time out, reflection, patience, withdrawal, meditation. Embarrassment, slight, defeat, humiliation. Careful what I plan today as it might blow up in my face unexpectedly. Things, though I thought I had them thought through well, do not work out at all. Inaction might lead to a lot of issues today.

Skat: 10 of Diamonds & Ace of Hearts * & 7 of Spades

Money, finances, wealth, riches, stability, security. Neighborhood, outside, different house, public house/home. Sorrow, sadness, minor trouble/issues. Financial situation weighs down or brings a moment of sadness. Financial trouble. Feeling highly insecure and unstable due to sadness or lingering sorrow. Feeling of stability is being undermined by outside influences.

Tarot: Judgment *

Reversed Judgment – ignorance, stagnation, feeling of insecurity or lack of confidence, not heeding a call/calling, procrastination. I might not follow my hearth today or instincts that tell me to do something but that I shy away from due to insecurities, worries etc. I might feel very low and desolate, lost and confused.

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Daily Draw 08-27-2014

Lenormand: 30 Lily & 36 Cross & 17 Stork

Harmony, peace, stress, family, purity, justice, maturity. Cross to bear, burden, sorrow, end/weakening, test. Change, flexibility, move, movement. Stress will slowly fade away and change for the better. Insecurities fading away making room for change. Need to stay flexible instead of rigid.

ð Hubby wasn’t in a good mood yesterday. Working two extra days plus having to try to switch his hours over to night shift didn’t work out well. On top of that, I’m feeling extremely irritable and moody myself due to this stupid PMS stuff, so, it took a lot out of me yesterday not to go and have a major row with him.

Great Lenormand: 2 of Hearts & Queen of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts

Tranquility, peacefulness, peace, quiet, outdoors, nature. Choice, decision, confusion, doubt, discord. Pointing fingers, intuition, advice. Something or someone upsetting the peace, which in turn requires to remain calm and focused, getting in touch with my common sense/inner guidance, in order to navigate the confusion. Something unsettling and confusing – use your head to solve the issue. Robbed peace of mind can be restored by some reflection and heeding advice.

ð Think it was for once my own situation with the PMS, it’s getting to me some. Then, on top of that, hubby had one of his bad mood days that didn’t mix well with it. Had an confrontation while in town, then later at home he snapped at me when I failed to help him with someone as I hadn’t realized he needed help … or, let’s say not as quickly as he would’ve liked. It took a lot out of me not to go off.

Skat: Ace of Hearts * & 10 of Diamonds & Queen of Spades

Neighborhood, something not immediately connected/related to the home/house/self, outdoors, other house/building. Money, finances, riches, wealth, stability, security. Older woman, not always positive/benevolent, insincerity, ingratitude. Bank causing some grief? Woman from a financial institution being of import. Not sure how/why. A female challenging my feeling of security and stability – upsetting my inner peace?

ð Think I felt just simply imbalanced and irritated due to my PMS. I hate PMS. And it never helps when hubby’s having a bad day on top of that, either. Makes it for an awesome day, indeed. Mind you, he was in an OK mood *most* of the day when he wasn’t snapping and biting my head off.

Tarot: Strength *

Strength reversed – impatience, cruelty, force, trying to force something/someone, stubborness, misuse of power, misguided or misunderstood compassion, good intentions paving the road to (more) problems. Today, it might be a good idea to keep myself in check, and not let impatience and stubbornness get the best of me. In some ways, I might want to ‘force’ something despite knowing better. Wanting something, even though I know it’s just a passing fancy – being careful not to get swept up in an emotional upsurge. Need to be patient and compassionate with myself but also others, despite my feeling possibly different at first.

ð Hubby and I both weren’t in good moods today. Him due to his two extra work days sandwiched between his regular days plus having to switch to night shift again. Wish he would’ve taken a nap yesterday earlier than he did. I don’t care much for him trying to force himself to stay up when he’s feeling that bad as it usually only results in him blowing up at everything and anything that doesn’t go right. That mixed with my own PMS issues, not a good day.

Daily Draw 08-23-2014

Daily Draw 08-23-2014

Lenormand: 32 Moon & 34 Fish

Success, honor(s), acknowledgment, recognition, emotions, mood(s), night time. Money, finances, riches, abundance, wealth, plenty, subconscious, flowing, water/liquid/alcohol. Financial success? Not sure what that could be about … we’re not investing or anything like that. Flowing with the mood of the day. Staying in touch with my feelings and emotions/motivations.

Great Lenormand: Jack of Diamonds & Queen of Hearts

Trade, commerce, disguise, hidden agenda. Intuition, advice, finger pointing. I might want to take a piece of advice today that might not present itself in a straight forward manner, however. Information or advice coming in ‘odd’ or unusual ways. Also a good idea to keep my guard up to some degree as there might be some hidden agenda going on I’m not aware of with someone.

Skat: 10 of Spades & Ace of Diamonds

Long journey/trip, foreign/abroad, longer distance/duration. News, information, idea, inspiration, document. A document dealing with something further away … letter/email from someone living further away. Or information that’s been ‘on the road’ for a longer period of time already and just now reaches me. Project I’ve been working on already for a while, and probably will continue to work on for a bit longer.

Tarot: 2 of Scepters * (2 of Wands)

The reversed 2 of Wands could indicate missed or neglected chances/opportunities, something I don’t want to act on or fail to acknowledge as an option. Looking closer to home instead of further away? Answers might be right there in front of me, while I’m looking somewhere else. Indecision and inability to move forward with a project.

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Daily Draw 08-22-2014

Lenormand: 25 Ring & 33 Schlüssel

Relationship, connection, agreement, promise, responsibility; club, repetition. Security, certainty; solution. A certain relationship, one I can trust in. Repetitive activities or something coming back around (for better or worse). Coming/entering into an agreement.

ð I don’t know what, but I felt so tired towards late afternoon I could’ve fallen asleep if I had laid down. Had the worst time just to keep up with my routine things – like cleaning, laundry, making sure lunch is ready for hubby etc. I managed, but, it was a struggle.

Great Lenormand: King of Hearts & 10 of Clubs

Time-out, meditation, reflection, withdrawal. Caution, tentative approach/progress, defensive. Something might be causing me to feel defensive and in need of a time-out or break. Feeling weary and insecure about making a commitment or taking action. Might be a good day to not jump into things without thinking matters through carefully.

ð Just didn’t feel quite right yesterday. Not sure why, figured I had plenty of rest, and in the morning felt quite alright until late afternoon. Then, on top of that, my Internet started acting funky out of nowhere so I decided to stop playing my online game, and just go do something else. Plus, I felt I needed to walk around a bit in order not to fall asleep.

Skat: 8 of Spades & Jack of Clubs

Trouble, short trip, visit, evening, short duration/quickly. Negativity, negation, official matters/institution; pet. A short period of irritation and/or problems that passes quickly. Worries regarding a pet.

ð Kitten’s eye is still a mess, and I am not sure I’ve seen much of an improvement since we started giving him the eye drops again. Pray hope the medication is working. Just when the eye was pretty good, and looking well he had to go and get it scratched all to heck again.

Tarot: Prince of Knives (Knight of Swords)

Free thinking, analyzing, theorizing, curiosity, probing. Feeling in the mood to analyze something, wanting to find answers to a question/situation. Carefully looking at a situation from all possible angles. Caution not to be too over-analytical and questioning everything just for questioning’s sake.

ð Temptation knocked on the door yesterday via a game hubby’s been wondering whether I want it for one of the consoles or the PC. The Pro of the PC version is it comes with a code for an ingame goodie for another game I’m playing. Very tempting. The con of the PC version is that I would have to get the base game first, then the expansion plus it’s somehow requiring a Internet connection (though the console versions don’t, go figure that genius out) which probably translates into using bandwidth if it has to go online each and every time I play it. That’s a pretty bad and big con for me. So, I’ve been thinking a lot about that, and while tempting, I told hubby, I’d rather take a chance and wait for the PC version to go down in price before considering buying it. If I knew for a fact I have an offline options with the PC version, maybe. But Internet connection *required* to play it period, that’s a huge deterrent.